i do not believe in love at first sight. but after touring around the sp open house made me thought otherwise. yes i do liked her, and i believed if i made that move, i wouldn't be in this pathetic state right now. it is so difficult to ask someone for her cellphone number ? will it actually kills if one asks the opposite gender for her number ? until now, i've yet to do so.

i do not want to explain how i got to know her, how we managed to meet again in the biggest campus among all polytechnics, and etc. all you need to know is, i've never gotten her number and the last time i saw her was on that pathetic tour bus waving goodbye at her. do you know how heartbreaking was that ? she had something on and could not continue the tour around sp. i feel like im in some kind of romantic story book, with a sad ending. :(

i am still awake, cause i cant really sleep right now, the image of hers is still stored and floating around my mind. but still i had quite a fun time with billy, we were lost in the campus, and billy answered a question which lead us to having very lil free gifts! LOL. and we walked like dunno how many miles before reaching the place we wanna go. and trust me, you need a bike if you wanna study in sp. its huge!

my only last chance. ngee ann open house, please do not disappoint me. i am not in the mood to look for other girls. just fucking pray hard that i see her again. really, i will definitely do all my projects and submit them before deadlines. right now, im not in the mood for anything, even sleeping. -.-