this picture is almost perfect, if you remove the one wearing green.

woke up at 5pm in the evening, that is something serious. i missed the whole afternoon of studying time, but mathematics is just practicing and practicing. finally 3 module papers have officially ended this week, but i don't think i can expect top results from these 3 papers, well i need to forget them and start preparing for the other 3 major papers.
actually after the common test the two weeks holidays given to us is not enough at all. i have volleyball camp, projects, e-learning assignments and other stuffs to complete in that two particular weeks. no time for relaxation, only time for stress...

I had this very nice dream of me and all my friends back in Christ Church Secondary School, this time with another extra bunch of my good buddies - the aerospacers. We were all studying in the same class and of course it was a much more balanced class, in terms of the ratio of girls and boys. It was definitely a moment to remember and when i woke up, i realized i was late for school, once again.
First thing in the morning was sms-ing tiger to ask where they were, and he replied to me saying he owed me a drink, for that moment i was still wondering why he wanted to do that, then i had a smile on my face. The only person who never turned up for the lessons was also the only one to score a perfect for MF class test, well not the official common test, but it was just a warm up test. A perfect score.
I don't think cooping at home all by yourself and mug helps, like me, i even played soccer and slacked during the weekends. But seriously i don't wish to see our class turning out like this, i hope after the common test everything will turn back to normal...


Please, when it comes to studying for common test, i will respect your style of revision, no matter how alone you want to be, by all means. But when it comes to play and chilling out, i hope you guys will come together and enjoy ourselves... If being top is ever that important to you, i'm sorry, maybe you can just fuck right out my face. I have seen enough ass-licking fuckers like you...

tell me how am i supposed to live in a world with no air, and breathe with no air. So there it was, the MF test that i took, and only two words came across my mind, ' FULL MARKS '. Make no mistakes about that, i am going score like crazy for this semester's common tests, except for that pathetic AL module. I'm still having a hard time trying to find answers for questions that can make you go bonkers.
Anyway headed to Toa Payoh to play soccer and due to the stupid weather i wasted time traveling to ngee ann for nothing. Damn could have stayed at home and studied for my GPA 4.

Laugh Out Loud.

toilet break during the 6 hours wait at changi terminal 3.

yeah i just woke up in the early morning and played soccer with my winters' teammates. And it's been some time since i've seen e fong and gang, well we played 3 games and won all. Well of course i scored 5 goals and i give credits to them, and think about it, i've not been playing for this week. It was fun playing with them cause they are a team which passes and doesn't go for glory, unlike me. I'm heading to the library soon to study later, hope i can stay awake and not fall asleep. Its tiring after playing under the blazing sun and i still have to mug!

DAMN.

I don't wanna wait another minute, so bring on that MF test! On Monday, i will be taking on one of the hardest test paper in history of aerospace. Not many could pass this module, yet i have this feeling that i will get AD for this module at the end of this semester. No use memorizing the formulas, you need to have understanding for this. Talk is no use, i will prove this by actions. Oh how arrogant i am, but too bad, i wanna show the whole world what it takes to score this test even though i will be playing soccer tomorrow! No point spending all your time in the world mugging the book or the power point slides. It's about how you study and organize your time. If i can GO for volleyball TRAINING and SCORE 81 for MF COMPUTERIZED EXERCISE, i do not see why i will fail the upcoming test on Monday.

Anyway what's the fucking point of mugging so hard? When the public holidays are here, we should take the time out to relax our minds, and not spending time at home trying to solve fucking questions or doing projects that can gives strenuous headaches. Right now i want to prove the whole of the aerospace students that i can play and work at the same time without stressing myself flat. Yes i am pin pointing to these kind of people, in the past, we weren't like this at all. Scoring good grades is everyone's goal, i do want to score such grades, but does getting top in position and then losing all your friends mean that much to one ? Think about it, i'm not trying to play the bad guy, trying to change all of you into slackers. I just wanna you guys to relax yourselves when the public holidays are here. Plans and events that i came up with are not wild, they are actually stuffs that relaxes your mind, then continue to get you back in your studying mood.
I just want the old times back, where we would crap together and chill out as one, not becoming people who have to put their masks on and face each other in classes.

Think about it...

this picture speaks a thousand words. better than those literature pictures you see in the museum.



