It's been a stressing Tuesday afternoon in the library, trying to understand and figuring out why problems are suppose to be solved this way rather than the other way round. I thought I could clear all my doubts during consultation, but when i was in the library more doubts surfaced. And yeah, I'm crapped up. Damn...



Math...the...mat...tics... Siaaan to the maximum !




How ?! Help ?!

It's not that I do not know how to do, it's how the questions can be twist and turn without you knowing. Okay for example, let us take a look at this question of mechanics of flight:

Calculate the engine thrust required during cruise.

As some of you might know, to find the minimum thrust you must have maximum (L/D). Therefore, CDo = CDi. With these two information, i acquired the Cl and Cd very easily. OK ! Problem solved ! I got the thrust required.

Now here comes the confusing part... The answer turned out to be the other way round, this was how this answer was obtained.

I have the weight of the airplane, density and wing area, and velocity values. Using the formula
i am able to find the Cl value. Ok now i sub this Cl value into another formula in
which i obtained the Cd value. Same as the above, I calculated and this time the answer
seemed to tally with the one as given in the booklet. Damn !

So tell me, which method do you expect to use if you encounter this question when you are in the actual exam ? Haix... I can't wait to see my lecturer to clear this doubt, hopefully he allows both methods to be used. It's not about the workings, it's about you understand the theory behind and thus applying the correct application to solve the question...

Argh here comes the more Fucked up part, my internet just got disconnected. -.-

The first two days of the week have been really tough for me, I did lots and lots of mugging alone at home. Well I know I'm supposed to study in the library, but come to think of the traveling time, it's really troublesome. Anyway I have studied for the first module, but have yet to practise some questions. I believe when you understand what's going on, there isn't a need to practise. Yeah practise makes perfect, that's what they always say. Well i will try practising some questions ok ? Relax relax...

Some of my ATFKERS would be heading to school tomorrow to seek desperate help from lecturers to save their asses, including me. I wonder what questions do i have in mind to ask them, i must practise on those questions then i can find out what to ask... Damn !

I've been having some problems with legs, for my left i can't stretched properly whereas my right ankle still haven't fully recover yet. How to prepare for this upcoming training and the match next week ? More and more problems surfacing right now, hopefully things turn out the way they are. I'm still waiting for the call for my job application. And Billy !!!............

Right now it's Monday and I'm still wide awake staring at my laptop just trying to find someone to chat, but it seems there's no one to talk to. Sian.

Sunday :

Woke up quite late in the afternoon, and I was definitely sure I received a message from Wei Qian asking me to train soccer with the church people at school. It was drizzling a little, but if there's a chance to kick a ball I'd rather get drenched. Kin Peng was our coach of the day, we trained under him, lots of dribbling and passing to practice. I tried to kick the ball with my right foot, but it still hurts after two weeks of rest. Seems like I need more time to recuperate. After listening to our coach about our opponents, I knew that we are going to lose to them to a very large extent, but this can be prevented if our defense were to be strong and aggressive. I will give my 100% to the team, since they invited me to play for them. Confidence and determination, that's what I need right now.

Studies :

Don't worry about me, I will start working on my modules on Monday, which is today la. It will be at Ngee Ann library, and hopefully I do become very hardworking, don't wish to slack anymore. It's the last week, and it's a critical one, no more games or any nonsense, it will be the beginning of my final showdown. I will get the GPA score of 4. Noobthenick! Jia you Jia you Jia you !

Love Life :

??? Nah not in the right time to talk about this right now. Maybe during the holidays I will try looking for a suitable partner, if not i think i would spend more time with my fellow brothers and friends. HAHA

Jobs :

Yeah, my lecturer recommended me to help out in the school library, but it seems that she still hasn't called me yet regarding the job application. I am serious about working, and desperately wanna earn some quick cash that would last me through the 2 months holidays. Damn. And lastly Billy ! I need the lifeguard job too ! Reply me asap !

Firstly I would like to wish my country a happy belated birthday ! Secondly it's the first time in my life that i never went out to celebrate the nation's birthday with all my friends ! I slept till late in the afternoon, and the feeling wasn't good for me, staying at home for the whole day watching tv and nothing else ! I'm starting to feel out of life...

Just so you know, I am so prepared for tomorrow's AMP2 final class test. If my prediction is accurate, I would just have to study the power point slides which are given in the book itself. Remember, it's the confidence i have, not arrogance. Jia you ! Jia you ! Jia you Noobthenick !

While I'm trying to get all these material facts into my head, I was wondering, what are the plans coming up for this week National Day Parade ? I am still limping to school everyday for your information, so distance would be a factor during that day. My wish is to see the fireworks just outside the floating stadium, whether it is with the one i fancy or with my bunch of my friends, I don't care as long as I get to see em'. Wei Qian and Kok Chye has been inviting me to their church service this upcoming Saturday, if there isn't any plans then i guess that would be the last resort. :)

Oh I would like to share some great news with you people, there might be a chance that i would not be working at Carrier Transicold ! That is, if the job interview at the campus library turns out to be successful. Even if i can't impress the librarians with my computer skills, not to worry, Billy has recommended me one lifeguard job, and the pay's quite attractive. Better than having to slug my guts out from morning till night at the industry when i could actually work in an air-conditioned environment or take care of kids in the baby pool. Power bodoh ! :)

Lastest update ! I can finally move my toes, although i still cant wear my crocs' slippers, I am starting to increase my walking pace. Hopefully by this week, i can start running, then it's going to be gym-ing time for me ! HAHA

Alright ! This week is going to be super packed with loads and loads of events, tests and even assignments ! So, I suggest that we take all this one step at a time, in this way I would be able to finish up my mugging and play more at the same time ! Ok here we go : ...

Things that I need to accomplish :

AMP2 final class test
MINDS carnival administrative stuffs
National Day outing
AMP2 revision
AMP2 Report Assigment

Sounds very stressful right ?! Well that's the kind of life that one has to endure when he is in a very competitive course - Aerospace Technology. The road ahead is going to be even steeper with lots of obstacles to overcome. I will definitely pull this through with the help of my ATFKERS and of course TCG members around me. Right now, I'm not in the mood for any relationships, just wanna focus and get the GPA result that i want. If i fail to do so, I will... (Ok I have not think of something yet, but when i do i will notify you guys the first thing it pops up in my mind. )

Beneath my skin lies a hero. ' With great power comes great responsibility. '



AWESOME SHIT ! This tattoo is the real deal man !

Went touring Google and saw this stunning spidey tattoo that caught my attention immediately, and right now I feel like doing one of this cool art onto my left arm. But come to think of it, this might be edited through photoshop by someone.. If it's really real, i think tattooists in Singapore aren't up to the job to work on this stunning masterpiece.

Spent my weekends mugging on my AMP2 final class test, and it seems everyone has already finished eating up their books halfway, well i'm almost done, just need to read up on those online learning resources, which is going to give me migraines cause those passages just never seem to end. Damn!

Yesterday I went to find the 'sinsei' to rub on my swollen ankle, which is finally subsiding. From a pig's leg to er... I can't find a word to describe la. Anyway, i can move my toes already. It's a good sign ! I have to start mugging on the same few topics tomorrow during lectures! alright alright.

Good Night. :)

My stupid ankle still has not recovered yet ! I've been facing problems during bathing, especially when washing my hair with only one hand while the other grabbing onto the shower pole in case i slip and fall. But the good thing is, I do not need to do any housework as my right ankle cant be drenched ( that is due to the mopping of the floor. ).

