today woke up late as usual at 11pm. took my time as the next lesson starts at 1pm. haha bathed and prepared myself, and at the same time had my breakfast at home la. i was lazy to walk to school so i took a bus instead. haha crapped with tiger trey and the gang during lecture and compro lessons. went to canteen 3 and had my lunch alone while we were given a 5 mins break from the lecture. i just realized that the roti prata at canteen 3 is super delicious! damn! crispy and very nice! haha i think better than jalan kayu liao. headed back to lecture hall and told trey they all about the roti prata i had, its so hard to describe the taste and the portion was big la! haha wanna use autocad draw out the prata also hard sia. LOL then they burst laughing. funny:)

after school me tiger yao jun and the gang went to library to revise on our autocad as tml would be our autocad exam la. i think im prepared for it la. discussed many things with them about autocad man. understand abit liao. haha still not sure about the first angle and third angle projection. haha alright!~ haha shit.

to some people when i wanna talk about things, they think its funny. mind you to me it isnt funny at all. i feel kinda pissed off, like just now i wanted to throw the whole bowl at his face but i control my temper la. i also have a limit to my patience. fcuk it. -.-

childish...

today was fairly a good day for me cause i skipped my amp lessons and headed straight for math lesson at 1pm. haha, kinda bored during the math lessons so i taught my friend tiger sim the method to understand matrices lo. turned out that i too understand alot while teaching him. sooner or later im going to discuss with my classmates on the modules thermofluid and amp. haha, been talking alot to trey and tiger lately about relationships and girls. haha cause they also got girlfriends so they will understand my situation. haha

stayed up the whole day in campus just to study the methods for autocad and learning how to draw them with my laptop. turns out im still not quite sure of my first and third angle orthographic. haha this saturday would be billy's birthday! haha turning 17th in just a few more days la! have to save so that we can go sakura and i can pay for the chalet fund.

i did not went to the gym today but i will head down on wed alone, provided there are ppl who wanna join me, meanwhile these few days i would like to be alone for awhile. cause there are somethings tt i have received and being critcised for. so i wanna reflect on myself and hopefully change myself. its hard but i will try...

it was a beautiful sunday morning, then all of a sudden rain came pouring down heavily and i started playing soccer with them in the parade square at christ church secondary school. it was super fun yet freezing while playing under the rain. haha, after that i went up to the hall and started playing soccer takraw with wq ben joash and then leong kiat. haha it was overall a fun day for me luh, i guess so...
i kept thinking of her ytd night, even dreamt about her too. well it was a bad dream of course, but its all over le between me and her. it takes time, yea it takes time...
next week is billy birthday le, i guess next week i will have to cut off all activities and cooped myself at home, as the final exams are coming near. and recently things happened, and i feel pissed off. just fcuk off man. -.-
oh great i forgot to do my iac again, i kept thinking of too many things, things that are non-relevant to me yet they keep occupying my head. haix hope things go smoothly for me.
alright!~ i must cheer up !~ im alone now all by myself. i need someone or something to spur me on in my 3 years in ngee ann and in everything i do. :)

hello everybody!~ hows life?!~ well everyone knows i've been down these few days lately
but all that have been solved cause i got brothers and even church members to lighten up
my spirit. although i know it takes time to heal everything and i know its hard for her too.
but i hope that i have learnt something out from our relationship, and meiting will learn something from it too. :)

last week i have to apologize for not posting anything, i assure i will bring you the latest gossips and many events that happened cause right now, i do not have the mood to type a wonderful post for you guys to read, i just wanna let you guys im alright, and i wanna thank pastor joseph la, he talked to me about my broken relationship and i feel so light after hearing what he had said to me. thanks. :)

okay i enjoyed myself in campus like for today only lo, haha reached school early and
met qw at the library to do out presentation and draft up all our powerpoint slides. then
went for lesson, turned out that our lecturer wanted us to do the presentation next week
since sui xiong is not back in singapore. haha, and guess wad? me billy and wq saw him
today at causeway point, he must be tired after the long trip to indonesia.
saw louis after lesson and its been a long time since i saw him already, time flies huh, lol
fortunately most of us guys get to study in ngee ann, imagine everyone of us separates into
various polytechnics. life is going to be tough for me, haha, cause i cant socialise well and
i dun mix with alot of people in campus. went to library with louis and wq to search for ppl
to play cs and we played till evening la LOL i met 3 guys on lan and they totally were
hackers lo, they kept owning me like 43-60? i was so fcuk up la, 3 guys against me sia.

reached woodlands ard 8 plus, me and wq went to find billly and again i went to catch
harry potter. LOL seriously retarded, but i was explaining to wq about the story as he had
little knowledge about harry potter, i hope he understands the whole show lo. haha its nice
compared to the goblet of fire. tomorrow would be a better day for me, i will be having
lessons til evening due to make up compro lesson, LOL sian man, wanna go gym after that
and workout! haha

hi there just wanna post something tts all. today i was for my lesson but my teacher
still took my attendance :) which is something good for me, well today i went to catch
harry potter and the order of pheonix, and i finally understand why the book is better
than the movie, cause the book has more facts than the movie, oh well but i think the
movie is good lo, however not as good as transformers. that movie is much more cooler
haha. oh yea just wanna blog out my anniversary with laopo. nothing much happened
we just went to catch a movie then had dinner at blk 515. then wq and the gang saw me
there and too joined me tgt for dinner, haha then we chatted til 11 plus before sending her
home. HAPPY 14TH ANNIVERSARY MEI TING LAOPO! HAHA

i studied for this particularly test and i was stunned by the test paper. there were two
questions, one which was done in class so i fairly memorised it while the other i had to
think for quite a while, but still i managed to finish the whole paper. im having a stupid
presentation tml and guess what im short with a project-mate, sui xiong, he had to fly
back to indonesia to attend his grandma funeral. sorry about that. so im left with qw and
indian ladies. wtf -.- i dun quite like the two of them, esp 1 of them, the sight of them irks
me. well this is my blog im happy to type what i like. lol let them see la.

