after thursday morning chat at 515 kopitiam, i slept til about 1pm in the afternoon and mom shouted to wake me up. damn~ but i was shocked that sophia missed her chem and poa prelims. and i thought to myself, partly our fault cause we chatted til 5 am in the morning. then made her overslept sia. sian sian really have to apologize...

been thinking about the ideas i have to draw for ivan. oh well turns out i did draw 2 ideas in the end. organise a soccer gathering during evening. and almost everyone turned up. haha wei liang dex kok chye joash sui xiong ben wq leong billy turned up. haha was kinda touched la. LOL there were some minor and major injuries during the games and surprisingly there were no challengers nor next teams to play with us. saddening...

headed to rest at 888 after playing. mmm had dinner and chatted about lots of things. then me billy and wq chiong to ivan house and did some touch up on his dnt before we went home. he still haven complete his dnt but i will try to reach school early and help him out before the submission deadline closes. me and wq will go back and help out. plus billy. haha

tml would be my brother birthday and i mean biological de. haha and teachers' day celebration! haha going back to school with our group and crash the school. haha LOL ! its been quite a while since we see the students. and the loving teachers. damn~!

headed down to woodlands checkpoint with qw wq billy louis xiong sophia kok chye. went there to window shop, eat, arcade, and pool there til about 6 plus before going home. after that we went to catch a movie during at night. ' dead silence ' yea it was kinda crap luh. it was not scary at all la, well except for the sound effects damn!~ to all the peeps out there : do not waste your money on that movie.

it was already 11 plus and me sophia wq louis billy kok sharity went to 515 to eat and chat luh. wq billy louis left and jeronme came and joined us too. chatted til about 5am before going home. haha i still haven drew ivan's ideas, but i have already finished 2 ideas before going to rest, which was a stupid thing to do. cause i wokep up at 1 plus, and mom was nagging about latching the door the next time if i got home after 12 am again. sian... but it was a good chat after all, talk about many things la. haha. lol

well today i think i will go to ivan's house and finish up his dnt. i must really help him man. dunno whether i will go there alone. tml would be teachers' day! haha some of the cool ex-chrians including me would be heading back to chr and find our teachers! haha, long time nv see them liao. haha i believe tml would be a fun day. oh yea prelims are officially over today! haha if im not wrong. im trying to organise a soccer gathering tonight, but eh due to the heavy rain in just now, we will see about that luh. haha okay la. see you guys at night!

boring boring boring! spent the whole day rotting at home, while some of our group members are still mugging on their books as their exam period is not over yet. then played soccer in the night at tekong with peeps who are having their holidays now. haha then slacked at 888 before reaching home. wa my post today si bei short. never mind tml going out with some of my brothers to woodlands checkpoint to window shop. haha tata people

woke up in the early afternoon and did the usual household chores at home before slacking in front of the laptop. its been going on like that since the holidays started. boring. slacked til about 5 plus before heading back to school to meet kok chye sophia and pastor joseph, we were going to marcus aunt's funeral. met cm and ivan too as we about to leave the school. i saw joan too haha long time also never see her liao.

took us 1 hour plus before reaching our destination and we paid our respects and attended a service held by pastor you. it was in hokkien version, haha it was quite funny but very meaningful la. chatted with the peeps until 9 plus before proceeding to 888 to meet joash billy. but in the end we went to 515 for supper instead. and met kai hong's mum with her friend. treated us supper and then chatted till 2 plus before heading home.

kinda moodless blogging today. something is whirling around my mind. i had this dream about me and her getting back together. and we went shopping for ultraman stuffs! but there was this part where she actually fainted suddenly and could not woke up regardless of nudging her and shouting for her to wake up. and then i got up from bed.

i still cant let go of our past... damn i still like her.

