Ever since I got back from church camp, things don't seem to go the right way. I tried going to the left, ended up even worser than ever. My mind is filled so many disturbing issues, for example my attitude towards friends, work and even reading the bible. Sometimes I talked too much, thinking that using the right words could persuade people around me. In fact, I just talk, without executing... I am so glad I have some time to blog, despite all that workload in the office. Seriously, I have been so busy that I only have about 3 hours in the night before the scheduled sleeping time.

Last Saturday, I received an invitation from Edward to his sister's birthday party, alongside with some of my cell group members too. It was the first time savoring different cultural style buffet and of course, Edward's mom spaghetti and her coconut dessert. It was really good I must admit, kept going for quite a few rounds before the knockout phase came. In addition, it was also the first time that I really had a good talk with my cell group members, usually during Saturdays we would meet up for cell, and after that home sweet home. We really did not have any time for chit-chatting or even chill time. Guess it's hard to accommodate everyone, but Wei Qian and I were sure glad we did not miss the fun time.

I better cherish the life now before I get out into the working life, no wonder so many senior workers used to tell me : "Study hard now, or you will regret." I finally understand it now. I hope my 3rd younger brother would really heed this advice, sitting in front of the laptop and playing Dota would help you succeed in life.

As for my 2nd brother, it wouldn't hurt or die just to admit the faults that you have made. You burst the phone bill, you pay for it. I can't imagine how he has that skin to deny when the bill document arrived and amounted to about $60. In addition, every night he doesn't sleep, he just sits in front of the bloody laptop and spends all the electricity away. There was this incident where he did not slept at all, made hell lotsa noise in the room before rushing out to meet his girlfriend and visit his sickly friend at the hospital. HOSPITAL! He doesn't realize the fact that my dad and mom has to work, what happens if he passes that swine flu to them?

He wants to get sick and get warded in the bed, then the whole world would come and visit him and feel sad for him. Trust me on this, there were many attempts before. My mom and dad almost fainted because of his selfish and childish attitude. Damn pissed off now.

Sometimes I wished I had the strength of Nicholas Keith, and just give one death blow. And then I will just submit myself to the police. Case closed.