A soccer match, which ended up in one injuring his leg while the other got pissed off with us. Both of them not coming for the chalet, one who is injured i can understand, but the other did not wanna come because we won against his team. Isn't this an act of childishness?

Yesterday was my brother chien ming's 19th birthday, and people like sophia, ivan, kok chye, benjamin, yu jie, wei qian and billy were present during his celebration at 888. Wei qian had to leave early due to his worship practice on saturday morning. So it was left with the few us around that area, and my brothers pop many bottles of Heneiken, and this continued all the way til 4 plus in the morning, though sophia left for home during the interval. We talked about many things and did nonsense too, especially when ivan and kok chye put nuts into my beer, which tasted like plain water in the end. It's been a long time since something like this was done already, a small gathering like this, where everyone sat together and chatted. Though i was stress in planning out for the chalet, i felt it was worth it. :) Anyway i woke up quite late, and i would be having a soccer match later on at 5pm at woodgrove sec soccer field, it's going to be quite fierce i believe, given that the opponents are older than us but almost all of us had played against them in the carpark. So this match is a battle of pride, honour and glory, and not mentioning the 8 bucks that each of us had to fork out for the referee and the soccer field. I think the win should be able to make the money worthwhile. Alright people, Let's do This!

P.S : Didn't expect billy loo to read the turning points of my life chaper 1 ' Jong ' =)

This week the trend, it was me waking up at 10am and doing the same routine every morning. Push-ups and cleaning my room, breakfast and slacking the whole day at home playing my PS2. That's my current lifestyle at the moment, but this week was special, 4 out of 5 of my best friends are going to be one year older. Mandy, Yao Jun, Adam and Chien Ming are the few march babies to celebrate their birthdays this week. Tomorrow, or today is Chien Ming's birthday, and i hope that we will be meeting up to celebrate his birthday. Even if some of us cant celebrate, during the chalet, there's always time to help celebrate the march babies. I have been waiting for the call from this restaurant but it seems to me that they might not be interested in hiring me. This might be bad news as i am seriously broke, and i never wanted to ask money from my parents cause my second brother always takes money from them, and i did not want to increase the diameter of the hole in their wallets. Anyway, the days of the chalet is coming near, and hopefully the whole thing wouldn't become a failure. I think i have not done much in terms of the bbq preparations and other stuffs, mostly all the plannings are done by chien ming and the ' not-coming' kok chye. I feel bad about this, i want to be part of the whole organizing thing, which ended in me not contributing much to it. I thought to myself, maybe i am not cut out for events & management.

I've been thinking, if i work during weekdays after school, will it affect my studies? Well never mind about for the time being, now there's is something i want to complain, and this concerns members of the talk cock group. Why do most of the talk cock group members' birthdays fall in the month of march?! And moreover, given the financial status i am in, i cant even get a single present for most of my buddies, and i am feeling very guilty about it. I would like to apologize to them and i will make up to them during the chalet period. I will make sure this chalet will be an unforgettable one for them. I will invite Joash to do the honours, okay that was just a joke.

Seeing some of my brothers back from the trip was quite a relief, they are all still as same and lame as ever, which makes me feel like home again. But i feel that i am beginning to miss those times when all of us would be together hanging out at places, be it low class or high class, we would chat and make jokes everywhere we go, and we never seemed to stop. As some of us are preparing to step into the second year in campus, some are starting as freshmen in their year ones, but in different campuses (Singapore Polytechnic, Nanyang Polytechnic). Starting from this year onwards, it is going to be a very tough journey ahead. Less dinner gatherings, less outings and etc. Honestly i do not want this to happen in our group, to me, without them i would not become the person i am today. Without them, i would be someone who has not experienced what life is, and the taste of having true friends beside you to point out your mistakes and allowing you to become a better person. My group of ' never-say-die ' brothers, is one of the turning points in my life. Having chalet gatherings once or twice in a year allows us to meet up and chat about our daily lives' events. Without the chalet gathering, i don't think the bond in the group would be as strong as ever. So i treat every chalet gathering seriously, and members who cant turn up due to important reasons are acceptable, but giving excuses like having no money and whatsoever, please have the decency to learn how to save up responsibly.

I think i have been talking too much about all this stuffs, hope you readers don't find it too boring. Cause there are some things that i need to spill out and broadcast it through this blog.

Stepping into poly life was quite a difficult step for me, cause i was always inside my comfort zone. Very reluctant to open up myself and socialise with the outside world, that was a negative side of me which affected my life in poly quite seriously. The day i stepped into my class, it gave me an impression of a class full of nerds and scholar wannabes. I just simply hate that kind of class, but but something allowed me to change that impression of it. And that something was time. Time allowed me to know more of the people in my class, and through time, i got to know a few trusted friends, and they acted as a mirror to me, allowing myself to see my mistakes and changing some negative characteristics of myself. A year has passed, the bond that was initially weak became very strong among us. Also going to the YEP trip has definitely made me understand more of my trusted friends and allowing me to understand myself too. It was only a pity that jin hong, zheng rong and ze ting did not join us for that trip. If they do, i would like to see the true colours hidden within their outer shells. Take for example my bro Trey, my first impression on him was that he loves slacking in class, and talks alot about girls, just like me. But through the trip, he was our leader, and this made me feel there was another side of him. He was serious and shows full participation and puts lots of effort to ensure our safety, and that everything would go smoothly for the trip.

For me, i believe that these friends are part of my life, be it good or bad, i will never walk out on them. But if they do things that annoy me or disappoint me, maybe there is a reason behind everything. I must learn to understand and accept them.

Til then...

Turning points in my life___

today i would like to share a story of someone. okay i will name him ' Jong '. from young, Jong loves gambling, and he loves to tell his friends his favourite quote, ' when i first started out gambling, you were still drinking your mom's milk! ' yeah, in terms of appearances, he was super retro, and no one dared to use him as a fashion icon. instead people insulted and criticise him behind his back. everytime he walks pass my class during those primary school days, i would stare at him with envy. everywhere he goes, he possess this influence in himself that people who were near him would bowed their heads down. although some people did not like him for who he is, i respected him and of course i got to know him through connections. when i finally started talking to him, the first sentence i began was soccer bets, i asked him for hints on this particular soccer match. his reply was simple, ' if you followed my bets, i confirm guarantee chop you sure win big big money! ' words from a wise man, and i was captivated by greed, so i decided to bet on this particular match.

eventually i won money out from the game, and that respect for him grew even more. it was then me and jong became friends too, and through this kind of unhealthy methods of lifestyle made my life grew even more interesting. who cares about concentrating on books when i could actually gamble and earn some quick pocket money. i used to be a very nerdy student, after school everyday i would take the bus home straight away, have dinner, complete my homework and go to bed. but right now, i met someone in my life, and he could also be one of the turning points in my life. Jong.
okay more of this story tomorrow when i have the time. :) i am tireddd already. night.


chapter 1 complete.

it's a monday and i think i have lots of planning to start on liao, especially for the upcoming chalet. and i just receive a call from qing wen that i will be starting my new job on tuesday. so lots of things to be completed by tomorrow. met wq billy for grandslam sunday at kok's house yesterday and they never seem to change yet in terms of their appearance and character. but i could tell from their shag faces that they have been working too hard at carrier transicold. and i heard news from them that the great legend joash ong has finally fallen in that workplace. he fainted even before lunchtime, isn't that great news? wonder if the two of them bought 4D that day, who knows it might come out the first prize?! :)
i'm still quite adapting to the life back here in singapore, one weird thing is that i am beginning to love cleaning the house when my parents are at work, maybe the area cleaning in the village has made me appreciate what cleanliness is and thus seeing my house in a mess is quite a sore to my eyes.
okay i think i better start to head to bed if not i might not wake up early in the morning to complete my journal and hand up on time in np. Lol, lots of things to accomplish, yet so lil time.

this is where our water supplies come from.


jessica me and samantha. the one in the middle is ma qian! =)


the school where the 'children of the corn' studies !



the common room where i slept for a whole week!

alright here are some pictures that i have taken during my week's stay in the village also known as ' xiao long cun'. notice the picture above has a red flag. it stands for communism, and if anyone of us makes that flag drops, we can kiss our asses goodbye to singapore. Lol! the table where the cups are place is also our heater which keeps us warm during the cold freezing night when we sleep. the third picture shows of a school, where the children of corn studies there, it can be scary at times. there was this time when me samantha louis johanna felicia taught the pre-school kids and suddenly glass pieces just came flying into the class. i lost temper after that and everything got worse. haha come to think of it i find it funny actually. :) haha

i will post more of these pics when im free again. :)

im back from yunan, china! during these two weeks in china to me was like staying there for a month, initially i wanted to come back when i first the village which was located high up in the mountains. the toilets and the staying conditions were quite rough, plus given the fact that i was not able to bathe there for a week. some reasons was the cold temperature up there and the freezing ice water collected from the well was not enough for everyone. anyway i've endured a week of torture and during this week, i did interact with the village kids and helped out with alot of stuffs that needed to be completed. okay this is all i have to say, im quite lazy to type out what i have actually done during this two weeks. i also like someone there during the trip, only my at bros know who. :) haha but like i said. if she was only 2 years younger and single, i would have gone all the way liao.

i conquered the highest point of pulau ubin by foot!



ang wei qian and my class t1t1 in the front before the trip!

well this two pictures can actually summarise what we did during the trip to pulau ubin la. well zheng rong has more pictures than me, and hopefully he will compile them up and send it to us. Lol.