i was browsing at my previous comments and testimonials. and i thought back of the past. during those times in christ church again :) reading all of them brought a smile to my face cause of those times i had with my friends sisters and brothers. those memories are really hard to forget and they never will be. if i have my children i will them many stories of my life in christ church secondary school. :)

although i typed it before but i feel like typing again. memories that are hard to forget la. i still remember during sec 2 me wq ivan were like the best of friends la. doing everything together and sleeping together! i've been to mount kinabalu with louis and the friendship between us were unforgetable. rajesh left chr to america, and that was really saddening. i still remember going to his house to study for our mid year exams and we did stupid things like going to his dad cupboard and search for things la. haha and during deepavali our 2e1 gang went to rajesh house to eat breakfast and played soccer, followed which we proceeded to aravin house for round 2 before going to play catching at a multi-storey carpark. haha cool!
oh oh and national day 2e1 had this performance beside vista point for our guest of honour mr maliki. haha i still remember after that afternoon we were given a 4 hour break before our final performance. me ben wq louis teck meng went to samuel house and caught a movie. haha i think they should know what movie it is ba. haha cheeky boys of 2e1. LOL
detention for a month was also fun especially with 2e1! for some reason me louis wq houelong ben manfred i think were caught for some stupid stuffs. but it was funny la. haha
wa liao sec 2 life already so fun-filled. imagine the life i was going to have when i will promoted in sec 3...

wahaha! hello people and crappers! i have just changed my blogskin! i have not been posting these few days and i apologize for any inconvenience caused.
many things happened this week. first start on friday, i had thermofluid paper on that day and i am dead sure im gonna score for that paper man. for aerospace materials and processes i think pass can le ba. haha engineering math and the rest are a piece of cake to me. okay okay cannot be too proud le. later must prove with results!
then on friday night qing wen called and told me it was dexter's birthday! haha

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEXTER CHIN!

so i went out to celebrate his birthday with the rest of the guys. ben wei liang sui xiong wei qian billy qing wen. yeap the seven of us! haha it was another enjoyable moment, of course we got screened by the police twice in a row during that night. catched a movie and then headed to ben's house for a drink and chatted until 6 plus in the morning, before heading home and throwing myself on the bed. haha

second up! saturday, it was during afternoon when ivan called and asked me to help him out with his dnt la. haha, so i headed there in the afternoon half-dead half awake. LOL it was very tiring la. stayed there til evening before meeting joash for dinner at 888 haha. then went back to his house again and caught the liverpool clash with sunderland where the final score was 2-0. kinda fortunate for liverpool. after that watched chelsea first half before proceeding to the next destination. cm house, then watched the second half there. haha before going back home.

billy and yu jie's bikes were stolen at around civic centre. damn! must find those culprits. -.-
activities for next week - go back to chr on teachers' day. soccer match second leg. training. look for manufacturing jobs.

my stupid blogskin has a damn problem, gonna change on during the holidays! and today was stupid for me! over confidence will always be one's downfall. i was too confident of my paper, i was browsing through the exam paper and i was smiling all the way as the questions were all like so easy to me. okay then i waited for the time to come to start the paper.

as i was taking the choices for the mcq my mind suddenly went blank! i was like ' oh shit ' and kept doing the paper la. after that i reached section b and some questions were so easy that i could not answer it. and i lost around 10 marks for that section. section c was the worst, i read one of the qn wrongly! 12 mm was the number i put in my calculation. however 10 mm was the correct number. wat the fuck!!! and there goes my 6 marks. there were some graph questions where i plot the points wrongly and labelling were all wrong! wrong wrong wrong!!! nothing was going smoothly for me in the last half hour. i was editing all my spelling mistakes! wa liao, no mood sia. =(

tomorrow i must hit top form! thermofluid i cannot afford to lag behind. i must score at a AD for it. if not this 2 months holidays sure not happy de. sian la!

the score was 7-1 and we lost the match to some stupid team. we were very unlucky, the pitch was muddy and hard to kick the ball. but the opposing team played as if they were on dry ground. and no doubts about it, they were all aged 2o plus, has been to national service, so it was not surprising that they could play under such field conditions. damn!~ but the scoreline shows that our team did not play hard enough. there will be a second leg coming up and rest assured i will get my form back like how i played in my team ' winters '.

this week is a very tough week for me, after blogging i must go back and mug on my books which my exams are on thursday and friday. i feel the stress piling up on me, headed back to campus to help tiger and trey out with their thermofluid. and i dunno whether i should go back tml again. saw sharity with her classmates mugging in the library too. stayed there till 8 plus before heading back home for dinner.

seems like my knowledge in thermofluid has rust a lil bit, but i will try to understand the whole thing again. wow spent the whole day on chpt 6 revising that piece of formula. but i understand it after doing some questions which were quite fcuked up. but that will worked.

