I must persevere all the way to Thursday, cause it's a public holiday! Labour Day! It's going to be a AT outing, and we are all going to wear formal on that day. Plus on that day, i am going to spice things up, i will make that day a 'vegetarian' one. We will start off our lunch with a vegetarian buffet located around Chinatown, following after that would a free-and-easy, as for dinner we would be heading our way to Bugis to eat vegetarian fried oyster! So many things to accomplish, yet so little time. Damn especially the AS module project, super time consuming. I've yet to start on my AL project, i better pray i get a high GPA this season. Okay i want to concentrate on my volleyball for now, i want to get into the IVP team. It's tough but i will persevere all the way!

*Beeeeep! The referee pointed to the penalty spot right after the whistle was blown, and Michael Ballack rocketed the ball into the net. No doubt about it, Chelsea was leading 2-1 up against Manchester United at Stamford Bridge in the final dying minutes. Even oncoming substitute Cristiano Ronaldo could not make any impact for his team, and with the final whistle blown, the title race is now between these two clubs and whether who is going to win the premiership title depends on the remaining fixtures of the season.
It was a slacking entire afternoon for me, when i was suppose to wake up in the early morning to study then head to the afternoon for gym. All this planning really is no use actually, instead i ended up waking up late, followed by watching television till the evening, before heading to Kok Chye's house for the soccer match.
I must head to the library today no matter what, as i need to start on my project and complete my 3 chapters of AL before the actual quiz on Wednesday.

Volleyball training was equipped with PT(physical training) due to the drizzling weather. PT was not a problem for me, but someone did not come for the training and my morale went down quite drastically. During the groupings, i lost my courage and ended up grouping with this team of people where almost all of them are in their previous secondary school team. Asked which school team they were in, the reply was quite shocking to me, Zhenghua secondary school. Now that i've met people who are quite strong, i am definitely not going to give in to them. The seniors asked whether we were interested to go to sentosa this saturday for some games with them, at the same ogle at those hot bikini babes around the beach. I'm still considering whether i should go, but the thought of all my stupid assignments really spoil my mood. Damn.

I've never been that busy for the second week of the new semester. Gym orientation, volleyballl training and practicals, not to mention yesterday's night champions league semi-final clash, everything seems to move in a very fast pace right now. By the way i would like to congratulate my pal trey for obtaining his driving license and giving us free rides around the campus in his Toyota MR-X. I believe this year would be an exciting one, given the fact that there were many year ones during the volleyball training. But i was not interested in knowing them, cause the volleyball seniors seemed to have attracted me more than those year ones. I got to know this senior and she's super hot! Okay i have the motivation to have commitment for this volleyball cca. Lots of stupid assignments ready to be completed by tomorrow. Damn!

I've spent the whole night yesterday reformatting my stupid laptop, and i really pray that it doesn't have any wireless problems when i bring it to school tomorrow. Not having much hours of sleep though for this whole week, hopefully i don't stress myself out. It's just the early start, come on nicholas, you can do it de.

It was definitely an honor to have Billy coming to find us in Ngee Ann campus, and getting to know my classmates at the same time too. I feel that my classmates are quite fortunate though, cause they get to know students from christ church secondary, i do believe that members like Billy, Ben and Wei Qian would get to interact with them more during our outings. Anyway let's start off with today's menu, i had to fixed my laptop due to the insensitive wireless connection. Spent about an hour or so before heading down to the convention centre in campus to sign up for CCAs. I've signed up for sailing and volleyball, and i believed that i'm going to know many year one students, of course you people should know what type of year ones i'm referring to. Thinking that these two choices were going to be finalized, i somehow heard something that was certainly unpleasant to my ears, that's right, the singers from the Song Composing Club. I knew someone had to be there to salvage the situation, so i decided to sign up too.
Oh yeah, at the convention centre i saw my long lost primary school friend, Jia Ming. I was abit touched when i saw him, still used to remember Wei Qian and I would head to his house almost everyday to play and eat. A soccer mate too, i can't believe my eyes when i saw him, and he just invited me and Wq to his terrace house for a visit. This is definitely going to be gathering, for all admiralty primary school mates. Wei Qian, Teck Yi, Ivan, Rong Kang, Warren, Elvis, and Stephanie! Plus special guest appearace by Nicholas Ng!
Okay i need to head to bed now. Night.

