many times she cried over those stupid mistakes i've done and i felt so useless at that moment. did not console her and all i did was shut my mouth when i could console her with my arms and cheer her up. i thought to myself ' was it gg to end soon? ' i knew i could not lose her and if i did i would really regret like last time. cant afford to make a second mistake. you guys might know who im talking about. yea right now im feeling very confused and moody. went to work today and fortunately today was the busiest day for me. had to take care of many kids and those worries seemed to brush off my mind. but after that it all came like the wind just after i had knocked off from work. damn it man. wandered ard imm thinking about lots of stuffs. but im learning from my mistakes and trying to improve myself. but how? i like her but i dunno how to express it. damn...
thanks mandy... lend me your listening ear for just a few moments but i really appreciated that. =)