I was browsing through random blogs, and trey's latest blog caught my attention. It made me reflected quite hard, what it is like stepping out into the real world...
Honestly I can't quite adapt into this realistic world till now, still living in the world where there are always happy endings and good friends who wouldn't turn their backs on you. When I asked people around me what is actually wrong with me during the past two weeks, as I've been feeling quite crabby during that period, Yao Jun told me that I needed to stay calm and keep my cool. I need to open up my heart more to accept the things, be it good or bad, that is happening around me. This is the real world and I need to overcome this fear, to get out of my comfort zone. But I believe that God will guide me through all this slowly. I know this is shocking but sometimes prayers do help relieve my problems.

To me, friends are the most important and till today I still prioritize them as the number one, followed by parents and then the lucky girl. Someone told me this, and it's very true, and that is to be never dependent on your loved one, cause you still need your friends and people around you. If your loved one means the world to you, what happens one day if she leaves you??
One friendly note of advice: Once you finally found someone you really like and the both of you get together, never treat your friends like used condoms. This means forgetting your friends when you find yourself someone you like. It's worst than committing a crime. I seriously don't respect people of this kind. To this type of people: Do you still remember your friends around u? There should be a balance between friends and loved ones. If there is a day when you are back to your singlehood life again, please don't go to your friends straight away. You are a real pussy if you ever do that. I'm not hinting to anyone, but if you think you are, please reflect and think hard.

Common tests start after my birthday. So if you think you can do it, celebrate my 18th birthday with me! I don't think there are any plans on my birthday. =( Sad. That's why I need friends la, no choice, they will always do the planning. HAHAHA!

Wise man Joash Ong told me this before: Friends are made to be exploited. =)