Thursday, 28th February 2008 :

i met dex qw billy ben and ivan and headed down to clarke quay, where caleb came and joined us on the way too. and we were going to club as part of a gathering. finally an outing since... i'm not sure when was our last official gathering. =( but saturday would be talk cock group's gathering at qing wen's house. he's going to celebrate his birthday if im not wrong, an early celebration. Lol. yeah ok back to the outing, now here's the bad news, the ticket holder had an stomach upset and we waited for like almost 3 hours outside the bar before she arrived and gave us the tickets. then we entered, and suddenly the bouncer told us we were not of age and had to leave the area immediately. so i think you guys should know the outcome, refunds and supper! we've got punk'd. from woodlands to clarke quay, waited for 3 hours, got fuck out, and supper over there. Lol. can't blame qing wen, but it's the ticket holder who was at fault, giving the wrong details of the club thing. in the end, not only did we not dance, ben missed his debut appearance in clubbing.

but there will be one more coming up, 11 march - zouk. don't worry i wun be going as i'm in the middle of a china trip haha! :) alright man, today i will be heading down to minds' for cip programme, after which dinner with my class and drinking session with them during the night. it's going to be a long day i suppose so i better get some sleep right now. damn! good night people. hahaha!

met tiger trey jun long ze ting and wei qian at the interchange and we headed straight down to changi village in the early morning! all because we planned to cycle around pulau ubin, yeah action speaks louder than words, we talk and we proceed on with the plan. of course i brought my cycling leader with me so that we could plan for our own cycling club activity. well that depends on whether talk cock group members are interested with this pulau ubin trip. anyway, it was a tiring one, especially when i 'gek kiang' go borrow this 'piyo-piyo' and chiong almost around the island. and trey allowed us to taste the different types of cycling terrains through the trip. and i was damn exhausted and hungry. it took us about 4 hours before coming to an end.
wei qian left us around 8 pm for soccer at toa payoh while i continue to hang out with t1t1 and yao jun introduce us this vegeterian restaurant, and some vegeterian delights around bugis. after eating such wonderful delicacies. i suddenly wanted to become a vegeterian. Lol, trust me, you people should go and try. i just realized i wanted to ask mei ting out to pulau ubin, but she ain't free i guess. cause she's having attachment so i thought maybe heading there to chill might be a good idea ? hahaha ok la. tomorrow i'm having an interview at raffles town club. tiger will be accompanying me, finally a job to look forward to.

few more days before flying to yunnan, china! :)

okay this was abit stupid. i've got a huge rocket!

this is nicholas ng reporting live, talk cock news. the A380!

spot me! Lol.

saturday, 23rd february 2008:

today i woke up late in the morning, and i had to take a taxi straight down to ngee ann polytechnic for the Singapore Airshow briefing. i paid 11 bucks for the trip! and when i reached there, people were still late and ended up starting at 9am. if i had known, i could have board the bus or the train rather than spending on cab fare. damn... also, the speech given by our mechanical division director was disappointing though his powerpoint presentation were excellent. and he's done a good job wasting everyone's time and in the end when the shuttle bus took us to the Changi Exihibition Hall, the queue to the entrance was like ' what the hell?! '... a never-seen-before queue. okay me zheng rong and trey tried to cut into the queue and all we got was harsh scoldings by some by-passers and tourists. what luck man, some more it was a total embarrassment. but it was worth a try. :)

finally we got passed the security check and what a time! the planes started its performances and we were captivated by all that stunts and wows done by these pilots. well at least they did it to capture our attention for like 45 minutes? some almost fell asleep while standing and watching these performances. but the arrival of the A380 made everyone stood still in the whole exhibition hall area and stared at the elegance of that huge plane fly in the sky. and that feeling to me is really undescribable. it's just like seeing the first love of your life. wa... okay okay wake up damn it! hahaha

okay okay pictures were taken during the whole tour around the place and i shan't elaborate any further. damn! but that would be my first and last trip there already, given the fact that we still had to queue to exit and take a stupid cab which costs 45 bucks a trip! after careful considerations, we decided to walk to changi station! but halfway through the walking journey some of us could not bear the pain on our aching soles and ended up cabbing all the way to changi village and ate dinner. tiger met us over there after his work and we heard this interesting record which he sent us and that made bond even more as a class. Lol, hahahah. it's like we're listening as a class.

finally home sweet home on that day, going to pulau ubin on tuesday with the at guys and hopefully on our friday outing there wouldn't be any more drunken asses. hahaha :)

sunday, 24th february 2008:

did all my household chores and bathed before meeting chien ming at 6 in the evening. it's been a long while since i met him and he's got a haircut! hahaha actually i had this sms competition which i am suppose to attend at MOS but i woke up late so nah i think i will give it a miss. Lol, played soccer at 7pm and i played against a lousiest team in woodlands, some more they act as if they are good. damn it man, if i act, that's acceptable cause i'm good Lol. arrogant but i like it. hahaha. okay BOMB. then ivan and the rest came and eventually knocked our team, but we can't blame it, the previous team played at my grandma's speed while the game momentum against ivan's team was fast. so we couldn't adapt at that period of time and lost the whole game.

played already and dinnered at 888 before heading to kok chye's house for the carling cup final. chelsea and tottenham. yeah, they lost the whole cup thing to them, and tottenham won by pure luck. -.- damn. Lol.

my class outing today was super fun. ranging from various activities, damn we did many stupid things together. hahaha arcade, macdonald's, watching a movie, walking to clarke quay, and drinking! everything single event that we did was fun. of course i'm not quite sure what i'm typing now. Lol. damn... i feel so high.... aoahsfoiahsfoiashfoihfoihsaihosihfoadsifha

i'm trying to post it in black colour font so hopefully you guys can see clearly. :) anyway i've just completed two major papers, engineering mathematics and mechanics! they're are like a piece of cake to me. especially for the engineering mechanics paper, i did like two times just to spend time, at the same time spotting careless mistakes. imagine getting full marks for these two papers, ok stop being so arrogant nicholas ng. damn!

i've never taken an exam paper in the weekends, and it really sucks. but it was really crowded in the canteen and this girl caught my attention straight away and my classmates were like also joining me staring at her. Lol i mean not staring obviously at her. damn, she's just the girl i'm looking for. LOL joking only, btw she's attached and i know my limits.

i went for this valentine function in christ church sec which was organised by the church members, of course samantha was there too! i was so surprised, and the dancing part with her... i also don't wanna say, she danced damn fast la, and even before the music stopped we have already dance finish. Lol really funny sia. overall i had quite abit of fun, hahaha. looking forward for the league games. must start to practice field soccer training liao.

been've mugging in the school library for hours this two days, and its going to continue like this until next week, before the interview at carrier. Lol. i'm going to chiong and use the ' tap and go ' formula to tackle the papers. don't wanna think about it after the papers, seemed like everyone are already geared up for the engineering mechanics paper. why isn't anyone practising mathematics? Lol, that's strange, unless they are going to score, why? why? ain't anyone going to practise mathematics questions? argh damn. Lol

oh oh and i was studying half way when this girl got my attention, no wait, actually there were 3. g-string girl, green shirt girl, and black spaghetti girl. damn! imagine getting all of them at one shot. okay i'm being too greedy, hahaha. okay la. enough with the nonsense, i shall go to sleep. night!

its been a long while since playing football together with gary, our winters teammate who came back to singapore for a holiday. of course he's getting more suave, and his skills are superb. i can't even compare myself to him. lol what a joke. but i still get 7 goals under my belt today. :) only one time when i got so tired i couldn't run anymore and we lost the game. eh eh wait, actually me ivan chien ming joash have lost all the way till we finally broke the deadlock and won 3 games before starting to lose all over again. and we still can laugh about it, there were a few times i almost lost my cool with joash as his goalkeeping skills weren't impressive at all. hey i do have mistakes of my own to reflect on. :)

today's monday! more events coming up later, studying at campus, going to queenstown to shop for a pair of soccer boots, which i think its time to get it for soccer training. but it's costly, and that's where the money part comes in. i'm not sure whether i will be able to give a good impression of myself as a worker when i go back to carrier transicold. firstly i have to take a 2 weeks leave for my china trip, secondly 5 days leave for the talk cock group chalet. i guess, its time to officially start saving. not to mention forking out another 3o bucks for the remaining balance of the chalet money.
oh man, i need to plan and organize my stuffs super carefully. damn! hope there ain't going to be any team-bonding day for the china trip. =( in this way i can work all the way to the day of the trip. :)

i just broke my latest record! and that is receiving only 1 ang bao from my friend sophia ong, hahaha yeah that's a surprise alright. other friends like benjamin qing wen wei qian ivan billy joash yu jie dex also came along for visiting. chien ming and mei ting are still in malaysia with their relatives though, wonder when will they come back.