tml im gg to catch harry potter again with billy, and i have 3 coupons for the movie. haha
i think tts all for today. haha yawn... night

im right back in the water, i tot i was free like a bird, in the end i back on track to
the endless road. i will be damn busy these few days until thur and sat i will free la,
can enjoy again, until tues which is my final exam part 1, comprogramming, written test
somemore lo, haix.
nothing else le, night.

not seeing my kakis for the whole day seems uneasy, lol joash went for church camp!
it means trouble for his campmates! haha okay just joking only la, went to my grandma
house for dinner and it turns out my uncle surprise us by with his birthday cake. lol surprise
it was my favourite - blueberry cake! we celebrated for him with wine and alcohol and beer
cool drank alot though but i control my limit, haha then went to meet the cm they all at 888
to chat lo, haha
okay today i wanna discuss about my favourite taste-blueberry. why blueberry? cause i
would go to joash house to buy this packet of biscuit which is blueberry flavour and i would not
fail to go there everytime. then i got addicted to it, then that time at 888 sophia brought this
blueberry cheesecake which was so delicious that the cake melted in my mouth la. haha simply perfect-to! haha, then the addiction got even worst when i started buying blueberry milk tea and blueberry milkshake and smoothies in campus. and today my uncle brought a blueberry
cake for his birthday la, super cool and i finish almost half the cake as my family could not
finish the whole thing. haha
something happened while i was walking home with cm and sophia, cm told me that the chalet
might be canceled due to some ppl in our grp who might not be interested. haix, cumon guys
and girls, its just 5o dollars, ask yourself, is it really hard to fork out 5o bucks, or you do not
have the heart to go? if you really have the heart to go, you will definitely find ways to raise
the money and not complaining about how expensive it is lo, haix i mean this kind of chalet
gathering seldom come by and not participating in it really is disappointing.

think about it people... haix

~ooo ~ooo ~ooo ~ooo, hi again im here today cause i wanna do a presentation on customer
service standards. right now, having a good customer service standards helps to attract
more customers, multi-national companies and guests-of-honours to our country for events,
exhibitions, or even tourism.
okay okay stop stop, sorry guys im kinda stress up for next week's presentation la, haha oh
no man, i will get really nervous whenever im in front of a crowd. lol but last thur i had done
a presentation in class which i managed to put a good show and made the class laugh with
some jokes i made. lucky me, phew. alright!~ and i really wanna thank yao jun, a classmate
from my class, who reminded me that there would be a thermofluid test next wed, and my stupid advisor did not even bother to tell us that there was a test. haix with this kind of
lecturer and being a advisor to our class, its really disappointing. i mean you should do
your job as a lecturer, in this way you can earn our respect man.
tomorrow i would be having family gathering at my grandma's house located around siglap.
steamboat!~ would be the theme for tml's gathering, haha, same as usual i would charge my hp properly and i will bring my laptop to play cs lo. if not i would be bored to death. haha

everybody how is life?! well im feeling organized today, alright!~ okay!~
sometimes shouting out something makes you feel very good inside, im listening to the band
secondhand serenade, their music is very smooth lo like the beancurd ' tofu '. haha
listening to them makes me wanna fly high and be free, lol and i wanna learn guitar, especially
acoustic guitar cause i wanna write songs, do you guys know whenever i bake in the toilet
i used to create music as time passes by, and sometimes i create music and sing my lyrics
in the toilet, after coming out from there, i would lose all the music and the lyrics
created, wa damn sian man, and my inspiration! lol
next week i would be celebrating with mei ting lao po our 14th anni, i better hope either
one of us doesnt get sick, i really hate it getting sick, saw the dengue fever poster today i
was so damn scared la, dengue fever causes profused bleeding from eyes, nose, mouth,
gums, and inflicting muscles and joints pain, and etc.
to all singaporeans, please pour all the unwanted water clear all your chutes and overturn
pails in toilets, on the roofs you can put those anti-mosquito insecticide, and etc
we can all do a part, together we can prevent dengue fever. =)

after weeks of rushing through my projects, i can finally take a lil break from all this crap.
haha went to gym yesterday with only cm and billy, after which we had our dinner at 888.
two weeks from now, i have a written compro test coming up and autocad test, haix...
things couldnt get better than this, i have so much things in my mind, pressure and stress.
wonder how i can take all this pressure by myself, friends beside me also feel the stress.
zhang meng birthday is on 9th july, and i told myself i would celebrate for her with everyone
but i was busy and i could not make it, well i think im gg to ask her out for a movie treat.
i just lend my calculator to a stranger, and she haven return me yet, wth i need to revise math
so much for being a gentlemen, and i cant find my thermometer, tml have to check temp.
i dunno what i am typing now, i think talking to teck yi also relieve some of my stress
he has that kind ' build sandcastles in the air ' mind, and sometimes i wish i was like him

true friend, who exactly is a true friend to me? i keep asking myself. and being a true friend
towards others is very tough, and sometimes saying their bad points would cause many conflict between both parties. im not saying i have alot of good points, i myself, have alot to reflect on
flirtatious, stingy, boastful and many things to describe me, haha, yea yea, tts all i am gg to
type, nth else, cause i cant think of any topic to talk or type liao, im getting tired and restless.
cant expect to go on anymore...