I promise to give myself a treat to the movies once my ankle doesn't smell of the medical oil, and I wanna thank my classmates for putting up with the strong medical scent during classes. Thank you for your patience, and to friends who have to moderate their walking pace so that i could catch up with them. And lastly, thanks to those who sent me those ' get-well ' messages. I really appreciate that.

Today was a boring one, i had the television all by myself as walking was a problem for me. Fortunately there are some good programmes to keep me awake, and i did not wanna open my books and mug. Wonder if the response to the dinner gathering on Monday would be good, I haven't seen some of my good buddies for a super duper long time. I'm always out with the ATFKERS and I am feeling very guilty about it. Hopefully on national day there might be a plan going on...

Most of you people have already know that i have sprained my ankle, due to my lack of aggression at the Toa Payoh soccer court. This is the actual first time in my life that i sprain my ankle, and it's not something to be worth celebrating about. Not only i am a burden to my family, i even face problems travelling to school, especially when commuters in the train doesn't want to give up their seats for me though i limped my way past them.

I even have to use my savings (for my volleyball jersey & upcoming buffet@ 4.8.08) to cab from Clementi station to campus. Fortunately these trips doesn't cost much, and there are tests this week, if not i would not even bother to come for lessons. Tomorrow it's the last day i'm attending lessons, after which i will start mugging at home for the upcoming final exams which will be around mid-August.

Oh yeah, I will never play soccer at Toa Payoh soccer court again... :)

NKT carried me down the stairs to canteen 3 today ! Haha it was weird being carried by a guy though, but trust me, he's got steady hands. Anyway i finished amp2 presentation today, Dr. Murkujhee was very impressed with it, judging from the way he kept bombing us with lots of questions. He seemed very interested with our topic, in addition we gave a solid presentation, also we answered all his questions with confidence and politeness. I seriously hope there would be another chance for me to work with this team - Yao Jun, Ze Ting, Jun Long and Nicholas Keith Tam. :)

Tomorrow i would be facing the AS final class test, 40 questions. The last duel with it, i scored 32 / 40. Can i do better this time round? Or ... ? We shall see about that.

Ok guys nights...

finally finished my amp2 project ppt slides and i wanna praise the lord ! :) however, i barely passed my mf quiz 2 which is today, due to my arrogance and over-confidence, i got a straight zero for the first question... DAMN !

i'm currently down with flu and cough, hopefully i can get well by this week, i have already started drinking lots of water and no fried nor oily food for me. alright we have come to end on monday, tomorrow would be tuesday ! more and more stress coming up, plus the few final class tests that will be on this week. siao liao, i'm still slacking while my cliques have already started on their gpa 4 mission. sian sian sian. o k la thats all.

WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING ?! I ACTUALLY TOOK A TAXI DOWN TO NGEE ANN !

and it cost me $10.70... and those student helpers were still strolling their way in to the lecture even though they were still late. should have taken the bus rather than throwing my 10 bucks to that sickening cab fare metre. DAMN ! -.-

for your information, on this beautiful breezing saturday morning when sleeping hours could be extended, i had to earn those precious cca points by rushing down to campus to help usher those parents who are attending this forum whereby they get updates on their kids on their overall progress while adapting to life in a new polytechnic environment. do not worry parents, as a seniore' role model of aerospace technology, i assure all of you that your children will be in good hands under our module lecturers. at the same time, i understand that the ratio of girls to guys is quite shocking. if your child is a son, i promise he will not turn gay and he will find his partner during the 3 years of this course. if your child is a daughter, then you would not have to worry, she will have a wider varieties of choices in her class. :) just make sure your daughter doesn't become a two-timer. LOL

two more minutes to midnight, at the same time welcoming the arrival of sunday ! going to meet louis and those interested in coming to woodlands to study em3B math and mechanics of flight. it's going to be a calculating sunday tomorrow, with the addition of a lil AS revision with respect to the final class test next thursday.

alright guys ! what a night ! what a day ! it's time to say good bye ! ask -star - la - vista - babay !

things that are supposed to be completed this week :

project nutzz
mf computerised test

and tadah ! missions accomplished !

up next :

as class test
math core competency test
mf quiz 2
amp2 presentation

just this few more and i'm ready for the final showdown of all the calculation papers. haha jia you !
no more stamina to blog liao, too happy after winning 2nd place for the nutz race !

it was a tiring afternoon researching for facts and information for my project, it's a topic on composites. if anyone's butt is itchy and has nothing to do can help me along with my project too.
anyway stayed up quite late yesterday chatting and project-ing, that's why i was late for the meeting today afternoon. monday's gonna be a long day for me, especially when my teammates have almost completed their part of the project, and i have not yet started on it. damn !
whoa seems like xiaxue and dawn are going to have a showdown, this is just the beginning, there are lots more exciting scenes to come. damn !
how i wish i could earn quick cash by just blogging at home, but nah, i do not have etiquette english like her sia. LOL

i'm not in the right mood to blog right now, even though i just received news from my uncle that i will be getting an advance surprise birthday present from him. is it work or other unrelated stuffs? =(

it was a relief when i cleared 2 major projects this week. just one more to go. and i pray that i will be able to make it through all this shit right now.

staring out into the night, trying to wait for her reply. damn i'm starting to ponder upon what junie said about me, she's not in the wrong, and i do really need to pluck up my courage and approach her right in the face ! ok i finally added her in friendster, the first step of all steps ! sent her a comment and i've been waiting for a reply till now. siaaaan. :(

just finished up my presentation slides, and i made a fool out of myself while i tried to test-drive my presentation skills in front of jun long and gang. sadly they ended up laughing all the way, damn i'm afraid that i might not understand what will i be presenting, with the addition of yeoh kiat boon's killer questions, my team is bound to stare at him wondering what to answer, hopefully we get to choreograph a dance and get him to laugh then we will definitely pass this presentation.

just get pass wed, and everything will be smooth once again. and sister ! don't be disappointed, stay strong and move forward like what i am doing right now. at least u get to argue with the person u like, me ? haix... i can only murmur to myself alone when there are times i really someone to be there for me...

watched ' fist of fury ' at home when i woke up first thing in the morning, then slept again till the evening when wilfred woke me up asking me to meet him for dinner at bukit panjang with louis and zhi yuan. crapped alot at the food court until it was late and here i am typing a post before i start racing again later. that was what i did the entire sunday, no work done, just slack and slack. oh did i mention mopping the house and washing the toilet ? i'm a mama's boy ! :)

my aching back really hurts, been having trouble sleeping in the night lately, i have to stand real straight so that i do not feel any pain. damn should have known i've warmed up before even starting to kick the ball. its just few more minutes to monday, hopefully i get to finish all the work i need to complete before tuesday. and hopefully i get to finish the AL presentation slides not by myself but as a team. :)

when will this sem end ?

