headed to town in the afternoon with chien ming and benjamin and went shopping straight away. i wanted to get a pair of jeans while chien ming shopped like crazy. spent over a hundred plus without hestitating. ben was just following all the while, never bought a single thing, just complained about people who owe him money and not paying him back on time. unfortunately i was also one of them. lol all that shopping is so tempting, felt like spending a bomb on many things i wanna get. however i just got 1oo plus bucks only, enough for a pair of jeans and a sweater. well lets see how things go when i go shopping at causeway point lo. check out the jeans at lp zone and snk, or even giordano. lol
suddenly felt like going out for a jog, but my left knee tells me that its either soccer tomorrow afternoon or jogging in the morning then shopping.

i can feel that something is going on with my mind, mm something bad is going to happen to me. i hope it doesnt affect my studies or my life. maybe saying a prayer might help. :) gotta head to bed. night.

i think i have to start planning for my new year's resolution. went jogging just now to release the amount of stress on my mind. rested at 515 coffeeshop and met chien ming ben and kok chye there, and i could see that they went for a heavy shopping spree. cm told me he spent around 7oo plus on clothes and stuffs. haha way to go bro. they are planning to go for a second round tomorrow and they are asking me along. well actually i dun mind but its kinda like last minute for me. at least my mom was kind enough to give me 1oo bucks to spent on jeans. i know its very ex to get a pair of jeans, so i am going to scout for cheap branded ones. of course head to department stores are having end year sales. cancelled my shopping plan today, woke up around 5 plus in the evening, and received sms from both cm and wq and a call from kok chye asking me whether i wanted to go to the wake. i decline the invitation, as i was super lethargic after all that sleep. (was that the correct word i was using) haha.

only 3 people respond to the countdown outing plan. haha not bad got improvement already, dex and qingwen has voted for east coast park. while sophia has suggested going for a drink or club.
mm why not combine the two plans together? then i can throw in another idea. having dinner at waraku restaurant. so that when those after countdown can go home, while those who are still awake and super energetic can go to a pub for a drink. sounds great! =) not many people reads my blog. guess i have to make a trip down to yahoo TCG forum. :) haha

just spent almost 2 hours to finish up with the new blogskin to welcome the new year 2oo8. lol surprisingly i woke up at 10am today. feeling very energetic today, and mom just gave me 2oo bucks! well of course it comes with a series of conditions. firstly i have to purchase some cool jeans and the rest would be for the countdown outing. i do hope it will be just some budget outing, but a fun and memorable one. i did some suggestions at the TCG forum. so people please give some ideas there too, so that we can make arrangements and hang out and have fun during the countdown for 2oo8!

from today i am going to start following my plans, i thought for a long while and finally come up with some improvements for me to make amends to those bad points that i have.

'bomb' is what i am expecting from most of my friends, but i will use actions to prove them. its tough but i will continue to press on no matter what the outcome becomes. haha. :) press on!

ok enough with that, i am going out to shopping alone again! haha, getting used to that. as i thought to myself, the difference between poly life and secondary life. seriously i've been repeating this for countless of times, but i still have to make a point that secondary life is way better than the life i am enduring now. when we go out in a group, there is always around 10 - 13 people lo. right now, there is only like 6-8 people only? even when it comes to playing soccer, the response is getting lesser and lesser. okay okay better now think too much again. lol i go play ps2 le. take care people.

as usual i woke up late in the afternoon, i dun think i am still prepared for next week as school is starting soon. unfortunately chelsea drew with aston villa, this is getting worst for chelsea as lampard joins the injury list with terry, drogba and etc. hopefully they can start winning games when the new year starts. okay i am still behind time with all my assignments, i think i will start doing them today. and after all the outings with talk cock group members, i am officially broke :( i am left with only 1o bucks in my bank account. lol have to maintain this amount of money until feb, and that is when i will start working and making money.

been've thinking of so many things recently, and i wanna get them out of my head. but they just keep coming and coming. wanna go for a drink to drown away all these crap. i think the early half of 2oo7 was the best. but for now, it sucks. i do wanna start afresh when the coming new year arrives.

woke up early in the morning and began to sms everyone to get themselves prepared for the church service which was today. however i accompanied dexter to retrieve victoria's shoes which evelyn forgotten to return to her. lol in the end i missed the whole session which was a disappointing one. heard it was quite exciting though :( siaan.

went out with almost half of the talk cock group people. haha shant describe any further. i am super tired right now. ok nights people. :)

i thought to myself ' the two weeks holidays should be a time for me to chill out, head out to the movies and do many stuffs that my group and i have not done for a long time '. instead i found myself at home and staring at the television the whole day. well i watched the top 1oo mtv hits in year 2oo7, followed by mediacorp's 25 years' anniversary of tv serials. lol after that i headed to ngee ann campus alone to finish up my online assignments. great that was my day, how i wish the camp could lasted a week. today would be our group gathering, i would be meeting most of them at church this morning. mandy suggested a christmas gift exchange, so i went to purchase a gift from royal sporting house. hopefully the person who received my present would feel happy and honoured. most of them would think that ' wa i took this gift from nich, must be some cheapskate stuff knowing its from him '. well i do not blame them, i think thats the impression i leave on all of them. lol hope this gift would change my impression for the time being.

