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Illegally officially 19 A person who inspires to find himself through the journey with God, with a sense of humor.

9.02.2009

before the china trip

even in the midst of preparing for the china trip, shit happens. my second brother unfortunately mentioned that he wants to kill my mom right in front of her and my ears moments ago. i cannot believe my own ears and him, kill my mom? people, even if you are super frustrated with your parents and eldest brother, you shouldn't say such things.

he told me i could go to china and die there for all i want. i wasn't affected by those words but rather the above mentioned phrase. in addition he wants to make my mom's life miserable after my mom forbid him from the community involvement programme in vietnam.

community involvement programme? that's fucking hilarious especially coming from such an ungrateful fucker. i apologize but i have no other terms to describe my brother.

so before i can go there in peace, could you guys just pray for my family instead of me?

prayer pointers:

protection, safe and good health for my mom and dad
both my younger brothers wouldn't harm my parents.

i hope some of you could help me watch out for them too. if you are willing, do send me an email so that i can give you the address of my home and you can go up and ensure everything's alright. if shit happens, dial the police and arrest my 2nd brother. thank you.

i can't believe i used the term 'brother'. i can't stand the way he shouts and curses at mom. well he can't do the same to dad though, he's the one providing the financial resources. look how bloody fuck up he is. since my mom isn't the one providing the money, he treats her like crap. not only that, he argued back saying that parents should respect the kids, not the other way round, and getting the laptop for him is what they must do.

wtf?

nkt, i need your help. could you stamp on him like how you killed that cockroach?


rather than blogging about happy stuffs... i am back to cursing and swearing just hours before the trip.

damn