2 goals and 1 assist from me, however that still provide my team the 3rd place position, as we got kicked out by the year one AT students via penalties. anyway the referee's decisions was way atrocious, firstly he doesn't know how to play soccer, secondly he has no experience in refereeing, and thirdly he can't blow the whistle properly, which i think he should give blowjobs rather than blowing the whistle. i am very frustrated at all his decisions, especially when saiful scored from the kick-in and vivek did the same thing, but he disallowed the goal which could have given us the 3rd place in the last dying minutes. i know this competition gives cca points if one participated in it, but to me, it's a game of honour, pride and reputation. though saiful and his team brought glory to our class, i was still disappointed as his team did not include me.

i spent the last week staying up very late in the night to finish up the AL project, and i really put in all the effort that i can to get this project assignment completed. hopefully my teammates can really buck up and start seriously on this presentation project, cause i don't want to do this alone again, thank you for your cooperation. its down to the final project, AMP2, this group is a big one, so i don't have to worry about doing almost all of the work, cause i have 4 teammates to divide the work into.

not been doing much yesterday, except meeting teck yi for dinner at macdonald's. he's super funny though, especially when he keep ranting to me about his weight and stuffs. think i will have to start training him on his overall fitness and get him back on track like he used to during those secondary school days, which means getting back in shape ! :)

HEEEHEEEE

sister, i hope u are reading this post just like i have read yours alr. time flies, and soon year 2 would be coming to an end. don't worry about me, i'm just going through a period of project stress. one more week and i will be back to normal condition. :] talk to u soon eh...

it's already tuesday and i'm starting to countdown to number of days i have left, i mean the deadline for the AL project, not me. this module has been giving me headaches since the start of semester, and it's worst than history and social studies combined together. at least i get to learn about the history of those germans and russians but this stupid law module has so many things to tell yet i don't know what the fuck is this module's problem. i am prepared to throw away my 4.0 dream as i know i am not going to score high grades for this particular module, just a pass will do. i don't wish to repeat.

not been blogging the past few days, was stucked under the palms of this terrifying AL project. i have put every other modules under hold, and have been lagging behind lessons. but don't worry people, i will definitely bounce back and get my top form condition to gear up for the final papers. but right now, i want to complain about something, why is it that youth day we polytechnicians don't get to celebrate it? it's bad enough that we don't get to celebrate children's day already, plus our age doesn't allow us to celebrate senior citizens' day too. damn. we are just caught in the middle of nowhere. -.-

wonder what i am going to do on national day, is it going to be cycling or having a sumptous buffet?
we shall see about that. okay i will be heading back to school later for glider's workshop and volleyball !

tomorrow's going to be a very busy day. it will be first debut going to toh zhi yuan's condominium, to start and finish up all our project before the submission due next friday. i'm not going to explain what happen during the AL quiz, it was a disastrous one. especially when everyone is scoring 80 plus while i got a 58. -.-
the weather's been kinda hot lately, so people out there please don't wrap yourself so much or else you will get a heat stroke. thursday's training was fun though, my team went unbeaten all the way during match practice.
sometimes i wonder whether i should get a new pair of specs, it's just that people in ngee ann recognize me by my white specs, imagine i changed my specs, people would start to look for me in campus. heard some bad news from wilfred, i'm not sure how i should react to this. maybe everything is starting to fall apart. :( i just don't want my bro to walk into the wrong path.

just like samantha said, i wish time would go back...

went to tiger's house to sleep due the timing of the pinnacle race. it starts at 7am and the venue is at zhenghua's community centre, which is near his house. watched abit of the movie 'redline' and roamed around friendster profiles before getting ready for the race the next morning.
tiger's dad prepared sumptuous breakfast for us to get geared up for the race. reached the place punctually and saw pei zi there who was helping out for the race. warmed up and look around for chio bus before the race started.
beeep! and everyone started running for their own lives, leaving tiger and me trailing them behind. we got past all the checkpoints, and we were actually faster than some teams, but the problem we faced was the navigation part. everyone received navigation lessons at the race clinic but we did not. it was quite frustrating when we headed to wrong places and wasted a lot of time. eventually we ended up being the last few teams. damn !
i think i would have to train for the upcoming mizuno marathon, hopefully billy doesn't run too fast, if not i would have problems catching up.
ok i need to rest, super dead tired after the race.

today i will be getting back my math results, wilfred is going to treat me a drink if i do happen to become the top in class. i do believe i am going to be, at the same time, i need to humble. i'm starting to become arrogant, and that's the last thing i want that to happen.
on thursday, i went for the 'pinnacle' briefing and it was a shock. i just realized that tiger and me are very small in size among them, given for the fact that all the competitors are muscular and super fit. i think this competition if we were to get at least a top 6, we are considered as best of the best. firstly we never prepared for this race, secondly we thought this was going to be a enjoyable race where we could make new friends and ogle at girls. little that we expect that this was going to be a 'every team for themselves' thing. so good luck to team yuanyang !
missed out on volleyball training. damn i need to learn how to set the ball and play like a pro. right now i suck at my servicing of the ball. LOL

suddenly my tagboard has so many comments ! anyway this saturday would the ' the pinnacle ' challenge, i would be in partnership with tiger and we are going to chiong all the way for this competition. went for the race clinic today, learnt how to wear my harness and abseiling to get ourselves prepared for this trip, louis accompanied us too.
received a warning letter from ngee ann regarding the number of lessons i missed or skipped from classes. this time i think its quite serious if not i would not be able to take my final exams in august. and i would like to comment that i'm not kiasu, i just want to show some people that i can score even though i did not mug so hard in class. damn i feel so guai lan now.

mechanics of flight - 86/100
amp2 - 84/100
avionics system - 78/100
thermofluid - 95/100
airworthiness legislation - 85/100
e math 3 - ? (i think its going to be a 96)

hey hey hey ! it's the start of the next half of the semester. with the end of the volleyball camp, i believe trainings on tuesday and thursday would be more entertaining. but things didn't turned out the way i expected. it was a frustrating one today and i really hope it wouldn't happen again. i was taught how to set the ball and it was really stressing when your seniors are standing there watching you setting the ball.
results from the common tests were quite disappointing, given the fact i lost to those who stayed at home, but i will tell myself i will leave no mercy when it comes to the final papers on august. damn
projects are piling up yet i still have yet the perseverance to move on. is this going to be the end ?

okay alicia tagged me so i better do this if not...

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.Ok, Lets start:

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
;; ask joash to rape her. LOL

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
;;drive a navy green lamborghini

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
;; like that lo.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
;; no. i would walk right to find out what it is.

#5. What will you do when u realised your lover suffered because of you?
;; bring her see doctor.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
;; loving someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
;; depends on my mood lo.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

;; make friends with her, then best friends. then understand her and share problems with each other.
hey there is no such as forever, and i wait til they will break up, then i will attack her heart.
this is what i call love strategy. LOL HAHAHA

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
;; nah. volleyball camp really cheered me up. ;)

#10.Who makes your day?
;; people that i insult.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
;; try it yourself.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
;; handsome, sexy, muscular, ladies' man

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
;; people who i can make use of right now.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
;; blur vain noisy mature ?

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
;; single and rich. i can be a playboy.

#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
;; err. next question la. i very sensitive lei. LOL

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
;; nope. i dont give all. i give love.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
;; i always believed in a win-win situation. i will take both.

#19. What type of friends do you like?
;; for me to know and for u to find out.