cant wait for the exams to finish and then job seeking! haha earn money is my priority and i might be going back to the kiddy ride job to help out until i find another good-paying job. i wanna work in the manufacturing side. haha

today was fairly okay. it was the last workshop on the topic ' the power of sex '. it was quite sad cause it lasted for only 7 weeks lo. hope that there will be more workshops lo in the near future. it was a total learning experience for me and i had found answers to some questions which i have been asking myself.

this week has been quite a busy week for me and my bros as the math paper was on friday. fortunately i took the paper with confidence and i had no worries scoring well for the paper. =) what is important now is the two papers that is going to be on next week. that will be terror for me. the pressure is on me as i have been topping the class for thermofluid.

tml i would be having a soccer match with a unknown team in yishun. haha must win sia if not very xia sway man. mmm how i wish my team winters was still playing la. haix sadly we have already separated on our own ways liao. haix... but i will play to my best de la!!! haha dun worry! i wun let my team down. =)

no matter what happens, i must respect her decision. as long she is happy, i am happy too. haha alright back to studying time, today went to the library at around 7.45pm at woodlands library and good gracious i had only 1 hour plus to complete the math paper before the closure of the library. tml i would be heading there early to do some revision before going to pick meiting up from school. she is having her exams tml and im sure she would be able to get a good grade for her paper. haha, she has been spending time doing her revision over the weekends and even missed the fireworks of the national day parade. haix but fortunately leong has recorded the fireworks. i might be able to get the video from him and show her. :)

after this week would be very tough for me liao, as the two papers next week would be a terrorizing one. however after the exam period there is no rest for me still, i have to start looking for a job in the manufacturing service sector as the pay there is high and i need the money for my bagpacking trip with the gang at the end of the year. haha LOL i must save sia. haha mmm and also for shopping! long time never shop to reward myself liao.

i wanna watch the movie ' secret ' heard from some jay fans that it is a good movie and ' rush hour 3 ' of course!

oh great! my friendster profile has gotten a virus and shoot i dun wanna change a new acc if not i have no comments. i mean all the comments i received from the past are very valuable to me la.
from sec 2 to now de lei. cant expect me to let go all of them. haix stupid effing friendster. -.-



no matter what happens spidey will always be here... =) or there

hi guys today i went to library and study my engineering math, and chatted with her via sms. i dunno what to post now. my head is in a mess, hope i can concentrate on the final exams. wondering what i am missing now, mmm wq says there is a soccer match this sunday with an unknown team. well not in the mood for that now, hopefully i can go to church and listen to the last topic. hope there will be some answers to some questions that i am seeking for.

benja ask me to go houe long house and have a few sips, well im not sure whether i wanna go there but, i just wanna wash away my unhappiness. mmm, things i did in the past were way horrible, terrible and vegetable. haix now this is the time to stand up against the dark forces, the time for me to overcome my fear. there is no room for mercy, focus on my main goal.

to that someone who wanna posed as me. you know what? you are a sore loser and you suck when it comes to posing as me. and never say anything that discriminate her. i swear i will slash you when i see you. trust me.

yesterday went for the workshop at church, then down to paya lebar at night to have dinner with cm's dad and the gang. haha, then headed down to houe long house for a drink and chatted till 2 plus in the morning. haha, head was spinning but i was not drunk. drives away all the sorrow in me.

today woke up in the morning and went to school, haha before that i went to vista point to have tea to refresh my mind and stomach. haha met pastor joseph there having breakfast with his kids, lol then went to school and play abit of soccer. haha cant believe i scored 3 goals. one own goal and two goals that kept the hopes of winning alive for my team. hee and i dedicated my two goals to mei ting! steady de. not the own goal of course. then helped krishna to move those heavy stuffs, and our rewards were jerseys! haha the next time we go to cycle we will not need to worry le. haha got the free jerseys.

