I have worked hard this week, and time has passed so quickly that I don't even have time to revise for yesterday's paper. Received a lunch treat from a representative from Michelin who is interested in collaborating with my company, at Earl's Swensen! The salad bar was good, made me felt very refreshing before the main course came, which I ordered wrongly la - tenderloin steak. I almost fainted after struggling with it, and looked "sua-gu" when I attempted to cut the meat.

Coming back from church camp, I seriously don't feel anything at all. Yeah I did felt something during the camp, but coming back to Singapore, everything is back at top speed - working life, spending time with friends, reports and projects. All of these come rushing back straight to your face, how I wish my leg injury would just recover so I can focus on football fellowship with my brothers once again. Been missing football since ... ??? Just being random, Michael Jackson passed away yesterday.

What's next? Transformer 2! Interim final report! Case study project! China trip! All these involves time and money. I have to pay for the trip next Friday, the full amount of the trip - $1300. I need to think of something to pursuade my parents to pay for me. Right now, I still have not paid for the church camp, and feeling guilty about it.

So I was thinking, after 4 months of internship, have I learnt anything or become more mature in my attitude and speech? Does this attachment period actually helped to strengthen the ties between me and my classmates? NO. In fact, it became even worse. I just want to use the china trip as a ground once again, to bring all of us back to those times when we were in Yunan. Welcome back those good old days.

I have not been blogging properly recently, I am not sure about myself too. So many thoughts running through my mind, but its all irrelevant stuffs. What should I do? People around me are experiencing breakdown at this moment of their lives, I feel helpless. I want to pray but I lack the discipline. Everything is moving so fast, or is this one of those lame excuses to cover my butt?