#20. What type of friends do you dislike?
;; i rather not call them friends if i dislike them.

ppl noobthenick tagged:
-samanthaneo
-meiting
-tigersim
-trey
-amelia

watched the sweden - spain match, and david villa scored in the dying minutes to grab the winner against their opponents. what an exciting match, heng i stayed up till now.
today i'm heading back to school to finish up my stupid assignments and hopefully clear them by monday. next week i will be heading for volleyball camp and planning for a dinner outing. hope the response rate turns out good for me then.

previously on ' what i did ' :

met tiger and trey on the way to marina early in the morning. he planned a lunch outing, unfortunately there were only 6 of us who could afford to spare their time to meet up. i don't wanna talk about the rest, it's the holidays yet they still want to stay at home. i don't understand, what's with the staying at home thing ?
anyway wilfred was the first to reach marina, we were the second group to reach. louis and zheng rong arrived as the last group. sounds kinda like the amazing race, walked around the place and went to booked our spots at seoul garden when the manager told us we had to wait for 30 minutes. ended waiting up for more than an hour, our stomachs were grumbling like crazy.
finally got our seats inside the restaurant and we grabbed our food fast without planning tactics on keeping ourselves un-bloated. sadly i shared the same barbeque pan with wilfred who made a mess out of the whole thing, but we all had a few laughs while eating.
around 4 plus in the afternoon, louis had to leave due to an appointment with his gf and trey being the second as he had to prepare his luggage to leave for ipoh, malaysia.
it was down to the final 4 people, me tiger zheng rong and wilfred. we decided to walked to the pc show to take a peep, and our eyes were all over the areas. lots of hot pc show girls, and girls who were coming to purchase their electronic stuffs. samantha chia and her friend came later to find us in the evening, then went to their own stuffs before coming to find us again in the evening where we were at esplanade chilling out.
i closed my eyes and felt the breeze due to the lack of sleep the past few nights. after that chatted with the guys about my secondary school days. it was definitely exciting telling them what i've gone through, not wanting them to envy, but those days were definitely the best days of my life.

all in all it was a perfect outing for me and the at bros. there will be one more before the start of the next half of the semester.

friday the june 13th ! and what a time to blog ! well i went to dig photos from my laptop and posted some of them up, cycling photos. the reason why i want to post some of this cycling photos is because i do not want people to think that i have forgotten all these memories. it's really touching to look back at all these photos, those times that we spent during midnight traveling to places to see new discoveries and expecting what night life would be like in singapore.

recently i just had this midnight cycling trip with my classmates, well i already blogged about that trip experience already. imagine talk cock group members were there with us, i would bet they will also love this trip too. the rain, sand and dirt on our jerseys while we are cycling through the journey and singing all the way, it really is worth reminiscing.

damn sometimes i still cant get over the things we have done in those secondary school days, okay i know i have been repeating countless of times, but still i cant forget la. fightings, heated arguments, getting into detentions, having early breakfast when we know we are late for school already, corrective work order, caning, competing for the christ church idol, camps, playing soccer and thrashing opponents into the bin, entertaining the class with jokes and filling the whole room with laughter. if you have not enjoyed your secondary life, i can tell you you have just wasted your four years for nothing.

i did asked around my classmates what they actually did during their secondary school days, i can bet with you none of them got caned nor did corrective work order. you might think we are rebellious, but actually once you get into all these kind of unwanted troubles, you find out that you will get to know the principal, the vice principal or even the school's care taker even better. look at those nerds who studies so hard and though they get good grades, what have they actually achieved personally in their life ? for me, i learnt alot through the journey with all my brothers, i fell, yet they picked me up and bring me back to the right track of the road.

i am what i am now from a nerd during primary school days, okay i have to admit, i was vulgar and addicted to gambling while i was in secondary one. the gambling part i improved, but the vulgar part till today still can't go away.

but as time passes i realize that many of us have their own lives to lead, but why when it comes to cycling trips or gatherings, we do not seem to have the time for each other ? in secondary school, we would still meet up and talk cock sing song while we are facing stress much heavier than what we are facing now in polytechnic life. is it because of a new circle of friends? ccas ? or facing competition in class that one need to get top grades in order to shut his class up ? still, i believed that if one has the heart, just a dinner gathering would do, there's not a need to plan a glamorous outing and stuffs. as for me, i do need reflect alot on the things that i mention above. i still remembered the 17 of us guys said they we must still keep in contact no matter what, be it now or the future, die die also must keep in contact. its true we still keep in contact, but somehow i feel that special bond inside us has blown out. i really miss those bickerings and arguments we had during the recess time, when we would all sit together and make hell lot of noises.

of course during this time, there are friends of mine who are beginning to do even things which i don't know whether it's good or bad. but it's their lives, i know i should not be so meddlesome, but i still prefer the old them. it's rather unrealistic, guess only in dreams then i can see the old them. on the other hand, i have friends whom i haven't been in contact for a very long time. but what i do know is this, if i have a heart... even a sms or a call would mean something to them...

near admiralty road west, went to slack as we had nothing to do. supposedly finding dogs to chase us, apparently they were all sleeping during that night. chien ming took this picture ! joash still the same pattern, singlet slippers and pants. oh oh before that we cycled past villeroad hospital ! scary !



national day ! happy birthday singapore ! have to compliment dex during this trip ! he survived with his gt bike. and during this day i almost got a scare, i actually challenged a subaru while crossing the road full of cars around the bukit timah area. too bad wei qian did not took a video of that incident.



taken along the upper seletar road ! just finished our midnight supper at jalan kayu. yeah that was the last picture taken with so many cyclists. i just wished we had a time machine so we could continue cycling like that together for now and forever.



before starting our trip towards tanah merah resort, changi ! our yellow raincoat says it all ! it's going to rain during the trip so preparations have been made in order to survive the weather conditions.
this was a trip never to be forgotten...



oh oh this was taken during secondary 2 if i'm not wrong ! it's kinda blurry though, but we have reached our final destination. it's written in big words behind us. our bikes weren't that good mind you, yet we still managed to persevere all the way.



taken at the stairs of raffles mrt station. cool ! if im not wrong, the camera man is chien ming !
ivan and joash are really funny in this photo ! oh yea where's ben ?



ok i think adam took this picture of us cycling to jalan kayu ! real memories of us during secondary 3 ! wei qian our leader takes the lead while i'm in white carrying the sling bag ! prata here we come !



on the way to jalan kayu ! this is another trip photo taken, different from the one above ! adam and ivan takes the lead ! wei qian took this photo with one hand while the other on his handle. i was at the back keeping a lookout for cars !

midnight cycling trip :

casts :
jin hong
zheng rong
louis
wilfred
nick keith tam
yao jun
nicholas
AT students

places traveled :

east coast, changi, pasir ris, bedok.

i still remember the time when i had to cycle back to woodlands under the heavy pouring rain from tanah merah changi resort. it was believed the first and the last trip under those conditions, till yesterday night.

as usual our at people met up at east coast park, by that time it was around 8pm plus, had our dinner at komala's indian vegetarian restaurant before getting our bikes from the shop. at first i thought i was going to get my hands on either a giant or raleigh bike, eventually i still rode a lousy bike. checked all the bikes' condition before leaving off for the next destination, east coast hawker centre. we had our own free-and-easy time till 10pm before gearing up to head to changi village.

by this time, the weather conditions were not what we expected, clouds begin to surround the gloomy sky. fortunately i brought a water proof pouch, as to protect all my electronic gadgets. and here came the strong winds, blowing sand and dried leaves which almost became attacking tools. we rode off to start the journey, of course the rain started to join us too. we knew we could not stop half way during the journey, so we pressed on under the heavy yet needle piercing rain. i could tell you, at that time, our visibility range was low and i could not open my eyes to see what was in front of the road. indeed it was very exciting, yet dangerous at the same time. fortunately nick keith brought his helmet with him, a thick tree branch fell and hit his head directly, if not the consequences would be fatal. the road ahead was full of fallen tree branches, some almost hit our cyclists, and fruits which have not fully ripen yet. i felt that this trip was more tougher than the previous trip with the talk cock group members, what a waste that wei qian did not come for this trip.

reached changi village safely and quite punctual before midnight, by this time, problems began to surface on some bikes. it was quite frustrating too, especially when bikes of low conditions are rented to travel long distances. sacrifices had to be made though in order to make this trip an enjoyable one. however, i liked the traveling from east coast straight to changi village though, chatted and saw many planes flew and land around the airport, of course being drenched in the rain too.

