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4.01.2008

Turning Points Of My Life - Chapter 3

6 months had passed since my first year here, I thought to myself, ' Have i acheived anything yet ? '. Except for being in good in my 2.4km run for every PE lessons, i realized that my studies have been deteriorating due to my lack of discipline. But during these 6 months in my first year, i learn to experience something also known as love. Love allowed to me to open up my heart in front of the opposite partner, and giving me more confidence in myself as a person. Audrey was my first love, she gave me this feeling, so strong yet making me feel weak at the same time. Jong was the first to know about my feelings for her i suppose, and he encouraged me to go all the way for her heart. Well, we did got together, but after less than 2 months, we broke up. Suprising isn't it? All that talk about love and things went 'kaboom'. Being in a relationship is easy, but holding on to a relationship was something difficult. I was sad for some time, but soon, this feeling of love began to transform into something evil, also known as hatred. Hatred allowed to me to say bad things about her, it felt good. I felt i had done nothing wrong, anyway she initiated the break-up, she was in the wrong. From this first relationship i had, i became even worse, i became flirtatious. The journey ahead was beginning to seem more complicated than usual.
Okay, never about me for one moment, let's bring the focus on to Jong. Some of you might wonder, did Jong liked anyone in our class before? The answer is yes. The number of girls he liked in my class was quite exaggerating. But not all at once, it's like one at a time. If i remembered, he used to like mandy, audrey, chee san, hui wen, hui lun, and etc. Jong's feelings for them changed very fast, it's just like changing his clothes. The girls, however, did not have feelings for him at all and Jong became dejected. The reason why the word rejected was not used it's because i did not want to be harsh, anyway i'm already being harsh by writing this story from start. And this became one of the reasons which led to the mutation of Jong in the second
year...

Chapter 4 coming soon...

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