* just trying to be random thats all...

well hopefully my pal Trey can stand strong and stay positive after recent events that happened to him. As a friend, i can only stand by him and give the support that he needs right now. Alright back to today's headline news, i passed my AL quiz which was quite surprising, and to think of it, i did 13 questions while i gambled on the remaining 7 questions. Results for the Thermofluid2 and AMP2 class test was not much of a surprise though, it met my expectations.
School was a little pathetic today, classes are getting noisier as time passes. But for this day, it is a special one, cause tonight would be an important one. The most prestigious event of the night in history, the champions' league final.
Two teams, one final, one shot, who will get the champions league glory ? That depends, and i will be heading to kok's house to catch the match. Hopefully i stay awake throughout the match. :)

Yesterday i went down to Touch centre and send food packets' to various old folks' homes. Some of these people took us for granted, but that's society, have to learn how to be patient with them. After the whole thing, we headed back to Toa Payoh where Jun Long and Yao Jun parted with us due to some important stuffs. So it was down to Louis, Wilfred, and me in the middle of the bus interchange. Initially met up with the girls, but they were like so into shopping, so the 3 of us decided to go our own way. It was finally Samantha regretted joining them and coming to find us for dinner. :)
Trained down to Bugis where we went to eat at this vegetarian stall and the food was still of the same standard, though the bill was kinda shocking for me and Louis. We ended the day with dessert at this particular place near Bugis and it was a new discovery for me too, next time i can bring talk cock group members and my class to eat there.
Okay i'm heading back to school to get cca points. take care.



P.S : who's her?

Headed down to St's Margaret secondary school and played against St's John Chapel. We held them for the first half before finishing them off 5-2 in the second half. Injured this particular guy's knee cap and i was so guilty about it, maybe i am being influenced by the players at Toa Payoh soccer court.
' the ball doesn't need you, you fight for the ball '. This resulted in the incident during the soccer match, hopefully he gets well for the upcoming second leg.
After the match as usual we headed down to bukit timah to have our dinner there before calling it a day. Oh saw victoria while on the way home, and the joke of the day was this, victoria waved at me, louis and billy. Guess who she didn't waved at, i'm sure most of you people out there already have the answer in your mind...

Disasters everywhere in the world, even for me at home. The end of the world is coming...

I think i need to get some private counseling, cause i am beginning to lose my temper over the slightest thing in school. But sometimes i cannot stand people getting their ppl license for some stupid reasons, if i can complete my campus run even with my belt on, i don't see why some people cant make it for trainings. Maybe i'm being too sensitive, i do hope these things won't happen again.
Went for NYAA and volleyball trainings today, and i can tell you the level of tiredness i'm in right now. But i can say that though i am worry for the upcoming common tests and projects, i still can make the effort to take the time out for all these ccas.

P.S : I WILL DEFINITELY SCORE WELL FOR THIS COMMON TEST AND TELL THE WHOLE WORLD THAT I CAN DO IT EVEN WITH CCAS AND OTHER STUFFS. I WILL DEFINITELY GET THE LAST LAUGH... THIS AIN'T ANY MIND GAMES, GET THIS STRAIGHT... I AM AIMING FOR THAT NUMBER ONE SPOT...

whoo that felt better finally, venting on my crap on this post.

I've done this particular practical assignment and was getting ready to submit it by today when my team mates told me they haven't completed yet. I can kiss this particular assignment goodbye. Being in my comfort zone and scoring good grades seems better than being in a group where i have to hand in late assignments and receiving bad remarks from my lecturer. Finally halfway through my AS project, been spending time at the library till quite late in the night. One surprising thing was, i slept during the thermofluid tutorial, i tried to pay attention but it seems that there's a voice calling out for me to sleep. Had this peaceful dream in the tutorial until Tiger woke me up to copy the notes before dismissal.
Tomorrow no school! That is some good news, plus next Monday is a Vesak Day! So i must revise hard before taking the time off to enjoy that public holiday.

By the way, i just dyed my hair...

It was a disappointing moment for Chelsea as they gave the premiership title away. But trust me, on the night of 21st of May 2008, the champions league title will be ours...

It's been some days since I've typed out a decent post, anyway this week ain't good for me too. Projects have been flowing from the different module lecturers, and the pressure is beginning to pile up. 4th week of the semester and i still cannot get back into the studying mood, maybe I'm quite disappointed with myself for not getting any award last semester. Though I've got an AD for ' electrical technology and electronics ', i still can't get any pathetic award, guess i will just have to push myself harder to the wall this semester.
Look at the bright side, there are public holidays this semester, for example, there's Labour Day. I will be expecting Vesak Day, which will be near the end of this month. Cycling to Pulau Ubin will also be coming soon, with so many activities yet so little time, life in polytechnic can be quite short actually. I really regret not doing many wild things with my class during my year 1. Hope i can make up to them this semester. :)