explored the area including seeing those transvestites and having a light supper at changi village before continue our cycling trip to bedok, of course our next pit-stop was at a petrol kiosk near pasir ris. by the time we reached our final stop, everyone was dead tired and mentally exhausted. ended the whole thing by having a light breakfast at an indian restaurant at bedok.

cycled back to east coast to returned the bikes, and i slept all the way back to woodlands without a care whether the bus would break down or what soever.

it was one thrilling ride, just wished the whole class came. :) but do not worry, i will organise one more trip, a combined one with the inclusion of the talk cock group members. ;)

it's going to be 8 in the evening, still staring at the laptop screen. another wasted day, without doing any single shit. received this invitation to watch this competition at mediacorp studio, turned it down and started waiting for her reply till now. will i ever have this chance of going out with her tomorrow ?
only GOD knows, i'll just have to pray hard. i don't mind sacrificing my sleeping time going all the way to tampines just to catch a movie, worst to worst i will just drink coffee to keep myself awake during the midnight cycling.
reflecting upon one's mistakes does really help, but whether one wants to correct them is another thing. i dont even know what i really want right now, damn i need some liquor now

i don't know why i have this sudden burst of emotions inside me, be it sweet, sour, bitter or spicy. i think i need some time to myself, i need to do some serious reflecting on my own. one moment i feel excited about the upcoming movie outing, the next moment i feel a little dejected at the same time. guess it's time for a drink or two. =(

you will never realize how important is it to you until you finally lose it. damn...

i should have accompanied yao jun while he drank just now. damn...

i can't believe this is how i am going to suffer instead of enjoy this two weeks of holidays. being cooped up at home when there are actually so much to do out there. i can't take this any longer, i need to chill out!
spent the time chatting the whole day yesterday, given the fact i have nothing to do at home. oh remember about girl whom i asked her number ? her name's shermaine, and she's from tpjc. seriously i think i am quite lucky actually, she watches euro 2008 and she supports portugal ! =)
that's a plus point for me, and she prefers football to basketball. i'm definitely going to know her, but this takes one step at a time, don't want to rush things. there's only bad between us, she speaks fluent english, while i speak mandarin. okay i have to start speaking english, to improve my fluency and jokes to be humorous.
today's sunday, wonder what's up on the menu ? will it be me staying at home as usual or spending the night outside chilling ? we shall see about that. =)

with the mark of the end of the common test period, it's going to be the start of something even more stress than common tests, and that is the rise of the projects. but let's forget about that and talk about something i did yesterday.
headed to various places by foot of course, and saw many branded cars. especially 2 of my favorites, audi r8 and lamborghini gallardo. of course there were other cars like porshe carrera and bmw z4. spent the night playing lan games and chilling out around the SMU campus. it's was a long time since chatting with them, and spending times like this since.
boarded the bus home with tiger and yao jun and i saw this girl which attracted me way too much, and this time i knew something had to be done, and i asked her for her number. eventually she gave, but that was a mistake. it's good that she replied, but only thrice. since today i've still been waiting for her reply.
damn.

man she gonna be singing like ooh ohh ohhh ohhh ohhhh.
cause you're going to be the baddest thing i've ever seen.
no more making you cry, no more them gray skies.
and girl we'll be flying on the G5 G5.
the common test week is here so i'm leaving and never looking back again.
oh no stress no stress no stress just look at my left left left.
i'm going to be singing all night.
GPA 4.0

okay i have not been hardworking these few days, i need to start warming up that engine of mine.
mom told me she's going to bring me to malaysia tomorrow. better start praying she doesn't play me out like the last time. i can give up my studying time for math, cause i think i will be able to score for that paper, just don't be late for that day. it's going to be a wild day tomorrow! i think a few more questions of practice should do the job.

this picture is almost perfect, if you remove the one wearing green.

woke up at 5pm in the evening, that is something serious. i missed the whole afternoon of studying time, but mathematics is just practicing and practicing. finally 3 module papers have officially ended this week, but i don't think i can expect top results from these 3 papers, well i need to forget them and start preparing for the other 3 major papers.
actually after the common test the two weeks holidays given to us is not enough at all. i have volleyball camp, projects, e-learning assignments and other stuffs to complete in that two particular weeks. no time for relaxation, only time for stress...

I had this very nice dream of me and all my friends back in Christ Church Secondary School, this time with another extra bunch of my good buddies - the aerospacers. We were all studying in the same class and of course it was a much more balanced class, in terms of the ratio of girls and boys. It was definitely a moment to remember and when i woke up, i realized i was late for school, once again.
First thing in the morning was sms-ing tiger to ask where they were, and he replied to me saying he owed me a drink, for that moment i was still wondering why he wanted to do that, then i had a smile on my face. The only person who never turned up for the lessons was also the only one to score a perfect for MF class test, well not the official common test, but it was just a warm up test. A perfect score.
I don't think cooping at home all by yourself and mug helps, like me, i even played soccer and slacked during the weekends. But seriously i don't wish to see our class turning out like this, i hope after the common test everything will turn back to normal...


Please, when it comes to studying for common test, i will respect your style of revision, no matter how alone you want to be, by all means. But when it comes to play and chilling out, i hope you guys will come together and enjoy ourselves... If being top is ever that important to you, i'm sorry, maybe you can just fuck right out my face. I have seen enough ass-licking fuckers like you...

tell me how am i supposed to live in a world with no air, and breathe with no air. So there it was, the MF test that i took, and only two words came across my mind, ' FULL MARKS '. Make no mistakes about that, i am going score like crazy for this semester's common tests, except for that pathetic AL module. I'm still having a hard time trying to find answers for questions that can make you go bonkers.
Anyway headed to Toa Payoh to play soccer and due to the stupid weather i wasted time traveling to ngee ann for nothing. Damn could have stayed at home and studied for my GPA 4.

Laugh Out Loud.

toilet break during the 6 hours wait at changi terminal 3.

yeah i just woke up in the early morning and played soccer with my winters' teammates. And it's been some time since i've seen e fong and gang, well we played 3 games and won all. Well of course i scored 5 goals and i give credits to them, and think about it, i've not been playing for this week. It was fun playing with them cause they are a team which passes and doesn't go for glory, unlike me. I'm heading to the library soon to study later, hope i can stay awake and not fall asleep. Its tiring after playing under the blazing sun and i still have to mug!

DAMN.

I don't wanna wait another minute, so bring on that MF test! On Monday, i will be taking on one of the hardest test paper in history of aerospace. Not many could pass this module, yet i have this feeling that i will get AD for this module at the end of this semester. No use memorizing the formulas, you need to have understanding for this. Talk is no use, i will prove this by actions. Oh how arrogant i am, but too bad, i wanna show the whole world what it takes to score this test even though i will be playing soccer tomorrow! No point spending all your time in the world mugging the book or the power point slides. It's about how you study and organize your time. If i can GO for volleyball TRAINING and SCORE 81 for MF COMPUTERIZED EXERCISE, i do not see why i will fail the upcoming test on Monday.

Anyway what's the fucking point of mugging so hard? When the public holidays are here, we should take the time out to relax our minds, and not spending time at home trying to solve fucking questions or doing projects that can gives strenuous headaches. Right now i want to prove the whole of the aerospace students that i can play and work at the same time without stressing myself flat. Yes i am pin pointing to these kind of people, in the past, we weren't like this at all. Scoring good grades is everyone's goal, i do want to score such grades, but does getting top in position and then losing all your friends mean that much to one ? Think about it, i'm not trying to play the bad guy, trying to change all of you into slackers. I just wanna you guys to relax yourselves when the public holidays are here. Plans and events that i came up with are not wild, they are actually stuffs that relaxes your mind, then continue to get you back in your studying mood.
I just want the old times back, where we would crap together and chill out as one, not becoming people who have to put their masks on and face each other in classes.