assignments are starting to pile up as the deadlines are coming near. i have to finish them up by this sunday midnight. lots of things to do, but yet so little time. hahaha, must organize my stuffs as soon as possible. mmm i guess i will start doing that after the chinese new year. hahaha, it lasts for 15 days so its okay la. oh yeah! the valentine's day coming but i still do not have a date. :( that's saddening.

visiting at my grandparents' place was a bore, but the collection of red packets and the tv shows kept me awake. yeah it was a tiring day, especially yesterday's midnight cycling trip to geylang. and i mean i am tired from all that cycling, not from other kinds of activities, so dun misunderstand. hahaha after that my family and i headed down to marina promenade to walk around and feel the chinese new year atmosphere over there. it was so crowded with the place filled with china citizens and bangalas. its like we are trapped in between little india and chinatown.

and there came this mad china man coming up to me asking whether i have ren ming bi to lend him to take a bus to airport, and cooking up a story that he lost his wallet there-.- well i tried to believe him and wanted to help him. but i told him, ' no wallet, no money. ' and he walked away in frustration. hahaha i wanted to say ' gong xi fa cai ' as he left but i didn't.

alright tomorrow might be heading down to school to finish up my online assignments and the deadline's on 10th feb. and valentine's next thur! damn! im still not prepared yet. argh.

cycling trip to geylang! hahaha we set off after 6 of us had our reunion dinner. leong me wq billy joash and yu jie were the cyclists. there were no accidents nor any bike damages. the most fun part was during the sight-seeing of the night life in geylang. we saw how the prositutes over there tried to grab customers. of course leong and me got grab by them the most. Lol scary! especially when they didn't wanna let go. hahaha. just got home from the trip and it was dead tiring. later going for visiting, yeah the first collection of red packets. i cant wait for them!

chinese new year is just a few hours away! anyway i just woke up from such a nice sleep, been having alot of weird yet nice dreams these few days, especially when having some of the talk cock group members inside my dreams. there were like camps, outings, overseas trips and some dreams even brought me back into the past. Lol, only some people know about it. damn its a secret. yao jun, trey, jin hong and weiqian have known about it. hahaha.

yesterday i had a great day with my AT bros. i headed down to trey's crib. and it was way cool. especially his room, i just wish i had one like his. his parents were very friendly, given for the fact that they wanted to treat us for dinner. only zheng rong yao jun wilfred nick tam trey went for dinner. the rest like me headed home to sleep. Lol.

tonight's going to be a wild night. reunion dinner and cycling! omg, cant imagine what series of events we will be expecting during the cycling trip. hahaha there will be photos taken during the trip. hahaha oh yeah, speaking of cycling... i forgot to pump my bike! Lol

i am having a hard time trying to find a date for valentine. seems no one is interested in going out with me. :( i asked her, but she told me she had exams on that day. well i'm having my exams the next day too, its just a simple request yet she denied me once again. some of you guys might know who i'm referring to. but nevertheless i shall not give up and will keep on pressing until she finally accepts my sincerity in asking her out on valentine's day. yeah and thats the way the cookie crumbles. right now its the late in the morning and i chatted with jin hong online, he's been cropped up with relationship problems and hopefully he gets over it soon enough. what he needs now is those friends who have been around him since orientation day and stand by him to lighten up his heart and move along with life. :)

yeah yeah, i told myself i would start doing all the assignments but my eyes are closing everytime i try to type these words. and tomorrow's i will be heading to city square with wq billy and joash! the 4 of us! hahaha shall be a very fun day tomorrow, of course after that i need to focus alot on my assignments where the deadlines are coming very soon. sunday to tuesday would be a crucial period for me. haix, hope everything turns out smoothly for me. :) ok i wanna sleep now. nights.

right now im stuck in the library doing my math online assignment. surprisingly right ? same here too, i cant imagine travelling all the way down to campus to finish up assignments. but i am really tired these few days. one of the reasons why i did not blog much too, hahaha. i just want to share a good news with you people. i am going to yunnan, china during the march holidays for 2 weeks! hahaha. some of you guys might miss me, but at the same time, some who doesnt want me to come back in one piece but in pieces. Lol. hahaha. okay la. thats all good bye.

who wanna be my valentine on feb 14th ?

taxi drivers nowadays have to work harder to earn more income for their families. seems after the increase in taxi fares have shown a decrease in people cabbing to their destinations. but i dun seem to understand, why the sudden increase in taxi fares? i was walking on the roadside when this particular taxi was following me from the back, i turned around, and rejected him straight away, and i could see that he was kinda pissed off but do you think i care? lol. but i still have to sympathise these taxi drivers. some even sacrifice their sleeping time just for the sake of earning that extra income during midnights. honestly, i would rather take the bus or the train as it is much more convenient and cheaper.

some time in april, there will a shuttle bus system in woodlands where we can take straight down to woodlands. and the good news is ivan has chosen a course in np! and i really hope that he could come join us. chien ming too you know, hahaha and of course leong kiat. billy's kinda determined on his marine engineering at sp, and thats his interests so we wun force him to come here and study ba. hahaha. imagine everyday me wq qw louis ben cm leong ivan all meet up and head home together. that would be wonderful, just that we will have to squeeze in the bus. lol

soccer in the carpark would be banned after yesterday where we got screened by the police once again. this time they told us that there many complaints on the noises that we made while playing soccer. in fact, the noises came from our conversations rather than the soccer matches itself. hahaha. this year, the o level results were quite disappointing. some had tears of joys, others had tears of sadness. heard from cm that someone in our school broke the record. just two points to reach the maximum cut-off points of 54. lol super crazy sia. wonder how he/she could have done it.
okay i am just being sarcastic. lol

alright as for me, i got a new haircut, went studying and shopping at the same time. met up for dinner and watched soccer. then headed home and right now i just wanna sleep. night. hahaha

i can say that this week was a wonderful yet tiring week for me. cats presentation, volleyball competition, and many other assignments had to be finished on time. furthermore, my practicals have finally come to an end today. yeah our practical lecturer was good to us, gave us solutions and steps to speed up our process and dismissed us early. not bad not bad. quite happy with today cause i got an 89 for my ete quiz, and i did study the day before, but im sure i can do even better. lol

supposedly going down to sentosa today with trey, zheng rong and wilfred but it turns out that i am so tired that i cant barely open my eyes while trying to blog. oh yeah, had the competition today and for the first time, i got knocked out on the first round of qualifiers. steady right ? well my team was actually good, just lack of something. style, we had all the basics but we played very bluntly. could have come up with creative skills to tackle the opponent. but still, knocked out lo. quite saddening but i wanna thank sister sam for coming to support us. although you said that supporting me would be a waste of time. :)

finally this year, i changed my hp. from a normal looking 3100 to a 6500 classic. i fell in love with it the first time i saw it on the net. well there were reviews that this phone would be a problematic phone. but you will never know if you never try. haha yeah, many cool features about this slim and sleek design hp. still have yet to utilise them all. takes time man. hahaha.

looking forward to the 2 months holidays. during that time i am going to work work work and earn earn earn! many things are already in stored in me already. wow cant wait to join volleyball during year 2. :) hahaha i think i can play good if i train more often. but of course soccer is thy love. LOL

sometimes the wrong information could kill. and of course, i have that experience. and everyone's saying ' look he is always giving the wrong information, he just fractured his left leg, and he exaggerated that he might be able to walk again. ' ' and he is supposed to be in the car! not a motorbike! '

firstly i would like to apologize to my sister sam for giving her the wrong info that geevan and his friends rode on the motorbike. cause the truth is, geevan and his friends were in a car racing and the accident occurred. fortunately geevan escaped death, for his friend, well not that lucky. geevan even said he wanna play football with us after he gets discharge from the hospital. but he has to wait for another 6 more months. :) im glad he's still alive, still remember we fought with each other over something stupid. and i lost hahaha.