just realize i got a few competitors, haha okay i anyhow talk liao. gtg er bye bye!! =)

yesterday was singapore's birthday, and trust me it was super funn cycling to marina bay there. haha alright!~ me wq billy joash dexter leong and louis set off ard 5 plus from 888 to bukit timah where we had our dinner there first. yup just the 7 of us but still very noisy and fuun. haha after that it was already 7pm liao, wq said if we wanna catch the fireworks at marina bay we still had 1okm away from our destination. so wq said we must chiong 1km 5 min, at that time dexter was cycling with his gt, and we thought it was impossible to cycle there on time. but surprisingly we did, and it was below expectation! haha supposedly we were supposed to reach there around 45 mins, but we did it in 39 mins! haha its all because of our discipline. haha and i must really praise dex la, he improved alot from last time. haha the way he choing with gt really like siao la. haha

after we reached marina there, we watched the fireworks shooting up into the sky and it was simply magnificent! haha steady la and then we took pictures there to show that we have completed the mission for our cycling club and it was the second successful trip once again. although i almost freaked out during one incident during the trip, it was alright though no one got hurt, well maybe la, which was on the way back home, joash and leong was singing loudly until two dogs appeared and chased. then we all panicked la! billy was like very shocked and i was at the last -.- suddenly two cars came by and the dogs went back to their area liao. phew must really thank the drivers.

then we reached joash house ard 1 plus and chatted til 3 plus then we got home. haha long time also nv chat with leong and dex liao. haha LOL alright!~ looking forward to the next trip. =)

alright i just finished my compro practical test la, and the mcq was kinda disappointing. i got 49/75 for it. but the practical questions were totally easy :) as i practice like siao the day before the exam. haha so no worries for that. and im left with 3 modules! haha must chiong arh!

okay headed to the library to play cs after the exam. then watched some futsal videos, and i asked ivan they all whether wanna play soccer ma, and they agreed. so just now we went to play soccer at tekong park there ard 8 plus. haha wei liang cleon and xiong were there too, and so long nv see wei liang liao. plus boon chye too, haha those times sia. okay back to soccer, i did not played like myself, instead i played for glory and cause my own team countless defeats. :( i must work harder! haha

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

okay i believe tml we guys will be cycling to marina bay to catch the fireworks during night time, and its gonna be spectacular! haha, first time we will be cycling down on national day! hee :)
okay im going to sleep now le, nights ppl.

today was entertaining!~ reached school around 11.55am to prepare for lessons and headed for lunch after 12.3opm, went back to slack during math lessons and then revision during thermofluid. time passes very fast and me tiger trey headed to library to study after that, mmm something happened to trey and i hope he gets over it quickly. if not he will not concentrate well on his exams. seems like my class are starting to chiong their studies liao, wow tough tough, haha. left campus at 5.23pm.

reached home and finished my math tutorials, as tml i need to stay in school until very late for lessons so i need my mp3 with me again haha, to accompany me home if no one wanna stay until night falls. haha gyming on wed so if anyone is interested can join me :)

wow thermofluid and amp just two weeks away, i can afford to relax one more day. haha during national day and friday. miss her so much. damn!~

just went to cm's house to catch the community shield match. its man utd vs chelsea, and guess what the game was super boring la, between two good teams and luckily we were crapping like hell la to keep ourselves entertained. soon wq kok chye and sophia met us and had supper with us, then we went home. :)

alright!~ monday today, im gg to school to study my compro mcq first, after which i will practise some questions to prepare myself for the practical. haha, mmm, and my compro project haven finish yet!~ siao liao la, must finish before national day, as that day i will be cycling with the group haha.

life in poly is getting more interesting. i just wish my class got more girls. oh man please help me. just add more colours to my class and this aerospace course. :)

yesterday celebrated billy's birthday with the gang. in the afternoon i met the gang and we went to church to attend the workshop before going to tampinese to have our dinner there. surprisingly samantha turned up too, haha asked her along too. thanks for coming samantha! :) had funn during the buffet, haha eat and eat and eat non-stop. overall the day was funn.
today woke up in the morning and played soccer in school, slept around 3.3opm like that. was training cs and doing my project.
i feeling very lonely, i miss her. :(

okay firstly... there is something i wanna declare:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLY LOO!!!

i was late for school again for the fifth time this week, damn! keep this up and i confirm cannot take my exam on wed. oh ya i must go for make-up compro lessons this week, well hopefully there is if not im going to be so dead la. haha reached school and helped tiger and trey with their mol, fortunately all of us managed to finish up everything la. haha, then tiger wanted to have breakfast, and he suggested roti prata at canteen 3, cause i got emphasize on the roti prata la. haha, okay so me trey and tiger ordered total of 2 cheese 2 egg and 1 plain prata. haha, guess wad, tiger trey and me had problems finishing up the pratas~ haha it looked as if we got owed by few pieces of pratas! haha, damn 1 egg prata is enough to owe us liao, let alone the cheese prata or the plain prata. alright~! but its worth it, cause its budget, bloated and beri song! :)

haha after school i went to find wei qian, he told me there was a fire in one of a van and imagine if the firemen did not arrive in time, i dunno what will happen to wei qian, as he was having his test near the scene of the incident. haha LOL, went home after that, wq wanted to have his hair cut and so we travelled to sophia's house where he got tortured by sophia la. haha, then cm came along and the 3 of us had lunch after wq had his haircut. haha its absolutely free for him!