Think about it...

this picture speaks a thousand words. better than those literature pictures you see in the museum.



* just trying to be random thats all...

well hopefully my pal Trey can stand strong and stay positive after recent events that happened to him. As a friend, i can only stand by him and give the support that he needs right now. Alright back to today's headline news, i passed my AL quiz which was quite surprising, and to think of it, i did 13 questions while i gambled on the remaining 7 questions. Results for the Thermofluid2 and AMP2 class test was not much of a surprise though, it met my expectations.
School was a little pathetic today, classes are getting noisier as time passes. But for this day, it is a special one, cause tonight would be an important one. The most prestigious event of the night in history, the champions' league final.
Two teams, one final, one shot, who will get the champions league glory ? That depends, and i will be heading to kok's house to catch the match. Hopefully i stay awake throughout the match. :)

Yesterday i went down to Touch centre and send food packets' to various old folks' homes. Some of these people took us for granted, but that's society, have to learn how to be patient with them. After the whole thing, we headed back to Toa Payoh where Jun Long and Yao Jun parted with us due to some important stuffs. So it was down to Louis, Wilfred, and me in the middle of the bus interchange. Initially met up with the girls, but they were like so into shopping, so the 3 of us decided to go our own way. It was finally Samantha regretted joining them and coming to find us for dinner. :)
Trained down to Bugis where we went to eat at this vegetarian stall and the food was still of the same standard, though the bill was kinda shocking for me and Louis. We ended the day with dessert at this particular place near Bugis and it was a new discovery for me too, next time i can bring talk cock group members and my class to eat there.
Okay i'm heading back to school to get cca points. take care.



P.S : who's her?

Headed down to St's Margaret secondary school and played against St's John Chapel. We held them for the first half before finishing them off 5-2 in the second half. Injured this particular guy's knee cap and i was so guilty about it, maybe i am being influenced by the players at Toa Payoh soccer court.
' the ball doesn't need you, you fight for the ball '. This resulted in the incident during the soccer match, hopefully he gets well for the upcoming second leg.
After the match as usual we headed down to bukit timah to have our dinner there before calling it a day. Oh saw victoria while on the way home, and the joke of the day was this, victoria waved at me, louis and billy. Guess who she didn't waved at, i'm sure most of you people out there already have the answer in your mind...

Disasters everywhere in the world, even for me at home. The end of the world is coming...

I think i need to get some private counseling, cause i am beginning to lose my temper over the slightest thing in school. But sometimes i cannot stand people getting their ppl license for some stupid reasons, if i can complete my campus run even with my belt on, i don't see why some people cant make it for trainings. Maybe i'm being too sensitive, i do hope these things won't happen again.
Went for NYAA and volleyball trainings today, and i can tell you the level of tiredness i'm in right now. But i can say that though i am worry for the upcoming common tests and projects, i still can make the effort to take the time out for all these ccas.

P.S : I WILL DEFINITELY SCORE WELL FOR THIS COMMON TEST AND TELL THE WHOLE WORLD THAT I CAN DO IT EVEN WITH CCAS AND OTHER STUFFS. I WILL DEFINITELY GET THE LAST LAUGH... THIS AIN'T ANY MIND GAMES, GET THIS STRAIGHT... I AM AIMING FOR THAT NUMBER ONE SPOT...

whoo that felt better finally, venting on my crap on this post.

I've done this particular practical assignment and was getting ready to submit it by today when my team mates told me they haven't completed yet. I can kiss this particular assignment goodbye. Being in my comfort zone and scoring good grades seems better than being in a group where i have to hand in late assignments and receiving bad remarks from my lecturer. Finally halfway through my AS project, been spending time at the library till quite late in the night. One surprising thing was, i slept during the thermofluid tutorial, i tried to pay attention but it seems that there's a voice calling out for me to sleep. Had this peaceful dream in the tutorial until Tiger woke me up to copy the notes before dismissal.
Tomorrow no school! That is some good news, plus next Monday is a Vesak Day! So i must revise hard before taking the time off to enjoy that public holiday.

By the way, i just dyed my hair...

It was a disappointing moment for Chelsea as they gave the premiership title away. But trust me, on the night of 21st of May 2008, the champions league title will be ours...

It's been some days since I've typed out a decent post, anyway this week ain't good for me too. Projects have been flowing from the different module lecturers, and the pressure is beginning to pile up. 4th week of the semester and i still cannot get back into the studying mood, maybe I'm quite disappointed with myself for not getting any award last semester. Though I've got an AD for ' electrical technology and electronics ', i still can't get any pathetic award, guess i will just have to push myself harder to the wall this semester.
Look at the bright side, there are public holidays this semester, for example, there's Labour Day. I will be expecting Vesak Day, which will be near the end of this month. Cycling to Pulau Ubin will also be coming soon, with so many activities yet so little time, life in polytechnic can be quite short actually. I really regret not doing many wild things with my class during my year 1. Hope i can make up to them this semester. :)

Soccer in the morning was a pain in the ass :) i hope i am prepared for next week's match against St. John Chapel. I just realize that i have to complete this particular project by next week if not i can kiss my grade goodbye. Anyway going for dinner now. Bye

Finally i got a chance to take a breather on Labour Day and it was also a AT outing. Traveled to Chinatown with Louis in the early morning and surprisingly we were the second to reach early. NKT was the first person though, anyway the rest arrived on the dot and of course coming last was TZR. Fortunately i allowed a 10 minutes' grace if not he would have to treat all of us sugarcane juice. Headed to this restaurant where we had vegetarian buffet, and it was really good, especially those meat dishes and delicacies. I wonder how will meat will taste like if i was a strict vegetarian like YJ, i think it would taste like rubber.
Lunch made me bloated and kinda tired, we then accompanied Wilfred to get his birthday present for this particular girl he is trying to woo. Sometimes i do not know what he is doing, i hope he becomes mature when his next birthday comes. After touring around Plaza Singapura, i was abit frustrated as JL wanted to go home to sleep, and i was also tired, but i never thought of heading home. Come to think of it, it's a public holiday and yet wasting time at home is such a sin. In the end, i could not hold JL back, ZT was the next to went home when we reached Orchard. Shopped around and suddenly our legs were getting more and more tired, wanted to find a place to chill but town wasn't the best idea to chill, especially on a public holiday. I saw my friend, Regina Tey, and she was super gorgeous. She called me, and i almost could not recognize her, and she's still as short as ever. Well, my group of friends saw her and their faces turned quite cheeky, I'm afraid she's attached so it's kinda saddening.
Overall, it was still a 'not bad' day. Hopefully the next public holiday would be a more exciting one, do not worry, this time i will plan even more carefully and ensure no hiccups would be in the way.



chelsea has booked their place in the champions league final to face manchester united. :)

I must persevere all the way to Thursday, cause it's a public holiday! Labour Day! It's going to be a AT outing, and we are all going to wear formal on that day. Plus on that day, i am going to spice things up, i will make that day a 'vegetarian' one. We will start off our lunch with a vegetarian buffet located around Chinatown, following after that would a free-and-easy, as for dinner we would be heading our way to Bugis to eat vegetarian fried oyster! So many things to accomplish, yet so little time. Damn especially the AS module project, super time consuming. I've yet to start on my AL project, i better pray i get a high GPA this season. Okay i want to concentrate on my volleyball for now, i want to get into the IVP team. It's tough but i will persevere all the way!

