In a few more days, i am going to be a year 2 student in ngee ann polytechnic. But, i'm still not getting prepared for it. This week was packed with lots of activities, like the talk cock group chalet, class and the YEP china trip bbq gatherings.Though the first two bbq gatherings were the most exciting ones, i actually learnt how to start fire on the third bbq gathering, which is something i'm quite happy about. Usually qing wen, billy and wq would set up the fire before the start of the bbq, and then i would cook the food with the rest of the other talk cock members. Today, i met louis and together we went down to queenie's house for the bbq gathering. We reached there quite early, saw trey, yj and the girls. Initially, i was quite nervous when attempting my first time to start a fire, as experts like billy and qw were not there. But that first time became a successful one for me, i was quite impressed with myself.
Soon the others arrived, and i started to cook the food for them, of course some were quite unhappy, due to the shortage of the bbq food. I remembered there was one time while i was bbq-ing the satay and served the girls, one of them complained that it was not golden brown enough, so i thought i did not the timing for the satay was wrong and decided to bbq again. After countless of times, i realize that she was still not happy with the satay colour, i thought to myself, ' huh?! what's wrong with my bbq skills today? why isn't she happy with my satay? ' I was quite down and went back to the bbq pit and explained to trey the incident. So i told myself, this would be the last attempt. I gave her again, and this time i still failed but she told me that someone did actually bbq-ed the satay that she actually wanted. And this particular guy really pissed me off totally. Of all guys, why him?
I became quite moody for some while, okay to be honest, i was very sad. I became quiet for most of the time, eating those leftover stingrays just to keep myself positive. Suddenly this guy came over and served us the food he cooked, and i had a smile on my face. ' So, this is your so-called culinary skills huh ? ' It was a total mess, his chicken wings were over cooked, and his satay... was the worst. It actually has charcoal all the sides of the meat, and she still have the cheek to tell me that his satay was good? I get it now, she loves satay with charcoal all over it. Weird taste she has.
It felt good getting this incident off my chest, well i really thought she could appreciate all my effort in that satay for her, but i guess she took it for granted... Maybe i should stay away from her for the time being. I'm going to bed now, nights.

It wasn't meant to be...