today was something different after church service. i went out with eileen, oilvia, kok chye and wei qian. chilled at town, places such as coffee club before ending our dinner at bedok. we had a feadt before the long winding journey home. it was a good time i must say, though the following day would be the same old monday blues.

this week would be an awkward week i should say. i have to pay church camp, and china trip fees. i dont know how to ask my dad for this huge amount of moola, really have to ask God for advice. and yeah i have not been praying, and my faith has been wavering over the slightest thing that occured recently.

my temper has recently turned quite bad too, due to some minor crap. seriously i need to change myself before trying to change others. oh in addition to love people of different kinds of crap.
Lord, help me on this...