*Beeeeep! The referee pointed to the penalty spot right after the whistle was blown, and Michael Ballack rocketed the ball into the net. No doubt about it, Chelsea was leading 2-1 up against Manchester United at Stamford Bridge in the final dying minutes. Even oncoming substitute Cristiano Ronaldo could not make any impact for his team, and with the final whistle blown, the title race is now between these two clubs and whether who is going to win the premiership title depends on the remaining fixtures of the season.
It was a slacking entire afternoon for me, when i was suppose to wake up in the early morning to study then head to the afternoon for gym. All this planning really is no use actually, instead i ended up waking up late, followed by watching television till the evening, before heading to Kok Chye's house for the soccer match.
I must head to the library today no matter what, as i need to start on my project and complete my 3 chapters of AL before the actual quiz on Wednesday.

Volleyball training was equipped with PT(physical training) due to the drizzling weather. PT was not a problem for me, but someone did not come for the training and my morale went down quite drastically. During the groupings, i lost my courage and ended up grouping with this team of people where almost all of them are in their previous secondary school team. Asked which school team they were in, the reply was quite shocking to me, Zhenghua secondary school. Now that i've met people who are quite strong, i am definitely not going to give in to them. The seniors asked whether we were interested to go to sentosa this saturday for some games with them, at the same ogle at those hot bikini babes around the beach. I'm still considering whether i should go, but the thought of all my stupid assignments really spoil my mood. Damn.

I've never been that busy for the second week of the new semester. Gym orientation, volleyballl training and practicals, not to mention yesterday's night champions league semi-final clash, everything seems to move in a very fast pace right now. By the way i would like to congratulate my pal trey for obtaining his driving license and giving us free rides around the campus in his Toyota MR-X. I believe this year would be an exciting one, given the fact that there were many year ones during the volleyball training. But i was not interested in knowing them, cause the volleyball seniors seemed to have attracted me more than those year ones. I got to know this senior and she's super hot! Okay i have the motivation to have commitment for this volleyball cca. Lots of stupid assignments ready to be completed by tomorrow. Damn!

I've spent the whole night yesterday reformatting my stupid laptop, and i really pray that it doesn't have any wireless problems when i bring it to school tomorrow. Not having much hours of sleep though for this whole week, hopefully i don't stress myself out. It's just the early start, come on nicholas, you can do it de.

It was definitely an honor to have Billy coming to find us in Ngee Ann campus, and getting to know my classmates at the same time too. I feel that my classmates are quite fortunate though, cause they get to know students from christ church secondary, i do believe that members like Billy, Ben and Wei Qian would get to interact with them more during our outings. Anyway let's start off with today's menu, i had to fixed my laptop due to the insensitive wireless connection. Spent about an hour or so before heading down to the convention centre in campus to sign up for CCAs. I've signed up for sailing and volleyball, and i believed that i'm going to know many year one students, of course you people should know what type of year ones i'm referring to. Thinking that these two choices were going to be finalized, i somehow heard something that was certainly unpleasant to my ears, that's right, the singers from the Song Composing Club. I knew someone had to be there to salvage the situation, so i decided to sign up too.
Oh yeah, at the convention centre i saw my long lost primary school friend, Jia Ming. I was abit touched when i saw him, still used to remember Wei Qian and I would head to his house almost everyday to play and eat. A soccer mate too, i can't believe my eyes when i saw him, and he just invited me and Wq to his terrace house for a visit. This is definitely going to be gathering, for all admiralty primary school mates. Wei Qian, Teck Yi, Ivan, Rong Kang, Warren, Elvis, and Stephanie! Plus special guest appearace by Nicholas Ng!
Okay i need to head to bed now. Night.

I'm not sure how to begin with this post, but i do know today is the first day of the new semester. Took the new shuttle bus service at woodlands, and holy crap, the interchange was booming with lots of new faces. Lots of beautiful ladies who are taking the shuttle service too, and i believed this year would be a great one, more and more beautiful year one students, some times i think they are better than my batch. Anyway it's been a practical day for me, plus one lecture before ending the day. Seriously this time table has been a slack one, for Wei Qian it was a different case. His time table was almost filled, guess i would be going back home with him everyday in the near future. :)

Aims for this new semester__

earn cca points.
score a 4 pointer.
save up so that i can go for a next yep trip.

Something doesn't seem to be right, i hope all this misunderstandings can be cleared. I'm not stupid, i know what is going on but i don't seem to find the reason for it. That is why i have been quite down these few days, i really hope all this would be over before the start of the next upcoming chalet.
Today i accompanied Zhang Meng to Chinatown to get her tickets back to Shan Dong, where she will be taking her exams for the next two months before coming back to get her diploma at MDIS. Slacked around the area before heading down to Clarke Quay, where we did some shopping and chatted by the river till 9 plus. We went to burger king for a quick dinner before i sent her home. During the trip home, i saw Chien Ming, Billy and their friend Peggy at the bus stop below my house. Chatted with them for a short while before ending the day being super exhausted.
I do hope she will study hard and earn the diploma, at the same time staying here in Singapore and work in the future, if not, she will be heading back to her hometown after acquiring the diploma and never coming back here for a very long time.
Is there anything wrong with me? Please voice out, do not show signs of sarcasm and words of criticism. Be a man.

I am so dead exhausted after today's freshmen orientation programme. Expect more crap tomorrow cause i am going to be in charge of one of the games station. Seeing other schools whose orientation programmes are much more better and livelier, makes me think that our school of engineering can do much more better in terms of organization and creation of the games. Today was quite a mess, we started the games at 3pm, when we were supposed to start at 1.15pm. One of the reasons why other schools' orientation programmes might be better than us is the ratio of female students to male. All i can say to my juniors in their year ones, better not regret stepping into the school of engineering, accept the fact that almost 85% of the cohort are guys, the remaining belongs to girls and other breed.
Okay, i need my sleep, i am dead tired.

My 360th post of the day! Time really passes very fast, i still can remember the day i started out on my first blog, that was during secondary two. I was cooped up at home the whole day due to the lack of pocket money that mom gave me. I spent a bomb yesterday while i was outside with the AT guys at plaza singapura, so that explains everything. Around 9 plus i was walking back from vista point and suddenly this name appeared in my cellphone, so i decided to dial this number. Trying to guess who she is? You're right, I went to meet Zhang Meng, who was getting groceries from the supermarket. The both of us chatted under her block talked about many things, she explained to me about guys who were born in the month of december, which was relatively interesting and logical indeed. We chatted until quite late before sending her home. It was a long time since i last saw her, i still remember the first time when she came to singapore and around that time was her birthday. Knowing that she had no relatives here, friends like Mandy, Chengzhu and me of course celebrated her birthday at cineleisure. Well, that would always be something hard to forget. :)

Today Wednesday and i'm going back to school to help with the freshmen orientation programme. Can't wait to acquire cca points! Okay i will be going to catch the Uefa champions league matches later on at kok's house. Chelsea must qualify to face either arsenal or liverpool depending on the outcome later morning. Ciaos people!