I'm not sure how to begin with this post, but i do know today is the first day of the new semester. Took the new shuttle bus service at woodlands, and holy crap, the interchange was booming with lots of new faces. Lots of beautiful ladies who are taking the shuttle service too, and i believed this year would be a great one, more and more beautiful year one students, some times i think they are better than my batch. Anyway it's been a practical day for me, plus one lecture before ending the day. Seriously this time table has been a slack one, for Wei Qian it was a different case. His time table was almost filled, guess i would be going back home with him everyday in the near future. :)

Aims for this new semester__

earn cca points.
score a 4 pointer.
save up so that i can go for a next yep trip.

Something doesn't seem to be right, i hope all this misunderstandings can be cleared. I'm not stupid, i know what is going on but i don't seem to find the reason for it. That is why i have been quite down these few days, i really hope all this would be over before the start of the next upcoming chalet.
Today i accompanied Zhang Meng to Chinatown to get her tickets back to Shan Dong, where she will be taking her exams for the next two months before coming back to get her diploma at MDIS. Slacked around the area before heading down to Clarke Quay, where we did some shopping and chatted by the river till 9 plus. We went to burger king for a quick dinner before i sent her home. During the trip home, i saw Chien Ming, Billy and their friend Peggy at the bus stop below my house. Chatted with them for a short while before ending the day being super exhausted.
I do hope she will study hard and earn the diploma, at the same time staying here in Singapore and work in the future, if not, she will be heading back to her hometown after acquiring the diploma and never coming back here for a very long time.
Is there anything wrong with me? Please voice out, do not show signs of sarcasm and words of criticism. Be a man.

I am so dead exhausted after today's freshmen orientation programme. Expect more crap tomorrow cause i am going to be in charge of one of the games station. Seeing other schools whose orientation programmes are much more better and livelier, makes me think that our school of engineering can do much more better in terms of organization and creation of the games. Today was quite a mess, we started the games at 3pm, when we were supposed to start at 1.15pm. One of the reasons why other schools' orientation programmes might be better than us is the ratio of female students to male. All i can say to my juniors in their year ones, better not regret stepping into the school of engineering, accept the fact that almost 85% of the cohort are guys, the remaining belongs to girls and other breed.
Okay, i need my sleep, i am dead tired.

My 360th post of the day! Time really passes very fast, i still can remember the day i started out on my first blog, that was during secondary two. I was cooped up at home the whole day due to the lack of pocket money that mom gave me. I spent a bomb yesterday while i was outside with the AT guys at plaza singapura, so that explains everything. Around 9 plus i was walking back from vista point and suddenly this name appeared in my cellphone, so i decided to dial this number. Trying to guess who she is? You're right, I went to meet Zhang Meng, who was getting groceries from the supermarket. The both of us chatted under her block talked about many things, she explained to me about guys who were born in the month of december, which was relatively interesting and logical indeed. We chatted until quite late before sending her home. It was a long time since i last saw her, i still remember the first time when she came to singapore and around that time was her birthday. Knowing that she had no relatives here, friends like Mandy, Chengzhu and me of course celebrated her birthday at cineleisure. Well, that would always be something hard to forget. :)

Today Wednesday and i'm going back to school to help with the freshmen orientation programme. Can't wait to acquire cca points! Okay i will be going to catch the Uefa champions league matches later on at kok's house. Chelsea must qualify to face either arsenal or liverpool depending on the outcome later morning. Ciaos people!