right now i have almost finished the project and its a very unique presentation done by my friend edwin, who had spent the whole day just concentrating on the slides alone. i have almost finish the script which is kinda sucky though. yes i love to talk, but i need to talk with sense and influence too. cause tomorrow's is the final presentation. just finish the whole thing, get over with it, and start on my final class test! which is on tue. hahaha okay i gtg, ciaos.

just a day, just an ordinary day. recently many things happened, my pile of workload is increasing expotentially, geevan landed in hospital while his friend passed away during the accident. now the bad news is he might not get the chance to walk again for the rest of his life. life is unpredictable, one moment you are sitting watching tv, the next moment you just black out and never waking up again. mm talk cock group members are going to visit him around this week. :)

i am so busy until i dun have the time to go for lessons. yeah been skipping lessons last week and today lo. tomorrow would be a long day, cause i have that volleyball competition among my s&w members. lol and guess who i saw today, lauren! omg, its been long since i last saw her in training. getting prettier and prettier ! power. LOL! ok my horns are coming up again. control! lol. not in the mood to blog more le. bye.

alright nicholas, tomorrow's the first day of hunting. tell yourself you must do it, if not you will spend your life in poly emo-ing. yeah thats the motto i must keep it in my head all day long. the first ever finest open house in ngee ann's history. hahaha and some say even better than last year's, where i got tricked to come into this place. Lol just a friendly joke. yup i will be dismissed in the noon, and my friend jin hong, is going to accompany to find this stranger whom i met last week at the sp open house. yes it sounds stupid but its the worth the try. i've got three long days to endured and i am definitely 1o8% confident i am going to find her and acquire her number! of course finding her fat friend should also be not a problem. she's recognize-able. Lol! another friendly joke.

chien ming and the rest should be coming down on friday ba, and i get off at 5pm that day. so we could have dinner together and crap home together! that is, if they are coming down of course. cant wait to play night soccer at the carpark again. i feel sorry for the bangalas, cause they have to frequently change the light bulbs that we have broken. and its unintentional, i am only responsible for sending the ball to ground level, and not breaking those light bulbs. lol, but one for all, all for one. i cant push the blame here and there. Lol.

alright, i am left with only a few weeks before the final exam, and time is ticking super fast. i am stucked at some chapter of my module. and project work is getting tougher as the week passes by, how am i ever going to cope with it if i keep slacking and dilly-dallying all day long? mm i must sleep more too, been've having trouble getting up on time, and not to mention reaching lessons on time too hahaha. well that me you know, lecturers arh, you all must get used to my habit. Lol.

my laptop is getting old, i think i should reformat it after the final exams. plus a new makeover for the skin too. hahaha, my family just booked a table at 515 kopitiam to have our reunion dinner. hope to see chien ming and his family there too :)

today's monday and school was kinda okay for me. i endured a series of lectures without falling asleep, which is cool. hahaha. i even finished all the homework and project assignments before reaching home. mmm, the dates of the chalet have been changed due to some slight changes. eventually somebody have to be left out of the chalet. for the guys, someone has been left out already. for the girls, well either one of them have to be left out. unless there are other alternatives or preservatives. LOL ok thats lame. alright gotta go do my reflection le. night :)

playing midnight football inside an enclosed carpark can be very interesting, especially when you never seemed to tire out after playing for like 2 hours ? mm there were quite a few commotions during the game, but the tension ceased after we were being screened by the police. lol, i still remembered ivan almost wanted to whack my leg when i sent the ball to his stomach. well it was unintentional and i was sorry about it. oh ya i feel like i am getting better in playing soccer. =

it was already 3 plus in the early saturday morning and we were still chatting at vista kitchen about our life in christ church. really it was entertaining and it felt as if we were still studying in chr. :) but right now, everyone has already grown up and has adapted in a new studying environment. alright enough with the nagging. lol

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LOH MEI TING!!! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

just spent some time editing my blogskin, and finally its refurnished! i am feeling abit better after a good night's sleep. and i wanna keep that image in my mind and heart. cause i wanna wait for her to appear in ngee ann's open house. :) yes some of my friends have given me their confidence. so i am totally determined in finding this person whom is making me going crazy over her. i am not desperate, i just feel that the time is right now. :)

okay i did not fall asleep for the whole day, even lessons. i stayed awake and was very attentive in class. okay partially attentive, cause most of the time talking to my classmates kept me awake. that was a very important factor. hahaha. today's a very special day for someone, AND IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN HER BEFORE, the picture is on top. hahaha. hope today would be a very enjoyable and a memorable day for her. hahaha.

mm, i have to study now, lecturer's coming.! lol bye.

i do not believe in love at first sight. but after touring around the sp open house made me thought otherwise. yes i do liked her, and i believed if i made that move, i wouldn't be in this pathetic state right now. it is so difficult to ask someone for her cellphone number ? will it actually kills if one asks the opposite gender for her number ? until now, i've yet to do so.

i do not want to explain how i got to know her, how we managed to meet again in the biggest campus among all polytechnics, and etc. all you need to know is, i've never gotten her number and the last time i saw her was on that pathetic tour bus waving goodbye at her. do you know how heartbreaking was that ? she had something on and could not continue the tour around sp. i feel like im in some kind of romantic story book, with a sad ending. :(

i am still awake, cause i cant really sleep right now, the image of hers is still stored and floating around my mind. but still i had quite a fun time with billy, we were lost in the campus, and billy answered a question which lead us to having very lil free gifts! LOL. and we walked like dunno how many miles before reaching the place we wanna go. and trust me, you need a bike if you wanna study in sp. its huge!

my only last chance. ngee ann open house, please do not disappoint me. i am not in the mood to look for other girls. just fucking pray hard that i see her again. really, i will definitely do all my projects and submit them before deadlines. right now, im not in the mood for anything, even sleeping. -.-

finally i stepped into that soccer court in ngee ann, and kicked some balls with some other students in my course. but the unfortunate thing was i lost my levis' sneakers which was pronounced dead at around 2.35pm. the whole sole came out, and i became quite a laughing stock in campus. and i had to pretend as if nothing happened by blasting music into my ears. i mean, what's so funny? they have not seen a guy wearing shoes without any soles? pathetic little fuckers, lol, ok i shant be so vulgar for now. i must be a gentleman! it is one of the new year resolutions that i wrote.

today during math lesson break, i went to get some snacks to warm myself up from those long ranting and teachings from that lecturer. and in the co-op shop i saw this girl from dragon-boat and another which caught my attention at the study lounge. lol! super beautiful sio! and i had to maintain calm and act normal. then my friend came out and he was so ecstatic la. hahaha seems like there's improvement in their taste for looking at girls. i wonder if i should use the word 'ogle'. nah come on! i am a gentleman. lol

played another round of mahjong... no no i mean soccer in the night at the big woodlands court with wq and co. well i think i play good tonight and but i will still improve and be a better player. this sunday there might be soccer. time to impress them again. i wanna train my shooting skills, it is a total disaster. only my left leg is functioning very well, my right is kinda getting old and rusty. forget about it la. lets talk about other things.

tomorrow would be volleyball time. i hope she comes. well last training she never turned up, i was not in the mood for volleyball. but i think the coach always look at my trainings, wonder if he would pick me for the team. we might be having competition with the people in the volleyball cca team. might be only, i cant guarantee there will be. haha, my spiking of the ball totally has no improvement at all. LOL

oh yea sp's open house, im gonna crash it. get those freebies!. haha anyone interested?! it is on the 10th-12th jan. im going tomorrow. haha cool alright then. i gtg le. night people!

as soon as i got back my math paper, it was a total disaster. i've never gotten a 0 mark for one question. never dude! and i was shocked and begged my lecturer for some sympathy marks. but after realizing my stupid mistake, (i did not want to use the word careless, cause there was no careless mistakes found in the paper) i realised that the correct formula used for finding volume is = ( pie r square ). instead i used the formula 'one third pie r square'. aint that super cute? although the steps and methods i did was totally correct, and i wanna emphasize... is TOTALLY correct! the wrong formula i used gave the wrong answer. so in the end... ZERO! fuck the paper. i got 86. to add salt to my wounds, i did not even make it into the top 2, let alone the top 5. how am i supposed to see teck yi or benjamin at the award ceremony this year?damn it. imagine if i used the correct formula...

today's tuesday and things are getting better ahead of me. reached school on time and managed to complete all my assignments today and yesterday. whoa i feel very accomplished. tomorrow would be a better day for me. talked alot to jin hong about his problems, mm as i have been into many relationships before, i felt that i understand his situation. the thing now is for him to do what he thinks is right, like finding some time out to talk to her and stuffs. that will work. :) and there is this one guy which is a total disgrace to men. cant stand no fucking fuck face. most of you do not know who he is. cause that asshole's from ngee ann.