its saturday and its suppose to be a day where i would go to someone's house and watch soccer. but instead i stayed outside alone, had dinner long john silver and coffee at starbucks' coffee. wanted to call people out to chill. but turns out they were already out earlier than me. received a sms from this person, and i was shocked that this person still had the heart to wish me a merry christmas since i stayed in contact with this person lol. really a big thank to you. :) that cheered me up alot.

cant sleep now, thought of many things related to work and stuffs. i really missed my workplace, wished i could stayed there and chiong all the way. take the money and spend them on essential items and accessories. school's gonna reopen in another week's time. i guess christmas eve i will be heading out to celebrate in town, hopefully there are friends who would accompany me. :)
if not, i will ask santa out, to spent that eve with me. lol just joking only.

oh ya chelsea beat liverpool 2-0 to make it the semis of the league cup. and im super delighted.
its going to be the end of 2oo7, i hope TCG members had save 25 bucks. cause i am going to collect the money from them. lol.

* TCG - talk cock group.

thats all. ciaos.

i am finally back from the youth camp! and i can assure to most of our talk cock group members that they will regret not going for it. cause its super fun! well fortunately for me, ivan was in my group la. the food, the games, night walk, and even doing our talent time performances was fun. except for the fact i screwed up during talent time performance and even slept during devotion time. LOL!

there will be another upcoming youth camp next year, i will be going again. of course talk cock group members must go this time, be it guys or girls. we must all go and have fun! oh yea anyway just woke up not long ago and i am super blur right now while blogging. tomorrow i will be heading down to ngee ann's library to finish all my work which i have not finish these few days while i was in camp.

seriously the camp comm rockers were really steady. cause they sacrifice their sleeping time just to ensure that we would be all in bed on time. especially there was this time when ivan me and qing wen waited for chien ming for supper. well the 3 of us got caught by them, and we were abit guilty after finding out that they were looking for us badly.

well i shant describe any further but the youth camp was fun yet tiring. looking forward to count down 2oo8 and youth camp 2oo8 plus talk cock group (TCG) chalet 2oo8!

the moment gallas headed the ball into the net, i still thought ' hey do not worry, chelsea are definitely going to equalise in the second half '. but arsenal goalkeeper almunia was too good that evening, stopping shots from lampard and co. i was very nervous and excited at the same time. as chelsea began to counter-attack everytime, rosicky would be at the back and clearing all the balls. arsenal was playing with more class and style than chelsea. mm, finally a free kick in the dying minutes of the game. shevchenko shot fiercely and almunia was there again to deny chelsea the equaliser. haix full time whistle. arsenal won 1-0 to chelsea.

today i woke up late in the afternoon and was so bored at home. tomorrow youth camp. my first time in this kind of camp. haha, well hopefully it will be fun. can anyone give me some advice on how to spend this two weeks break? :( im going nuts...

woke up and i am no more 16! haha ok i just woke up not long ago, turns out that there is one more person who slept later than me. lol haha well today i would be getting my adizero with ivan and ben. however louis asked me to play daytona with joash ong. wa lao two requests, mm can i get the shoes and then go down to meet them ? haha anyway i will decide later. tomorrow! the 4 big giants clash together in a showdown. chelsea vs arsenal and man utd vs liverpool! well for me i do hope chelsea will win the match against arsenal. they cannot settle for a draw, as the points difference would increase. so do catch the big matches tomorrow alright ? i think i might be going to kok chye's house to watch it with wei qian and billy ba. lol

one more good news! the holidays are finally here, common tests are over. but the last paper on thursday was disastrous. i can pass but i cannot get a A for it. =( haix. i just wanna get a AD for that, but it turns out that last min revision would not work. ok never mind about that. qing wen will be organising the christmas gathering for us. this gives me more time for the chalet which is next year!
i need to prepare for everything, with the help of all my committee members. haha alright!
thats all people. have a great day ahead. :)

o9.12.9o the best day i ever had with my group of good friends who had been with me through the ups and downs. i sincerely thank you and everybody, regardless of friendster comments, calls, smses, coming out to celebrate with me or etc, from the bottom of my heart. however this year, there was lesser people but i still enjoyed it very much. compared to last year where everyone of us headed to sentosa and played under the hot sun and ogle at hot bikini babes, this year was even better. :)
i cannot wait to turn 18 already. well next year would be a very mature year for us talk cock group members. everyone would turn 18 and finally we can do things which are beyond parental control. lol

firstly i would like to thank my friends for planning my celebration for me, i know its tough on you guys. but really i am touched by all the things u done. :) hope the friendship between me and all of you last. alright!