Today was definitely not a good monday to start off. Headed down to Toa Payoh and got lost while trying to find my way to the Touch community center, and i did asked for directions while navigating the route, but these by-passers never seemed to know where the place is. Finally, i used my feelings to bring me to my destination and i realized i was the only guy from my group B3. Crap. As i was the only pathetic male soul from B3, i was grouped together with the 3 musketeers from LSCT. Only two words to describe during that time at that moment ' Sian Bodoh! '. Queenie asked me to join their group if i wanted, but i rather turned them down, don't want to look like i'm so desperate to join them. So the journey to send food packets to the old folks' homes began, taking a bus down to the required destination and plus some walking while carrying the food packets does seemed a little tiring though.
Managed to deliver all the food packets in one piece, actually that felt good, i did interacted with these old folks in different languages.
Doing volunteering work on a monday evening does feel refreshing, but what i'm quite sick of is the second half of the night, which took place at plaza singapura. Well i am not quite sure what i am pissed off, but i was in quite a bad mood. Fortunately Louis and Trey accompanied me to walk around the shopping center, met Sophia Ong at her work-cum-study place, with her bunch of colleagues there. Wonder if they encounter with my hair what will their expressions on their faces be like. ' No no, I'm sorry sir, your hair is the toughest i've ever seen, no i will not wash this hair of yours. ' . Speaking of hair, my mom wants me to get a hair cut, but i want to keep it long, then trim it. I'm stil thinking of a new hairstyle that will suit my outlook.

Do you know, almost 85 percent of female students in polytechnics actually go for the appearances before looking thoroughly into their personalities and stuffs? I'm really disappointed cause my looks has not reached the passing grade already, and the only thing to make them appreciate me is time. First impression that girls will have on me is that i am crude, an ' ah beng ' and etc. However, time allowed me to make them change that impression on me. Time is the solution, but i do not have much time now. I'm stepping into the next level, second year in polytechnic. I'm lagging behind time, i need to be ahead of it. All this would soon be over, starting from next week.



Things are getting less complicated, maybe avoiding her might be the best medicine.

It's 2 plus in the morning and my eyes are still wide open staring at the laptop screen. Due to my lack of inspiration, chapter 4 would not be available till next week. I'm finally left with one week to enjoy what i have missed during the two weeks in china. Of course, i will be heading down to the movies and town, and that depends who will be free to accompany me. Once the new semester starts, i would be very busy due to the preparation of the Minds' carnival, sending food deliveries to Touch community centre at toa payoh for my I&E module, not mentioning all those workload i am going to face for example thermofluid 2. But with consistent practice comes perfect GPA score, okay i better stop being arrogant.
I kinda miss those times at the chalet, especially the drinking session and others various activities that i did with the talk cock group. Wonder when will be the next chalet, but i don't think i would be the next organiser, it's very stress! Ask billy if you don't believe, he was my so-called assistant during the preparation for the chalet. I have yet to ask the committee about my performance as a organiser, if you ask me, i think i have not passed the test. But i promised myself i would do a better job the next time, but not for the next chalet though, even spiderman needs to have a break too.
Alright! Today i will be heading down to Toa Payoh to send food packets to the Touch community centre for the elderly people. Do not be shocked, I am just doing this because i need good grade for my I&E module, not because i have all the time in the world. In fact, in my secondary days, i used to visit old folks' home and learnt about their past. Some with smiles on their faces, some wished they left this place and travelled to somewhere peaceful. If i had a family, i would make sure my sons and daughters would not leave me in one of those places. Okay okay i seemed to be going further and further. I'm heading to bed now. Nights and ciaos!