oh ya almost got into trouble today during break time. there was this whole group of guys queuing up to get their food, when out of the blue i shouted ' gigglo ' in mandarin. all of them turned and looked at me. i looked back and thought to myself.' good game ' lol. i shouted that because i was picturing a scenario to jin hong about something. and the timing was such a coincidence that they stood right in front of me. lol what luck man...

not been seeing familiar faces on school nowadays. well, goodnight people

thought if i could rest well at home and drank a few litres of water i could become well and play soccer again. but my cough just keeps getting worst and i have problems sleeping at night. caught the movie 'alien vs predator 2' yesterday, should have trusted the rating, cause the movie was a big mess. there were fighting scenes which were blur as if i was watching a movie with alot bangalas fighting with each other. lol no offence.
nothing much happened on the first week, especially when i've been going home alone, sometimes with my classmates. no matter what's on my mind, i will pull myself together. just received some of my results. a 99% for engineering mechanics. a 70% for electrical tech and electronics. i couldnt grab any top spots in my class this time. think being over confident is slowly killing me. no worries i can buck up and appear in the next prize ceremony.
i need to come up with a problem for my project. anyone can suggest me with one ? my deadline is on tuesday. hopefully there will be answers. right now, nothing seem to come right for me.

multi-tasking can be quite tough, especially after receiving even newer shocking news from my cats class. yup my group, the best one has been officially separated as our lecturer wanted new experiences with our new group arrangements. fuck it -.-
my ammp project has been done halfway, of course it need to be done by this week i have to buck up. and i saved 8 dollars today, super improvement, tomorrow i will be aiming for 5 dollars. well life at the beginning of 2oo8 is still sucky? i have so many fucking problems to face now. damn. unfortunately all relating to work. -.-

school's was pretty fine today. :) nothing much happened, interact with some friends about our holidays experiences and countdown celebration. and i can say i made some improvement with myself, cause i saved 1 dollar. tomorrow i believe i can do even better, i aim to save 7 bucks. and these are few item i hope to possess before chinese new year arrives.

list of items i want to get during chinese new year.
1. 8 pairs of polo tees
2. 8 pairs of ankle socks.
3. 1 fossil watch
4. 1 new urban male sanders
5. 3 pairs of bermudas
6. 1 sneakers from city square
7. 1 leather branded wallet.
8. 1 brand new set of spectacles.

the number 8, which symbolises prosperity and the year 2oo8. and all these items comes with a price, and it starts with a word called 'saving'. its not gonna start tomorrow or the day after. it starts right now. of course, i will save 3o bucks for the chalet'08. and i hope everyone starts the same habit with me too. :)

alright then i gotta do some revision.

in this year 2oo8, i will organise the chalet'o8 and of course more outings with everyone in tcg, hopefully. this year will be a tough one as i will soon proceed to second year in ngee ann. of course start working to earn more money get more clothes and things to pamper myself. alright cool, i cant wait to start school tomorrow, and get over with all that final papers that will be held in feb. in this one month, i will tell myself to dedicate all my time on work and nothing else. just one month is all im asking for, pull through this first year, and then i will concentrate fully on shopping for chinese new year clothes. :) just have a lil faith. alright off to starbucks to chill le.

headed to town in the afternoon with chien ming and benjamin and went shopping straight away. i wanted to get a pair of jeans while chien ming shopped like crazy. spent over a hundred plus without hestitating. ben was just following all the while, never bought a single thing, just complained about people who owe him money and not paying him back on time. unfortunately i was also one of them. lol all that shopping is so tempting, felt like spending a bomb on many things i wanna get. however i just got 1oo plus bucks only, enough for a pair of jeans and a sweater. well lets see how things go when i go shopping at causeway point lo. check out the jeans at lp zone and snk, or even giordano. lol
suddenly felt like going out for a jog, but my left knee tells me that its either soccer tomorrow afternoon or jogging in the morning then shopping.

i can feel that something is going on with my mind, mm something bad is going to happen to me. i hope it doesnt affect my studies or my life. maybe saying a prayer might help. :) gotta head to bed. night.

i think i have to start planning for my new year's resolution. went jogging just now to release the amount of stress on my mind. rested at 515 coffeeshop and met chien ming ben and kok chye there, and i could see that they went for a heavy shopping spree. cm told me he spent around 7oo plus on clothes and stuffs. haha way to go bro. they are planning to go for a second round tomorrow and they are asking me along. well actually i dun mind but its kinda like last minute for me. at least my mom was kind enough to give me 1oo bucks to spent on jeans. i know its very ex to get a pair of jeans, so i am going to scout for cheap branded ones. of course head to department stores are having end year sales. cancelled my shopping plan today, woke up around 5 plus in the evening, and received sms from both cm and wq and a call from kok chye asking me whether i wanted to go to the wake. i decline the invitation, as i was super lethargic after all that sleep. (was that the correct word i was using) haha.

only 3 people respond to the countdown outing plan. haha not bad got improvement already, dex and qingwen has voted for east coast park. while sophia has suggested going for a drink or club.
mm why not combine the two plans together? then i can throw in another idea. having dinner at waraku restaurant. so that when those after countdown can go home, while those who are still awake and super energetic can go to a pub for a drink. sounds great! =) not many people reads my blog. guess i have to make a trip down to yahoo TCG forum. :) haha

just spent almost 2 hours to finish up with the new blogskin to welcome the new year 2oo8. lol surprisingly i woke up at 10am today. feeling very energetic today, and mom just gave me 2oo bucks! well of course it comes with a series of conditions. firstly i have to purchase some cool jeans and the rest would be for the countdown outing. i do hope it will be just some budget outing, but a fun and memorable one. i did some suggestions at the TCG forum. so people please give some ideas there too, so that we can make arrangements and hang out and have fun during the countdown for 2oo8!

from today i am going to start following my plans, i thought for a long while and finally come up with some improvements for me to make amends to those bad points that i have.

'bomb' is what i am expecting from most of my friends, but i will use actions to prove them. its tough but i will continue to press on no matter what the outcome becomes. haha. :) press on!

ok enough with that, i am going out to shopping alone again! haha, getting used to that. as i thought to myself, the difference between poly life and secondary life. seriously i've been repeating this for countless of times, but i still have to make a point that secondary life is way better than the life i am enduring now. when we go out in a group, there is always around 10 - 13 people lo. right now, there is only like 6-8 people only? even when it comes to playing soccer, the response is getting lesser and lesser. okay okay better now think too much again. lol i go play ps2 le. take care people.

as usual i woke up late in the afternoon, i dun think i am still prepared for next week as school is starting soon. unfortunately chelsea drew with aston villa, this is getting worst for chelsea as lampard joins the injury list with terry, drogba and etc. hopefully they can start winning games when the new year starts. okay i am still behind time with all my assignments, i think i will start doing them today. and after all the outings with talk cock group members, i am officially broke :( i am left with only 1o bucks in my bank account. lol have to maintain this amount of money until feb, and that is when i will start working and making money.

been've thinking of so many things recently, and i wanna get them out of my head. but they just keep coming and coming. wanna go for a drink to drown away all these crap. i think the early half of 2oo7 was the best. but for now, it sucks. i do wanna start afresh when the coming new year arrives.

woke up early in the morning and began to sms everyone to get themselves prepared for the church service which was today. however i accompanied dexter to retrieve victoria's shoes which evelyn forgotten to return to her. lol in the end i missed the whole session which was a disappointing one. heard it was quite exciting though :( siaan.

went out with almost half of the talk cock group people. haha shant describe any further. i am super tired right now. ok nights people. :)

i thought to myself ' the two weeks holidays should be a time for me to chill out, head out to the movies and do many stuffs that my group and i have not done for a long time '. instead i found myself at home and staring at the television the whole day. well i watched the top 1oo mtv hits in year 2oo7, followed by mediacorp's 25 years' anniversary of tv serials. lol after that i headed to ngee ann campus alone to finish up my online assignments. great that was my day, how i wish the camp could lasted a week. today would be our group gathering, i would be meeting most of them at church this morning. mandy suggested a christmas gift exchange, so i went to purchase a gift from royal sporting house. hopefully the person who received my present would feel happy and honoured. most of them would think that ' wa i took this gift from nich, must be some cheapskate stuff knowing its from him '. well i do not blame them, i think thats the impression i leave on all of them. lol hope this gift would change my impression for the time being.

its saturday and its suppose to be a day where i would go to someone's house and watch soccer. but instead i stayed outside alone, had dinner long john silver and coffee at starbucks' coffee. wanted to call people out to chill. but turns out they were already out earlier than me. received a sms from this person, and i was shocked that this person still had the heart to wish me a merry christmas since i stayed in contact with this person lol. really a big thank to you. :) that cheered me up alot.

cant sleep now, thought of many things related to work and stuffs. i really missed my workplace, wished i could stayed there and chiong all the way. take the money and spend them on essential items and accessories. school's gonna reopen in another week's time. i guess christmas eve i will be heading out to celebrate in town, hopefully there are friends who would accompany me. :)
if not, i will ask santa out, to spent that eve with me. lol just joking only.

oh ya chelsea beat liverpool 2-0 to make it the semis of the league cup. and im super delighted.
its going to be the end of 2oo7, i hope TCG members had save 25 bucks. cause i am going to collect the money from them. lol.