Soccer in the morning was a pain in the ass :) i hope i am prepared for next week's match against St. John Chapel. I just realize that i have to complete this particular project by next week if not i can kiss my grade goodbye. Anyway going for dinner now. Bye

Finally i got a chance to take a breather on Labour Day and it was also a AT outing. Traveled to Chinatown with Louis in the early morning and surprisingly we were the second to reach early. NKT was the first person though, anyway the rest arrived on the dot and of course coming last was TZR. Fortunately i allowed a 10 minutes' grace if not he would have to treat all of us sugarcane juice. Headed to this restaurant where we had vegetarian buffet, and it was really good, especially those meat dishes and delicacies. I wonder how will meat will taste like if i was a strict vegetarian like YJ, i think it would taste like rubber.
Lunch made me bloated and kinda tired, we then accompanied Wilfred to get his birthday present for this particular girl he is trying to woo. Sometimes i do not know what he is doing, i hope he becomes mature when his next birthday comes. After touring around Plaza Singapura, i was abit frustrated as JL wanted to go home to sleep, and i was also tired, but i never thought of heading home. Come to think of it, it's a public holiday and yet wasting time at home is such a sin. In the end, i could not hold JL back, ZT was the next to went home when we reached Orchard. Shopped around and suddenly our legs were getting more and more tired, wanted to find a place to chill but town wasn't the best idea to chill, especially on a public holiday. I saw my friend, Regina Tey, and she was super gorgeous. She called me, and i almost could not recognize her, and she's still as short as ever. Well, my group of friends saw her and their faces turned quite cheeky, I'm afraid she's attached so it's kinda saddening.
Overall, it was still a 'not bad' day. Hopefully the next public holiday would be a more exciting one, do not worry, this time i will plan even more carefully and ensure no hiccups would be in the way.



chelsea has booked their place in the champions league final to face manchester united. :)

I must persevere all the way to Thursday, cause it's a public holiday! Labour Day! It's going to be a AT outing, and we are all going to wear formal on that day. Plus on that day, i am going to spice things up, i will make that day a 'vegetarian' one. We will start off our lunch with a vegetarian buffet located around Chinatown, following after that would a free-and-easy, as for dinner we would be heading our way to Bugis to eat vegetarian fried oyster! So many things to accomplish, yet so little time. Damn especially the AS module project, super time consuming. I've yet to start on my AL project, i better pray i get a high GPA this season. Okay i want to concentrate on my volleyball for now, i want to get into the IVP team. It's tough but i will persevere all the way!

*Beeeeep! The referee pointed to the penalty spot right after the whistle was blown, and Michael Ballack rocketed the ball into the net. No doubt about it, Chelsea was leading 2-1 up against Manchester United at Stamford Bridge in the final dying minutes. Even oncoming substitute Cristiano Ronaldo could not make any impact for his team, and with the final whistle blown, the title race is now between these two clubs and whether who is going to win the premiership title depends on the remaining fixtures of the season.
It was a slacking entire afternoon for me, when i was suppose to wake up in the early morning to study then head to the afternoon for gym. All this planning really is no use actually, instead i ended up waking up late, followed by watching television till the evening, before heading to Kok Chye's house for the soccer match.
I must head to the library today no matter what, as i need to start on my project and complete my 3 chapters of AL before the actual quiz on Wednesday.

Volleyball training was equipped with PT(physical training) due to the drizzling weather. PT was not a problem for me, but someone did not come for the training and my morale went down quite drastically. During the groupings, i lost my courage and ended up grouping with this team of people where almost all of them are in their previous secondary school team. Asked which school team they were in, the reply was quite shocking to me, Zhenghua secondary school. Now that i've met people who are quite strong, i am definitely not going to give in to them. The seniors asked whether we were interested to go to sentosa this saturday for some games with them, at the same ogle at those hot bikini babes around the beach. I'm still considering whether i should go, but the thought of all my stupid assignments really spoil my mood. Damn.

I've never been that busy for the second week of the new semester. Gym orientation, volleyballl training and practicals, not to mention yesterday's night champions league semi-final clash, everything seems to move in a very fast pace right now. By the way i would like to congratulate my pal trey for obtaining his driving license and giving us free rides around the campus in his Toyota MR-X. I believe this year would be an exciting one, given the fact that there were many year ones during the volleyball training. But i was not interested in knowing them, cause the volleyball seniors seemed to have attracted me more than those year ones. I got to know this senior and she's super hot! Okay i have the motivation to have commitment for this volleyball cca. Lots of stupid assignments ready to be completed by tomorrow. Damn!