in the evening i went to gym alone, but when i reached the 969 bus stop, i saw joash and the gang there, haha, damn!~ i did not know they were there la. but its okay la, at least i got accompany ma, cant expect me to go there alone de. very sian ma, haha crapped with ivan la, for so long also nv talk with him liao. talked about our stuffs la. haha, i believe tml will be a very fun day, cause almost all the guys will gather to cock ! haha alright! played soccer after gym lesson, and billy birthday! haha he will be dead tml i guess, after our birthday bash!!!

better watch out arh billy loo. hee hee hee

today was a short day in school, supposedly wanted to go for compro make-up but in the end it was cancelled because i was late and yao jun still had to wait for me. damn~ must apologize to him man. anyway the two of us was slacking there and talking lo about girls and stuffs, haha then jun long came along and met us too. we all sat there and crap again lo. haha then i headed for lunch alone and sui xiong came to accompany me at canteen 3. we were already late for our IS lessons and qing wen met us too and had his lunch, we 3 were already late for our IS lesson. haha fortunately ms ng temper was good today and she even talked to us nicely and took our attendance la. lol weird. anyway i got a c+ grade for my IS module. damn~ could have been better.

after school i went to the library with qw and i finished up my iac assignment which i was suppose to hand in last week, damn! but nevertheless i still did it and handed it up via email. haha hardworking is the essence to score well in my exams, but right now im still slacking around still day-dreaming. haha oh ya anyone got this song by avril lavigne called ' daydream '?
if yes please send it to me, i want it desperately, been looking for it all over the net trying to download. haha opps. damn!~

went to the gym alone during the evening and hell yea there alot of ppl using the machines and weights and stuffs. had to wait for a long time before i can finally use it sia. haha trained until 9 plus before leaving the place to find wq they all, mmm had dinner liao then went home le lo. haha today im feeling abit better liao. haha, feeling lighter inside myself, and i feel like playing soccer now. ! right now~!

im beginning to get used to poly life liao, haha like today i woke up late again! damn!~ haha took my own sweet time to travel to ngee ann again, then met tiger and gang at library again. haha crapped as usual la. wa liao we even played cs during the last hour before our autocad exam starts. haha, was playing halfway when this stunning and gorgeous girl walked past us and i got shot dead immediately while playing cs. damn!~ then this player in the game whom i dunno told me not to use that pretty girl as an excuse after being shot in the game. haha lol funny sia.

finally exam time! all of us were like panicking once we reached the computer lab la, haha last minute revision and memorisation. when i got my paper i was like ' thank god man '. cause the standard of the paper was not that of a threat, while the standard of trey and tiger's papers were like' shit~! '. haha helped them by editing their first question. haha fortunately i memorised the all the components hard la, and i did not need to draw extra stuffs. haha, soon time was up and we handed up our work and scripts. haha we quickly headed down to library and chiong cs again! haha but this time was not that lucky le, me trey tiger and tzr got thrashed by a grp of guys la, damn!~ i think they are good la, in terms of coordination. haha though we managed to fight back, it was time for dinner! haha :) saw trey's older sister today for the first time. haha honestly she is kinda good looking man, and trey seems to look older than her. LOL haha

i promised myself i would go to gym and train. haha in the end i got home ard 8 plus la, haha, sophia asked me to go dinner with the guys. nah i think i eat at home better. haha, tml going to campus again sia. haha, make up compro lesson with tan kim lan! haha hopefully another miracle happens :) pray pray! haha LOL. i think i have to finish up my iac and hand up tml. who knows i might go to gym tml. but i cant guarantee that as i have to hand up my compro project this sun. damn~!


i am one
i am one
but i am one
i cant do everything
but i can do something
what i can do
i ought to do
and what i ought to do by the grace of God~~!!

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