today was a disaster for me, remember yesterday night i reached home around 2 plus, i slept and woke up around 10.14am. great, my first common test starts at 11am. fortunately my dad sent me to school like finally. but he was also tired too i can understand that. thanks dad :) took the paper with ease but of course, do not underestimate the power of careless mistakes. they can kill you without you knowing it. damn! i just hate it when people finishes their papers early and walk out discussing the questions without giving a fuck to people like me who are still checking through our papers. -.- inconsiderate cuntcrackers. never mind. wait for the results to come back, i am sure i will beat everyone down. =) evil grin *

birthday boy debut in his skyhawk!

o9.12.9o the day that everyone will remember.

okay firstly i would like to thank friends and family who gave me their wishes. yes i have turned officially 17 today, but the unfortunate thing is that i have common tests tomorrow. so its very hard to multi-task on both my birthday celebration and common tests. this feeling is very hard to describe when you have brothers and friends to celebrate with you, for me i just simply love it. during my primary school days i would celebrate my birthdays with my parents, my primary school mates did not bother to celebrate for me, and thats a sad thing.

secondary one was the beginning of everything. it started from birthday wishes from friends. during secondary 2 ivan and joash treated me to a restaurant after gyming session that day, and it surprised me. haha very touched by what they did of course. during secondary 3 all i can think of is the treat that mandy gave me for the class chalet, but it turns out that the class chalet became our talk cock group chalet that time. finally last year, this time, mandy organised the sentosa trip for ben and my birthdays. that was the second time she celebrated for me, and this yeari received kinda like 2 huge presents, one was by mandy and her boyfriend, joel. they bought this cake for benjamin and me which was a shocker during chalet 2oo7. yup i almost teared during that moment the cake came out and everyone sang the usual birthday song for the both of us. and today, my group of brothers specially took the time out to celebrate with me even though tomorrow would be our common tests. seriously thanks for everything, words cant describe those feelings that are deep down inside me.

on this day i have 3 birthday wishes, i will try not to be greedy. here it goes, the first one is i wish that this talk cock group will keep in contact till the day we have started earning our first bucket of gold, attend each of our brothers and sisters weddings. haha cant imagine joash finally getting married! just a friendly joke :) second wish would be me finding a suitable partner for me to settle down, if not i would go gaga-googoo over those girls in ngee ann everyday. third wish is to... i have not think of one yet. maybe tonight i will have the answer. haha!

it is finally 4 in the afternoon, i am still deciding what clothes to wear for my birthday outing! very stress, but i am still very excited :)

i am counting down the minutes to midnight, yes in just less than 2o minutes its going to be my birthday! no doubt about it, i am going to turn steady 17, say goodbye to my sweet 16. i have already received birthday from some friends. touched touched. haha
supposedly going to meet ivan at tekong to play soccer with some of alvin's friends. but i failed to meet him as i was super tired. lol managed to meet him at night with qing wen chien ming yu jie and billy. chien ming was planning dinner at hotel royal tomorrow for my birthday. thats so sweet of him. lol okay i better go study now le, later might be heading down to kok chye's house for soccer match. 10 minutes left...

this week has been quite a happening one for me. cats presentation, birthdays and preparation for my common tests has made me very tired and also making my schedule very tight. guess i have a bad time management. recently our chalet 2007 has ended last week, and yesterday was benjamin's birthday! haha organised the celebration of course with the help of my friends too, and i hope that everyone had fun yesterday. must thank mandy too for helping out with the present for benjamin, lots of contribution from her :)

last thursday was my cats presentation, i had to act the role of superman, of course grabbing everyone's attention straight away when i actually forgot to zip my pants up during the presentation. alright, that was super embarrassing that day. but the good news was my lecturer gave us 8/10 for the overall presentation and that made my day. of course after the presentation i went home and slack before heading down to marina alone to meet wq and the rest.

today is saturday already and here i am typing a new post. sunday would be my birthday! like finally, 09/12/90. many predicted that armageddon would come and wipe out woodlands. and are expected to stay at home and not to come out. lol that was talk cock group's suggestion lol. wa lao if it goes on like that i will be super emo de lei. alright just joking la, actually got the heart can le la :)

monday would be the start of my common test, hopefully i can pass the whole god damn thing and chill during the two weeks of holidays. i wanna top the class again. hopefully. alright just joking again! :)

the moment that cake came out i was loss for words. everyone standing together and singing the birthday song for me and benjamin, of course there was birthday bash after that, but i was super touched. then chien ming told me that mandy was the one who suggested the idea with her boyfriend. wa lao for 3 consecutive years le lo, during sec 3 she treat me to our 4e3 class chalet. during last year she organise the sentosa trip for my birthday and ben's too. this year is this surprise. really i am touched and my two birthday wish - that our group would always be together, these are friends which i cannot bear to separate. the second one would be be more mature and faithful in a relationship. the final wish i have already made, but i do not want to say it out, if not it would not come true.

as for the 3 days 2 nights at the chalet, i think i did not enjoy enough, cause i was lazy to bowl with the guys and girls, ending up sleeping all the way till 3 in the morning. super siaaan, why must i sleep? lol. haha hope the others also had fuun during our chalet. its our third chalet for the third time. hopefully there will be more of this again. esp next year, during march.

coming back from the chalet really piss me off, because of the work and tests that are coming my way, noob shit. -.-