In a few more days, i am going to be a year 2 student in ngee ann polytechnic. But, i'm still not getting prepared for it. This week was packed with lots of activities, like the talk cock group chalet, class and the YEP china trip bbq gatherings.Though the first two bbq gatherings were the most exciting ones, i actually learnt how to start fire on the third bbq gathering, which is something i'm quite happy about. Usually qing wen, billy and wq would set up the fire before the start of the bbq, and then i would cook the food with the rest of the other talk cock members. Today, i met louis and together we went down to queenie's house for the bbq gathering. We reached there quite early, saw trey, yj and the girls. Initially, i was quite nervous when attempting my first time to start a fire, as experts like billy and qw were not there. But that first time became a successful one for me, i was quite impressed with myself.
Soon the others arrived, and i started to cook the food for them, of course some were quite unhappy, due to the shortage of the bbq food. I remembered there was one time while i was bbq-ing the satay and served the girls, one of them complained that it was not golden brown enough, so i thought i did not the timing for the satay was wrong and decided to bbq again. After countless of times, i realize that she was still not happy with the satay colour, i thought to myself, ' huh?! what's wrong with my bbq skills today? why isn't she happy with my satay? ' I was quite down and went back to the bbq pit and explained to trey the incident. So i told myself, this would be the last attempt. I gave her again, and this time i still failed but she told me that someone did actually bbq-ed the satay that she actually wanted. And this particular guy really pissed me off totally. Of all guys, why him?
I became quite moody for some while, okay to be honest, i was very sad. I became quiet for most of the time, eating those leftover stingrays just to keep myself positive. Suddenly this guy came over and served us the food he cooked, and i had a smile on my face. ' So, this is your so-called culinary skills huh ? ' It was a total mess, his chicken wings were over cooked, and his satay... was the worst. It actually has charcoal all the sides of the meat, and she still have the cheek to tell me that his satay was good? I get it now, she loves satay with charcoal all over it. Weird taste she has.
It felt good getting this incident off my chest, well i really thought she could appreciate all my effort in that satay for her, but i guess she took it for granted... Maybe i should stay away from her for the time being. I'm going to bed now, nights.

It wasn't meant to be...

Coming back from the chalet especially without any sleep from last night is super tiring and my body aches from my head all the way to the toe. Should not have started that morning jog with billy, but still, i have no regrets la. There are quite a number of stuffs i want to say, but only after final bbq, i've been having lots of chicken wings and inhaling the amount of charcoal while helping out with the food. Better rest for the next few days before the opening of our new semester. Oh yeah i'm still looking for a job, anyone who has ' lobang ' can contact me and intro me that job of yours. Thanks and i'm heading for bed now. Nights.

Turning Points Of My Life - Chapter 3

6 months had passed since my first year here, I thought to myself, ' Have i acheived anything yet ? '. Except for being in good in my 2.4km run for every PE lessons, i realized that my studies have been deteriorating due to my lack of discipline. But during these 6 months in my first year, i learn to experience something also known as love. Love allowed to me to open up my heart in front of the opposite partner, and giving me more confidence in myself as a person. Audrey was my first love, she gave me this feeling, so strong yet making me feel weak at the same time. Jong was the first to know about my feelings for her i suppose, and he encouraged me to go all the way for her heart. Well, we did got together, but after less than 2 months, we broke up. Suprising isn't it? All that talk about love and things went 'kaboom'. Being in a relationship is easy, but holding on to a relationship was something difficult. I was sad for some time, but soon, this feeling of love began to transform into something evil, also known as hatred. Hatred allowed to me to say bad things about her, it felt good. I felt i had done nothing wrong, anyway she initiated the break-up, she was in the wrong. From this first relationship i had, i became even worse, i became flirtatious. The journey ahead was beginning to seem more complicated than usual.
Okay, never about me for one moment, let's bring the focus on to Jong. Some of you might wonder, did Jong liked anyone in our class before? The answer is yes. The number of girls he liked in my class was quite exaggerating. But not all at once, it's like one at a time. If i remembered, he used to like mandy, audrey, chee san, hui wen, hui lun, and etc. Jong's feelings for them changed very fast, it's just like changing his clothes. The girls, however, did not have feelings for him at all and Jong became dejected. The reason why the word rejected was not used it's because i did not want to be harsh, anyway i'm already being harsh by writing this story from start. And this became one of the reasons which led to the mutation of Jong in the second
year...

Chapter 4 coming soon...