friday the june 13th ! and what a time to blog ! well i went to dig photos from my laptop and posted some of them up, cycling photos. the reason why i want to post some of this cycling photos is because i do not want people to think that i have forgotten all these memories. it's really touching to look back at all these photos, those times that we spent during midnight traveling to places to see new discoveries and expecting what night life would be like in singapore.

recently i just had this midnight cycling trip with my classmates, well i already blogged about that trip experience already. imagine talk cock group members were there with us, i would bet they will also love this trip too. the rain, sand and dirt on our jerseys while we are cycling through the journey and singing all the way, it really is worth reminiscing.

damn sometimes i still cant get over the things we have done in those secondary school days, okay i know i have been repeating countless of times, but still i cant forget la. fightings, heated arguments, getting into detentions, having early breakfast when we know we are late for school already, corrective work order, caning, competing for the christ church idol, camps, playing soccer and thrashing opponents into the bin, entertaining the class with jokes and filling the whole room with laughter. if you have not enjoyed your secondary life, i can tell you you have just wasted your four years for nothing.

i did asked around my classmates what they actually did during their secondary school days, i can bet with you none of them got caned nor did corrective work order. you might think we are rebellious, but actually once you get into all these kind of unwanted troubles, you find out that you will get to know the principal, the vice principal or even the school's care taker even better. look at those nerds who studies so hard and though they get good grades, what have they actually achieved personally in their life ? for me, i learnt alot through the journey with all my brothers, i fell, yet they picked me up and bring me back to the right track of the road.

i am what i am now from a nerd during primary school days, okay i have to admit, i was vulgar and addicted to gambling while i was in secondary one. the gambling part i improved, but the vulgar part till today still can't go away.

but as time passes i realize that many of us have their own lives to lead, but why when it comes to cycling trips or gatherings, we do not seem to have the time for each other ? in secondary school, we would still meet up and talk cock sing song while we are facing stress much heavier than what we are facing now in polytechnic life. is it because of a new circle of friends? ccas ? or facing competition in class that one need to get top grades in order to shut his class up ? still, i believed that if one has the heart, just a dinner gathering would do, there's not a need to plan a glamorous outing and stuffs. as for me, i do need reflect alot on the things that i mention above. i still remembered the 17 of us guys said they we must still keep in contact no matter what, be it now or the future, die die also must keep in contact. its true we still keep in contact, but somehow i feel that special bond inside us has blown out. i really miss those bickerings and arguments we had during the recess time, when we would all sit together and make hell lot of noises.

of course during this time, there are friends of mine who are beginning to do even things which i don't know whether it's good or bad. but it's their lives, i know i should not be so meddlesome, but i still prefer the old them. it's rather unrealistic, guess only in dreams then i can see the old them. on the other hand, i have friends whom i haven't been in contact for a very long time. but what i do know is this, if i have a heart... even a sms or a call would mean something to them...