The time now is 3.40am, and I am staring at my grandfather clock waiting for it to turn 6, so that I can wash up and head to school in the early crisp of the morning. This is it, 31st December 2009, the day that most of my classmates wouldn't want this day to come fast. Even as I am writing this post, almost all of them are online now, mugging on their final report. I don't feel a single stress now at all, because I have not even started on my analysis. Is that a good or bad?
When I heard that the deadline was pushed forward to 1pm, I was delighted. I was prepared to head to Malaysia in the evening, but now, I am able to spend some time to prepare myself for the countdown to new year!
Huh? What? There's still WISP and Human Factors project left to do?
......
Great...
But you know what? I tell you what I am going to do first...
Fuck these two shit, and party to the morn with my cliques!!!
Just kidding, I will start doing them on the first day of New Year. Don't worry, my project team mates.
The last semester have been a pretty disastrous one. People around me are telling me to pick myself up and start my engine because they have been covering up my ass for a month! Nick told me to stop stepping on other toes in order to seek help if not I will become worst and taking them for granted. Yao Jun has been reprimanding me regarding my behaviour and attitude at work, but still helping me through the tough times. TZR is telling me to wake up and told me that ABC is starting to avoid me because I often disturb him by going to his house to stay and... So much more bad things.
I appreciated them for the above mentioned, without it, I would be stuck. At least they tell me in the face, and not from the back.
Some told me that they can't see the old self of mine during year 1, right now indeed I feel like shit. I wanna get back to that old times, those days whenever projects or assignments were due, I could take them all, because I was King of last minute work. I could close one eye and get my As in no time, and knock every single one who was in front of me. I did not need to seek help or whatsoever shit, but now...
What's in the past is in the past. I have changed, but for better or worst, it's not for me to decide, it's for God.
In this new year, I will make the greatest comeback of all times that any polytechnic student has ever seen. I will make myself recognized before every lecturer that has taught me, and I will, I repeat, change for the better.
ddacp, BRING ON THE FEMAP AND CFD...
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