First and foremost, I want to make an public apology to a friend of mine who happened to be in the same class as me. Yes you, the bespectacled guy with that blue crumpler bag. I hope you know the current situation in our class now, the never-ending politics played down since the previous semester. Indeed this is a pure act of childishness, and I assure you there will be no more of this kind of crap in the future. It's been nice knowing you since the start of year 1, and I don't want the exam period to always affect our friendship. I can still recall those days at Yunnan, disturbing and using our course reputation to conquer the entire trip team. This has to end right now.

" I am sorry for all the words that I have used against you, especially those harsh words and actions that I have done behind your back, without you noticing me. These are all pure cowardice, I do not dare to tell you in the face what your problems are. Instead I go around telling people how practical and unscrupulous you are behind your back. Like what Wilfred told me, true friends criticize you in the front, good friends stab you in the back. Recently I myself have been inside your shoes, and this feeling is never really good. I have tasted this kind of feeling already. I will ensure that all this badmouthing and gossiping will be gone forever, and hope to ask for your forgiveness. But this doesn't mean that your bad points are solved. I just want you to know that I will be telling you what your problems are, in your face."

Whats more, I want to thank God for allowing me to post this apology letter. Joseph shared with me something very powerful today, which is the word "Love". Love is a form of action, then comes the feelings. If you used your own feelings to love someone, then may I ask what if one day your feelings are wrong? Does it mean that only when you feel good you actually love that person? And when you are feeling down, you don't want to love that person? Think about it, people. It is very easy to love someone whom you know for a long period of time, but when you are asked to love someone whom you don't know, a stranger to you, will you love him ?

It is only when you actually start to love someone whom you don't know, or might be a stranger to you, you actually practice humility. Humility is another powerful word, and love doesn't mean like. I have told you before love is a form of action. It can be through helping, listening and seeing other people's problems as yours. There fore I seriously challenge you readers to think about it.

Have you ever tried loving someone whom you hate? I am still learning to...