i don't know why i have this sudden burst of emotions inside me, be it sweet, sour, bitter or spicy. i think i need some time to myself, i need to do some serious reflecting on my own. one moment i feel excited about the upcoming movie outing, the next moment i feel a little dejected at the same time. guess it's time for a drink or two. =(

you will never realize how important is it to you until you finally lose it. damn...

i should have accompanied yao jun while he drank just now. damn...