* TCG - talk cock group.

thats all. ciaos.

i am finally back from the youth camp! and i can assure to most of our talk cock group members that they will regret not going for it. cause its super fun! well fortunately for me, ivan was in my group la. the food, the games, night walk, and even doing our talent time performances was fun. except for the fact i screwed up during talent time performance and even slept during devotion time. LOL!

there will be another upcoming youth camp next year, i will be going again. of course talk cock group members must go this time, be it guys or girls. we must all go and have fun! oh yea anyway just woke up not long ago and i am super blur right now while blogging. tomorrow i will be heading down to ngee ann's library to finish all my work which i have not finish these few days while i was in camp.

seriously the camp comm rockers were really steady. cause they sacrifice their sleeping time just to ensure that we would be all in bed on time. especially there was this time when ivan me and qing wen waited for chien ming for supper. well the 3 of us got caught by them, and we were abit guilty after finding out that they were looking for us badly.

well i shant describe any further but the youth camp was fun yet tiring. looking forward to count down 2oo8 and youth camp 2oo8 plus talk cock group (TCG) chalet 2oo8!

the moment gallas headed the ball into the net, i still thought ' hey do not worry, chelsea are definitely going to equalise in the second half '. but arsenal goalkeeper almunia was too good that evening, stopping shots from lampard and co. i was very nervous and excited at the same time. as chelsea began to counter-attack everytime, rosicky would be at the back and clearing all the balls. arsenal was playing with more class and style than chelsea. mm, finally a free kick in the dying minutes of the game. shevchenko shot fiercely and almunia was there again to deny chelsea the equaliser. haix full time whistle. arsenal won 1-0 to chelsea.

today i woke up late in the afternoon and was so bored at home. tomorrow youth camp. my first time in this kind of camp. haha, well hopefully it will be fun. can anyone give me some advice on how to spend this two weeks break? :( im going nuts...

woke up and i am no more 16! haha ok i just woke up not long ago, turns out that there is one more person who slept later than me. lol haha well today i would be getting my adizero with ivan and ben. however louis asked me to play daytona with joash ong. wa lao two requests, mm can i get the shoes and then go down to meet them ? haha anyway i will decide later. tomorrow! the 4 big giants clash together in a showdown. chelsea vs arsenal and man utd vs liverpool! well for me i do hope chelsea will win the match against arsenal. they cannot settle for a draw, as the points difference would increase. so do catch the big matches tomorrow alright ? i think i might be going to kok chye's house to watch it with wei qian and billy ba. lol

one more good news! the holidays are finally here, common tests are over. but the last paper on thursday was disastrous. i can pass but i cannot get a A for it. =( haix. i just wanna get a AD for that, but it turns out that last min revision would not work. ok never mind about that. qing wen will be organising the christmas gathering for us. this gives me more time for the chalet which is next year!
i need to prepare for everything, with the help of all my committee members. haha alright!
thats all people. have a great day ahead. :)

o9.12.9o the best day i ever had with my group of good friends who had been with me through the ups and downs. i sincerely thank you and everybody, regardless of friendster comments, calls, smses, coming out to celebrate with me or etc, from the bottom of my heart. however this year, there was lesser people but i still enjoyed it very much. compared to last year where everyone of us headed to sentosa and played under the hot sun and ogle at hot bikini babes, this year was even better. :)
i cannot wait to turn 18 already. well next year would be a very mature year for us talk cock group members. everyone would turn 18 and finally we can do things which are beyond parental control. lol

firstly i would like to thank my friends for planning my celebration for me, i know its tough on you guys. but really i am touched by all the things u done. :) hope the friendship between me and all of you last. alright!

today was a disaster for me, remember yesterday night i reached home around 2 plus, i slept and woke up around 10.14am. great, my first common test starts at 11am. fortunately my dad sent me to school like finally. but he was also tired too i can understand that. thanks dad :) took the paper with ease but of course, do not underestimate the power of careless mistakes. they can kill you without you knowing it. damn! i just hate it when people finishes their papers early and walk out discussing the questions without giving a fuck to people like me who are still checking through our papers. -.- inconsiderate cuntcrackers. never mind. wait for the results to come back, i am sure i will beat everyone down. =) evil grin *

birthday boy debut in his skyhawk!

o9.12.9o the day that everyone will remember.

okay firstly i would like to thank friends and family who gave me their wishes. yes i have turned officially 17 today, but the unfortunate thing is that i have common tests tomorrow. so its very hard to multi-task on both my birthday celebration and common tests. this feeling is very hard to describe when you have brothers and friends to celebrate with you, for me i just simply love it. during my primary school days i would celebrate my birthdays with my parents, my primary school mates did not bother to celebrate for me, and thats a sad thing.

secondary one was the beginning of everything. it started from birthday wishes from friends. during secondary 2 ivan and joash treated me to a restaurant after gyming session that day, and it surprised me. haha very touched by what they did of course. during secondary 3 all i can think of is the treat that mandy gave me for the class chalet, but it turns out that the class chalet became our talk cock group chalet that time. finally last year, this time, mandy organised the sentosa trip for ben and my birthdays. that was the second time she celebrated for me, and this yeari received kinda like 2 huge presents, one was by mandy and her boyfriend, joel. they bought this cake for benjamin and me which was a shocker during chalet 2oo7. yup i almost teared during that moment the cake came out and everyone sang the usual birthday song for the both of us. and today, my group of brothers specially took the time out to celebrate with me even though tomorrow would be our common tests. seriously thanks for everything, words cant describe those feelings that are deep down inside me.

on this day i have 3 birthday wishes, i will try not to be greedy. here it goes, the first one is i wish that this talk cock group will keep in contact till the day we have started earning our first bucket of gold, attend each of our brothers and sisters weddings. haha cant imagine joash finally getting married! just a friendly joke :) second wish would be me finding a suitable partner for me to settle down, if not i would go gaga-googoo over those girls in ngee ann everyday. third wish is to... i have not think of one yet. maybe tonight i will have the answer. haha!

it is finally 4 in the afternoon, i am still deciding what clothes to wear for my birthday outing! very stress, but i am still very excited :)

i am counting down the minutes to midnight, yes in just less than 2o minutes its going to be my birthday! no doubt about it, i am going to turn steady 17, say goodbye to my sweet 16. i have already received birthday from some friends. touched touched. haha
supposedly going to meet ivan at tekong to play soccer with some of alvin's friends. but i failed to meet him as i was super tired. lol managed to meet him at night with qing wen chien ming yu jie and billy. chien ming was planning dinner at hotel royal tomorrow for my birthday. thats so sweet of him. lol okay i better go study now le, later might be heading down to kok chye's house for soccer match. 10 minutes left...

this week has been quite a happening one for me. cats presentation, birthdays and preparation for my common tests has made me very tired and also making my schedule very tight. guess i have a bad time management. recently our chalet 2007 has ended last week, and yesterday was benjamin's birthday! haha organised the celebration of course with the help of my friends too, and i hope that everyone had fun yesterday. must thank mandy too for helping out with the present for benjamin, lots of contribution from her :)

last thursday was my cats presentation, i had to act the role of superman, of course grabbing everyone's attention straight away when i actually forgot to zip my pants up during the presentation. alright, that was super embarrassing that day. but the good news was my lecturer gave us 8/10 for the overall presentation and that made my day. of course after the presentation i went home and slack before heading down to marina alone to meet wq and the rest.

today is saturday already and here i am typing a new post. sunday would be my birthday! like finally, 09/12/90. many predicted that armageddon would come and wipe out woodlands. and are expected to stay at home and not to come out. lol that was talk cock group's suggestion lol. wa lao if it goes on like that i will be super emo de lei. alright just joking la, actually got the heart can le la :)

monday would be the start of my common test, hopefully i can pass the whole god damn thing and chill during the two weeks of holidays. i wanna top the class again. hopefully. alright just joking again! :)

the moment that cake came out i was loss for words. everyone standing together and singing the birthday song for me and benjamin, of course there was birthday bash after that, but i was super touched. then chien ming told me that mandy was the one who suggested the idea with her boyfriend. wa lao for 3 consecutive years le lo, during sec 3 she treat me to our 4e3 class chalet. during last year she organise the sentosa trip for my birthday and ben's too. this year is this surprise. really i am touched and my two birthday wish - that our group would always be together, these are friends which i cannot bear to separate. the second one would be be more mature and faithful in a relationship. the final wish i have already made, but i do not want to say it out, if not it would not come true.