Today was definitely not a good monday to start off. Headed down to Toa Payoh and got lost while trying to find my way to the Touch community center, and i did asked for directions while navigating the route, but these by-passers never seemed to know where the place is. Finally, i used my feelings to bring me to my destination and i realized i was the only guy from my group B3. Crap. As i was the only pathetic male soul from B3, i was grouped together with the 3 musketeers from LSCT. Only two words to describe during that time at that moment ' Sian Bodoh! '. Queenie asked me to join their group if i wanted, but i rather turned them down, don't want to look like i'm so desperate to join them. So the journey to send food packets to the old folks' homes began, taking a bus down to the required destination and plus some walking while carrying the food packets does seemed a little tiring though.
Managed to deliver all the food packets in one piece, actually that felt good, i did interacted with these old folks in different languages.
Doing volunteering work on a monday evening does feel refreshing, but what i'm quite sick of is the second half of the night, which took place at plaza singapura. Well i am not quite sure what i am pissed off, but i was in quite a bad mood. Fortunately Louis and Trey accompanied me to walk around the shopping center, met Sophia Ong at her work-cum-study place, with her bunch of colleagues there. Wonder if they encounter with my hair what will their expressions on their faces be like. ' No no, I'm sorry sir, your hair is the toughest i've ever seen, no i will not wash this hair of yours. ' . Speaking of hair, my mom wants me to get a hair cut, but i want to keep it long, then trim it. I'm stil thinking of a new hairstyle that will suit my outlook.

Do you know, almost 85 percent of female students in polytechnics actually go for the appearances before looking thoroughly into their personalities and stuffs? I'm really disappointed cause my looks has not reached the passing grade already, and the only thing to make them appreciate me is time. First impression that girls will have on me is that i am crude, an ' ah beng ' and etc. However, time allowed me to make them change that impression on me. Time is the solution, but i do not have much time now. I'm stepping into the next level, second year in polytechnic. I'm lagging behind time, i need to be ahead of it. All this would soon be over, starting from next week.



Things are getting less complicated, maybe avoiding her might be the best medicine.

It's 2 plus in the morning and my eyes are still wide open staring at the laptop screen. Due to my lack of inspiration, chapter 4 would not be available till next week. I'm finally left with one week to enjoy what i have missed during the two weeks in china. Of course, i will be heading down to the movies and town, and that depends who will be free to accompany me. Once the new semester starts, i would be very busy due to the preparation of the Minds' carnival, sending food deliveries to Touch community centre at toa payoh for my I&E module, not mentioning all those workload i am going to face for example thermofluid 2. But with consistent practice comes perfect GPA score, okay i better stop being arrogant.
I kinda miss those times at the chalet, especially the drinking session and others various activities that i did with the talk cock group. Wonder when will be the next chalet, but i don't think i would be the next organiser, it's very stress! Ask billy if you don't believe, he was my so-called assistant during the preparation for the chalet. I have yet to ask the committee about my performance as a organiser, if you ask me, i think i have not passed the test. But i promised myself i would do a better job the next time, but not for the next chalet though, even spiderman needs to have a break too.
Alright! Today i will be heading down to Toa Payoh to send food packets to the Touch community centre for the elderly people. Do not be shocked, I am just doing this because i need good grade for my I&E module, not because i have all the time in the world. In fact, in my secondary days, i used to visit old folks' home and learnt about their past. Some with smiles on their faces, some wished they left this place and travelled to somewhere peaceful. If i had a family, i would make sure my sons and daughters would not leave me in one of those places. Okay okay i seemed to be going further and further. I'm heading to bed now. Nights and ciaos!

In a few more days, i am going to be a year 2 student in ngee ann polytechnic. But, i'm still not getting prepared for it. This week was packed with lots of activities, like the talk cock group chalet, class and the YEP china trip bbq gatherings.Though the first two bbq gatherings were the most exciting ones, i actually learnt how to start fire on the third bbq gathering, which is something i'm quite happy about. Usually qing wen, billy and wq would set up the fire before the start of the bbq, and then i would cook the food with the rest of the other talk cock members. Today, i met louis and together we went down to queenie's house for the bbq gathering. We reached there quite early, saw trey, yj and the girls. Initially, i was quite nervous when attempting my first time to start a fire, as experts like billy and qw were not there. But that first time became a successful one for me, i was quite impressed with myself.
Soon the others arrived, and i started to cook the food for them, of course some were quite unhappy, due to the shortage of the bbq food. I remembered there was one time while i was bbq-ing the satay and served the girls, one of them complained that it was not golden brown enough, so i thought i did not the timing for the satay was wrong and decided to bbq again. After countless of times, i realize that she was still not happy with the satay colour, i thought to myself, ' huh?! what's wrong with my bbq skills today? why isn't she happy with my satay? ' I was quite down and went back to the bbq pit and explained to trey the incident. So i told myself, this would be the last attempt. I gave her again, and this time i still failed but she told me that someone did actually bbq-ed the satay that she actually wanted. And this particular guy really pissed me off totally. Of all guys, why him?
I became quite moody for some while, okay to be honest, i was very sad. I became quiet for most of the time, eating those leftover stingrays just to keep myself positive. Suddenly this guy came over and served us the food he cooked, and i had a smile on my face. ' So, this is your so-called culinary skills huh ? ' It was a total mess, his chicken wings were over cooked, and his satay... was the worst. It actually has charcoal all the sides of the meat, and she still have the cheek to tell me that his satay was good? I get it now, she loves satay with charcoal all over it. Weird taste she has.
It felt good getting this incident off my chest, well i really thought she could appreciate all my effort in that satay for her, but i guess she took it for granted... Maybe i should stay away from her for the time being. I'm going to bed now, nights.

It wasn't meant to be...

Coming back from the chalet especially without any sleep from last night is super tiring and my body aches from my head all the way to the toe. Should not have started that morning jog with billy, but still, i have no regrets la. There are quite a number of stuffs i want to say, but only after final bbq, i've been having lots of chicken wings and inhaling the amount of charcoal while helping out with the food. Better rest for the next few days before the opening of our new semester. Oh yeah i'm still looking for a job, anyone who has ' lobang ' can contact me and intro me that job of yours. Thanks and i'm heading for bed now. Nights.

Turning Points Of My Life - Chapter 3

6 months had passed since my first year here, I thought to myself, ' Have i acheived anything yet ? '. Except for being in good in my 2.4km run for every PE lessons, i realized that my studies have been deteriorating due to my lack of discipline. But during these 6 months in my first year, i learn to experience something also known as love. Love allowed to me to open up my heart in front of the opposite partner, and giving me more confidence in myself as a person. Audrey was my first love, she gave me this feeling, so strong yet making me feel weak at the same time. Jong was the first to know about my feelings for her i suppose, and he encouraged me to go all the way for her heart. Well, we did got together, but after less than 2 months, we broke up. Suprising isn't it? All that talk about love and things went 'kaboom'. Being in a relationship is easy, but holding on to a relationship was something difficult. I was sad for some time, but soon, this feeling of love began to transform into something evil, also known as hatred. Hatred allowed to me to say bad things about her, it felt good. I felt i had done nothing wrong, anyway she initiated the break-up, she was in the wrong. From this first relationship i had, i became even worse, i became flirtatious. The journey ahead was beginning to seem more complicated than usual.
Okay, never about me for one moment, let's bring the focus on to Jong. Some of you might wonder, did Jong liked anyone in our class before? The answer is yes. The number of girls he liked in my class was quite exaggerating. But not all at once, it's like one at a time. If i remembered, he used to like mandy, audrey, chee san, hui wen, hui lun, and etc. Jong's feelings for them changed very fast, it's just like changing his clothes. The girls, however, did not have feelings for him at all and Jong became dejected. The reason why the word rejected was not used it's because i did not want to be harsh, anyway i'm already being harsh by writing this story from start. And this became one of the reasons which led to the mutation of Jong in the second
year...

Chapter 4 coming soon...