I am sad to announce that my name was not short-listed among the top 12 students for the Rolls-Royce overseas attachment. The reason? I was not chosen because of the first impression I gave to the lecturers. I saw names on that list, names that were definitely going in, but mine wasn't there. At that instant, I felt lost and dumb-struck, yet a sense of frustration inside me. I really put in my effort in writing that long piece of crap for the interview application, and it's hand written, just to show even more sincerity. I want to congratulate Yao Jun and Jun Long for making into the top 12 for the interview, but whether they get in or not, depends on the interviews and how they impress the lecturers. It's sad but life still has to move on, there are still other opportunities in life. It's whether I want to grab it or not...

The above mentioned is not the only problem that's making me becoming moody these few days. At the same time, friends around me like Trey told me lots of stuffs, but I shall not describe it here as I do not want to complicate things even further. Fortunately good friends like Samantha talked to me and enlightened me to get back up and continuing pursuing other goals in my life. I am going to start focusing on the things I want and it starts now!!! Did I mention that I owe huge debts right now?
Ai yo... Headaches and heartaches... I need to have faith now...

I will try to post about something cheerful say... this Sunday? Hopefully I will start on the topic: " What are friends for ? "

To stay positive, since I know I will not be going overseas for attachment, I will work hard to aim for that attachment at ST Aerospace pte ltd. Jia You! Must start my engine already, there's no time for fun and laughter. Time waits for no man...

And to Audrey: I will be changing my specs! Hopefully you would get to see the new me soon. =)


p.s: I finally saw Mandy today! She's still the same... for her height... ! LOLOL! joking.