as for the 3 days 2 nights at the chalet, i think i did not enjoy enough, cause i was lazy to bowl with the guys and girls, ending up sleeping all the way till 3 in the morning. super siaaan, why must i sleep? lol. haha hope the others also had fuun during our chalet. its our third chalet for the third time. hopefully there will be more of this again. esp next year, during march.

coming back from the chalet really piss me off, because of the work and tests that are coming my way, noob shit. -.-

chalet in just a few more days man! okay i am in the middle of something important. haha nights people. LOL!

how great is it to have someone by your side, loving you and cherishing every moment right? well fuck it okay, it is really getting on my nerves. i am sorry people due to the mood i am in, i went to meet up my IS group up for our project discussion and it turned out to be a lovey-dovey chat session. i was there trying to rack my fucking brains out to think of something to finish up the assignment while my group members were discussing ways of wooing a girl and how to touch her heart and stuffs. well just stop fucking thinking these kind of stuffs, wanna chase go straight to the point. dun beat around the bush, it really irritates me and to that girl too. it is suppose to be a group discussion not a counseling room where you get to talk your stupid girl problems and then find solutions to it. here i am trying to salvage our project situation when they still do not know how important is this module to them. fortunately another group member came and together the 2 of us managed to complete the whole thing. everything before 7pm, if not i think i will listen to those crap till sunrise. damn fuck.

met wei qian ben louis and qing wen, mood felt abit better already, cause talking crap with them is more easier. lol, we chatted about the possibilities of situations that will happen during the chalet. laughed alot. well tomorrow is the test, i need to score for that. better go sleep now, waking up later to study. ciaos. :)

adaptation to my current soccer shoes is a must because i need to perform during the chalet. imagine over 2o plus people at the soccer court watching me playing and if i made a mistake, no doubt they would not remember it. lol so tomorrow after my revision i shall practice and practice until i finally get hold of my soccer shoes. yes it is almost 5 in the morning, so do not...

sorry about the internet disconnection, okay as i was saying, do not feel surprise to see me blogging at such a early time. i went for supper with the guys, before that i was watching soccer with billy and wei qian at chien ming's house. i feel so tired right now, i could even sleep for the whole day. but no, i cannot. i have to head to ngee ann's library later in the afternoon to do my revision. turns out that studying at home is quite difficult. lol another reason is that the school's connection is much faster so it makes studying there more easier.

to all talk cock group members, please get well fast if you are feeling super unwell. i do not want you people to miss out all the fun that is going to happen there. its true that few of you guys here read my posts. but i just hope you people will take care of your health during the next week. l :)

time really flies. my birthday in two weeks time. haha 09-12-1990

now im in the library watching gundam 00. supposedly i have to do my e-learning, but it seems that my lecturer forgotten to reset the assignment for me to do. okay i really need to set my focus straight, fortunately tomorrow i can relax abit. though i have to prepared for my presentation. its on next thurs! i am getting more pissed off, i hate project works. next friday would be our talk cock group chalet. i hope it would be super fun for me and all of us. cannot wait for it. wonder who that shan shan is in my tagger. must be one of those pranksters again -.-

library should be a place where we do finish up all assignments and revise for our upcoming examinations. however wq louis and i spent the whole day slacking in the library downloading skins to modify our cs game. damn i dun think i have the mood to finish up my work too. as day passes by, the arrival of our 3rd official chalet is just next week, friday the 30th. i am trying hard to squeeze everything in my head for next week's class test and online test. for both fat and ammp test respectively. one good thing i can post about is i am starting to save money! been scrimping these few days, and there is improvement. lol later in the morning me and wq will be heading to joash house for soccer! england vs croatia. a match where it decides the fate of england's qualification to the next round of the euro championship. its very weird, russia and croatia both losing to weaker teams, opening the chances of england to qualify. england should not be complacent about it, they should feel ashamed actually, but i dun wanna say any further. let the match decide their fate. :) okay i should head for the bed now. night

great. i had met almost all my objectives for today. finish math tutorial 3, tutorial 4 for engineering mechanic. and studied fundamentals of aerospace. felt very proud to have completed them, i think i will be heading down to the library tomorrow again, but i will focus more on my studies. been playing too much computer games at the library. hope i can complete my e-learning by this week, along side with e-quiz from engineering mechanic too. its getting stress cause tomorrow is wednesday, stupid practical, seriously i hate doing it. and for chapter 4 for electrical tech i have been expected to do one more project work again. -.- damn it, i am getting sick of my project mates and work. well i prefer independent work though i want to try being a team player. but with lousy team mates you will naturally want to hold the whole game by yourself. thursday i am going to get crap from my lecturer again.

by this week i must complete many things. especially the fat class test next tuesday. i must really score for it if not very hard to catch up after the common test. wa seriously its work i've been typing about and not one single happy event posted. guess poly life also has its disadvantages too. so people dun envy us too much too, cherish what you have now in your secondary school life, do not complain so much as if it is the end of the world. you guys just have not taste the life of hell here in campus.

i try to type out a short post before i finish up some studying. well i hope i had a good head start today. had attentive ears during lessons, okay only a few parts of the lessons i managed to pay attention. the rest of the time i was daydreaming, lol about things to buy, my own lesson plan. i was supposed to start saving for a new pair of sport shoes. i failed to do so as i spent alot on eating. damn i am such a pig, headed to the library after lessons and did my math tutorials, almost finished except some parts i got stucked. went for dinner with louis wq ben and sharity and had fun crapping with them. they made my day :) lol alright reached home and did some engineering mechanics tutorials and great, i am stucked at the 2nd question. wonder if my classmates know how to solve them. think i will consult them tomorrow. haha

guess this semester's gpa would be a sucky one but i ensure my classmates and the people out there including me, i will not disappoint myself during year2. and lecturers said year 1 students have no difficulty scoring for their GPAs, i doubt that. try my best okay?

slept the whole day before the start of a new week. due to playing non-stop soccer in the morning under the hot blazing sun. got a few sun burnts and with my debut appearance with the new soccer shoes. i was playing like crap, could not adapt to it. damn. the friction under my soles were burning hot. had blisters too. oh my too much complaining will give me more and more strands of white hair.

surprisingly my number of readers haven slightly decreasing over the past few months. but im proud to say that i have a few loyal readers who have been tagging here and enjoying these fabulous articles of mine. so people spread words around to make this blog known. :) haha

hope to see you guys tomorrow. this is just the beginning of stress, i will start to feel it during wed. saddening.

once in a lifetime, means there is no second chance. guys, if you happened to see someone who might be your lifetime partner, do not hestitate, please go up to her and ask her number for goodness' sake. do not feel afraid, do not end up like me and ivan. LOL. we wasted our chances yesterday cause we were hestitating.

good morning people today i am going to test my new shoes on the parade square and hopefully with this new pair of shoes and i get to play my best again. its been some time since i played soccer in school, after last time incident, we were not able to play again due to our indisciplinary actions.

but like prisoners, everyone deserves a second chance you know. so today i am not going to court trouble today. just clean the soccer court and thrash my opponents into the bin. sounds very arrogant but i am not. i am just the fastest player among everyone. (just joking people, do not feel offended)

time is ticking away and im here blogging about my life. everyone out there is doing something meaningful and i still do not know what i should do. classmates are pressurizing me everytime they got high marks for their quizzes or tests. feels different from last semester, cause i felt more relaxed despite the fact that i got good results and classmates getting higher than me. do i need to be the best to feel happy? this is one question i always ponder on. looks like i've been thinking too much again.

the third chalet is coming again, this time would it be better? more exciting? more memories? more arguements?. well we will see about that. but honestly i do hope there might be arguements and stuffs cause that is wad makes the chalet interesting la. but with the prospect of inviting more people to our chalet might change the fact that some of us guys have to restrict ourselves to some topics that might be sensitive to some people. but one the unfortunate things is that after the chalet, is exams time for those studying in ngee ann.

