23 march o7 - she broke up with me in the afternoon while i was on my way to my workplace to get my pay. i had many conflicts with her since that day i just kept it in my heart not wanting to say it out. in the end i argued with her again on the bus and i believed i must have made her cried so badly that she asked for a break up. and i agreed.
so wad are exactly the problems that caused such a shocking break-up to end my relationship between me and her? well of course both parties must share the responsibilities in a relationship la. but in this break-up i get to accept all the blame and i am the one who caused her to break up with me. the problem does not lie in her it lies in me entirely.
i always give her attitude when im in a bad mood. i tend to make empty promises and break them anytime. many bad things that i have done to her. the good ones mmm i dun think so lo. quite lil to me though. but i still like her and my feelings for her nv drop a single bit. but after every quarrel i tend to pick myself up everytime. but not that time. i was only acting in front of her. hiding those feelings inside me.
well right now i just wanna be in singlehood for awhile. i wanna start knowing her as a fren again getting to understand her more better and talk to her more often lo. haha.
i just wanna thank my bros and frens who gave me the advices, who cheered me up when im down and confused, and those silly jokes to keep me smiling. haha... thanks... im really touched man thanks for really being there. thats the meaning of true frens. to me...