starting from next week i think i will be mugging in the library til the day before the chalet, so as to prepare myself for the upcoming common tests, and enjoy myself without giving a hoot to studies for that particular 3 days 2 nights. :)

saturday was suppose to be a day for me to study my notes and prepare myself for next monday's test. but i woke up late at 5pm and ivan called me few times. i was suppose to meet him to shop at queenstown la. yup so we met at 6 and headed to our destination. had katong laksa and the both of us saw this two girls walking past us and trust me, they were sisters! wa lao both also super hot la. one cute and the other beautiful. imagine me and ivan being their parents' in-laws. LOL power
got a pair of shoes and went to meet wq and gang lo for dinner at 515 again.
think thats about it for today lo. :)

woke up im still sixteen! stuck on my bed preparing to be late for sport and wellness today. damn however with my lightning pace and quick spidey sense i managed to reached the sports complex on time. haha phew lucky me. then followed by cats lesson where i almost got a zero for my assessment la, fortunately the lecturer was kind hearted enough sia. and i learnt one meaningful thing today. reflections are something that you ponder on and write down your feelings of something you do. not recording what you have done like a tape recorder. lol

headed to library to finish up my self test 1c and 2. everything done before the arrival of the competition. thinking of the matches that i played with my team on tue, i felt very happy and honoured to play with my course peeps. its the first time i get to play with them captain ball except for louis (got played before). and trust me the 2nd match on tues was a shocker la! think those opponents also scare of us alr after we beat them with my shocker goal during the last 12 secs of the game. honestly i do not think we won by luck, though the opponents had their practice before playing against us. i think we won because we were agressive and with the ' never-say-die ' spirit, it was impossible not qualifying for the quarter finals. that match was the best i have ever played. :)

today we played and finally won the 4th spot. our at seniors kicked us out at the semis and trust me they are too good. they do not practice, they have the experience. we were thrashed by them totally. but i think this should be a lesson learnt, cause winning is not eveything, we must enjoy the process too. but the first 3 places belongs to our at courses la. haha very proud of them and my team! wq was also there to support us! haha he gave me encouragement and i improved myself as a player too. thanks. this is the first time playing with them, i hope to get more chances playing with them again. :) haha hope there is soccer. LOL

okay here it goes sister! :)

today woke up in the early morning to study my ammp test. tiger should know what time i was studying la. haha lol wad a shocker man. then head to school super early and prepared myself for the test. and i can say that the test was a stupid one. all the things i studied did not came out la. siaaan. after that presentation! i came in lecturer called out my name and i gave a thorough lecture to the class. phew i was super delighted, cause i managed to get the class' attention la. a big thank you to those listening ears. of course with a lil entertainment does the trick. hee
okay! today soccer training after lessons, turns out that the coach sucks big time and i could play better than the coach. BOMB! lol became unbeated for many times until it was time that we should go home and so we lost the game intentionally. :)
i dunno lei these few days like kinda emo, maybe its due to the workload and the arrival of the chalet that is giving me the headaches. lol i really cant wait for the chalet la, but the thought of the common tests is really a stunner. damn! its been super happening during this week. sports camp, cpt ball competition, relay run, wow! so many things yet so lil time.
argh. cant we just have 3o hrs per day ?

' okay class thats all for today's math lesson. enjoy your day tml. ' that was the best sentence said by my lecturer since 3pm. hahahaha and yup tml would be deepavali! a day where many indians celebrate their 'new year' if im not wrong. but i was thinking, why the lunar new year lasted for 15 days, hari raya lasted for at least 2 mths while deepavali lasts for only a day? well dun think so much liao also la. headache.
after lessons i went to atc (aerospace technology club) to help out with a project, and yea im fixing a glider along with my teammates too. there's this godness in at yr 2 and she is super duper hot! given her figure and everything else, it was a total screamer la. haha me and tiger were looking until our eyes 'pop' out sia! okay joking only. haha
during the night i met my pals for soccer at the vista park, in the end we played in a carpark la. haha til 11 plus then me wq cm yu jie ivan boon chye had supper at 515 lo. now i just reached home and im blogging now. gay shit! haha
tomorrow i will be heading down to yishun to have my hair cut with wq and cm will be accompanying us too. cool sia. long time also nv go out liao i mean just the 3 of us. haha
i think i have been enjoying too much sia, time to study if not next week cfm die lo. have to study alot of tests for next week. siaaaaaan

today was the award ceremony, and i got two certificates. yea crap there's no cash! initially i assumed there was no money to be received but after the ceremony i heard that they will cash in the money via giro lo. phew lucky me. but the refreshments werent a disappointment la! the food was super delicious. so ppl! you must do well to enjoy these kind of priviledges hahahaha. okay im being super guai lan! alright! sian next week quiz for FAT and engineering mechanics! im gamed for it! math quiz was today and it was super easy. 5% into my pocket. haha im super determined that i will get AD for it. :)
tml after school will attending atc, after that soccer in the night. boon chye called to organise. long time also nv see him liao. haha it will a so called gathering for us guys before we meet up on deepavali lo. im beginning to blog everyday liao. cool huh? well must practice my communication skills. sports camp recruitment is on this friday. nervous ? nah. im going to know many girls!
wahahahahaha

remember remember the 5th of november. today was pretty alright in campus, nothing much happened, just that the workload increased a lil. damn i should be preparing for tomorrow, yup its the big day tml! im getting my prize presentation at lecture 38! so guys if you happen to by pass there, do come and support me! lol! joking. haha k k i finished my math tutorials. and im good okay! oh shit. i forgot to study my math quiz. okay okay after this i better go study le. wa liao need to score full marks for it cause i wanna ad for this module.
wad am i talking about right now?! i should focusing on this week's activities! deepavali, soccer, and shopping! haha thats wad im planning to do this week. :) hahahahaha

during the evening, me wq billy joash louis dex qw sui xiong alvin went cycling from woodlands to choa chu kang to try out their prawn noodles. but BUT! by the time we reached there the stall closed la. siaaan. okay okay in the end we had 'zi char' lo haha, ate alot sia and we were super full. headed to bukit panjang and played arcade for awhile lo. haha then walked around before heading home. it was drizzling a lil but still some managed to reach home safely. i sure hoped wq had reached home le ba. mmm cause he's staying at sembawang and the last one to reach home lo.
alright the menu for tml! hand up overseas form, hand up cats assignment, finish up math revision! tts all for tml. haha! alright then. i go sleep le. nights ppl!

watched ' v for vendetta' and ' flashpoint ' on my laptop yesterday. these two movies are super cool la. saturday was kinda okay for me. i did my work in the early morning, then prepared myself to go to marina to shopping lo. haha alone! walked around see girls and i took my own sweet time.
you see, im a kind of person who likes to shop alone, cause i dun like ppl waiting for me while i shop. lol bought boxers, school bag, and a piece of shirt lo. met ivan for dinner during the night haha talked alot sia, some crap and girl stuffs. damn! haha
headed to joash house for soccer match. a very dramatic match between arsenal and man utd. esp during the last dying mins of the game. hahaha joash and i were so ecstatic that arsenal got the equaliser sia! wq billy and ivan stunned lo. hahaha wa super funny la. dex came too, but he left due to his mom. stayed at his house til 3am then went home. super tired...
today i will cycling with the grp again. well not a big grp, just a few. but that will do, i need to hit my target trips by this month. hahaha.

tonight's the big game that everyone is waiting for. thats right - arsenal vs man utd! haha so i better finish up all my homework before i get to enjoy tml and tonight lo. haha sian sian now in the midst of doing nothing. wanna go shopping but i dunno wad to buy lei. haha go shopping alone also sian ma. wa lan boring life sia damnit!

finally the month has come-november. it is surprising, that the time during life in ngee ann passes so quickly that a blink of an eye. we have reached november alr. wow i read samantha's blog, and true enough, i do miss 4e3 la. those crappy times in class, haha thinking back of those stupid i did with my friends certainly brought a smile to my face. :) well right now, im able to get along with my classmates, though some i might not talk often, there's still time! so dun worry la. hahaha
today i had my sports and wellness lesson, finally talked to someone of the opposite sex. she is super hot man! we were doing this circuit training and she was behind me. okay the story goes like this...

her partner was this gay. my partner was qing wen. haha heng sia. qing wen passed the ball superbly and i hit it with style. turn ended. now it was her turn. that stupid gay threw the ball as if he forgotten to have his breakfast in the morning and of course, she missed the ball. then that gay turned around and blocked qing wen's view. qw asked for him to siam, instead the gay still stood in his way! damn! never seen this kind of super guai lan gay la. oh man then i told her that we switched partners. she agreed. but the whistle blew la. damn! tts the end of our s&w lessons.
noobshit!!! argh! im beginning to like sports and wellness. heee

headed for cats class. and left my shoebag at the sports complex. -.- ran all the way back to retrieve it la. super sian sia! reached the class late and sweating la. wa liao fortunately my lecturer was kind enough to close one eye. haha and yea he's gay la. admit it. LOL and he praise my first assignment! im so honoured la. damn ! gogo spiderman!

stayed til 5pm then headed for a briefing. i wanna Laos for community service overseas trip! aaahhhhh imagine going there with my group of bros! =) haha its gg to be so fun! power. but the spaces are limited la. so i have faster submit the form if not i cfm eat shit! LOL! gonna hand up the form the first thing tml. power power.

so many things yet so lil time. next tue would be my prize presentation! hopefully i have fans to cheer for me. haha and friday i would having my first sports camp recruitment! hope i get in and know many ppl. esp peeps of the opp gender. wahahahahaa