A farewell to the month of July

one two three, four five six, seven... the eighth is coming all the way to the twelfth.

i came across this note yesterday on 'what if your ex said', and there was an adrenaline rush prompting me to attempt that note. i was bombarded by a series of questions and how i would respond to those following questions. some answers were jokes obviously, some were not and in total it took me about 30 minutes to complete that piece of heartbreaking note.

a time machine is the definitely the best solution that everyone could imagine, bringing me back to salvage my wreck relationship two years back. if possible i want to travel even further back to those times in the New Testament, and really open up my eyes to see that period when Jesus Christ walked the earth.

i am definitely confused, i thought i had move on with life and everything seemed normal for me. yet at times, when i see stuffs or travel to places that i have been with her, the memories just come back. but the problem is two years had already passed, so why am i still pondering over such things?

there are so many things in life i want to achieve, and deadlines to meet. but surely there should be a balance between personal stuffs and love? my boss shared with me his experiences when he was young like me, and reminded me not to take life seriously, just get out there and enjoy while my youth is still present. because when the older one gets, the level of regret escalates even higher.

i can't seem to convey a message in this post, i am way out of point of writing this. i want to find back that fire for a relationship, and yet i hesitate. i am afraid of this and that, assignments, deadlines, rejections and embarrassment. even if i find that girl, i can't initiate any special feelings like i did previously. is my expectations too high, or am i just plain pathetic?

august is coming, and i am not definitely not excited about it.

Just another day...

the moment my feet touches the ball, magic just comes to life. dazzling moves and superb goals, that's what all football players dream to achieve. i am starting to feel more comfortable with my dribbling, however the defence has been declining ever since i took the attacking role in the game. in the past, i love playing at the back, it requires lesser stamina and all you have to do is steer the ball away from my own goal post. if i had a chance to choose between fame and fortune, i rather be in the limelight because it's in my blood.

i am an adaptive player who can almost connect with any player within the team, one particular problem in the past about me is i am not fond of listening to commands from team mates. being arrogant in nature, it's difficult to get these commands into my head. however, the good news is i am willing to listen now.

i love to create chances for my team mates to score, that feeling is much better than scoring. i wonder if there are readers who belong to this group, but in a team, you can't expect everyone to be like that, no one will eventually score.

second problem is the fear of losing. players around me would definitely agree with me, i tend to make negative remarks when the team loses and worst still, crude words coming out from my mouth. having the quote of "your response could be better" seems effective in helping one to cultivate his mood better when in the soccer court.

the reason i am writing this football topic - this sunday's match. another upcoming church game, though i know i will screw up again like last time, there's one thing i know the entire team will never miss, which is the supporters. i think without them we wouldn't have that particular driving adrenaline rush to play to our best. i wonder what it feels like playing in a stadium filled with tens of thousands over fans cheering for you?

you score, they celebrate. you make one mistake, they condemn you till you're dead.

peace out.


P.S: 2 more weeks left to the end of attachment.

Sea Sunday

i was punctual for church service, and it was perfect. today is also known as sea sunday, a day to be remembered for the 1.2 million seafarers all around the world. it was a great service, when the speaker shared with us about the lives of these seafarers', and it is such a blessed thing to be at home with my family and friends. to be out at the sea for months is not a pleasant thing at all, we can't predict when the storms would come, or the waves would rage upon the ships. but no matter whether we are high above the skies or down below the seas, God is with us. Amen.

i received a reprimanding message from my supervisor this afternoon. it seems like whatever i do, i just can't get things done the way they are. as the attachment is coming to its end, i really hope to get back to school like the old times. i can't imagine what my life would be if i were to start working full time, like adelene or elaine. maybe i might attend the j.u.m.p talk session to see how i can maintain my biblical roots while staying focused in the fast-moving society.

in the past, whatever mistakes that we committed, we are still kids after all. but turning from 18 to 19 doesn't makes us kid any longer. more responsibilities and burdens come as we grow older, friends come and go in our lives, i am so glad i have some who are still stuck with me, and i really cannot take them for granted. sometimes it sucks being an adult, you have to be the role example for the younger ones, become the mr. know-everything to prevent yourself from losing out to others. imagine if i start serving the country, wonder what kind of person i will be. still the same? only God knows.

the attachment period made me reflected throughout all this while, and i felt that i have really grown mature among my fellow classmates. not being boastful or what, but it seems every week when i go back for lessons, they are still stuck in their own fantasy world. come on, it has been 2 years plus of schooling inclusive of the internship, surely there would be some slight changes in their lives? maybe there are, or maybe i am just being too judgmental of them.

i have my own set of flaws and weaknesses, and i am willing to change them, through the help of my friends and God. and i am thankful of who i am today, because of them.

yesterday i was standing in front of a big crowd organizing icebreakers, it is really nerve-wrecking for me. sometimes i love acting and crapping in front of my friends, because i feel comfortable. but once i am out of that zone, everything starts to feel different. in life, not everything is about me, in the end everything still boils down to servant hood. yes i love being in the lime light, but maybe the role of game master would open my eyes and heart to even greater things.

if i could put pure smiles, joy and laughter from these people's hearts, then i would have achieved the meaning of being a game servant. of course, i need more committed people to help me along the way, cause it's not about me alone, it's about the team! :)

phew... finally got everything out from my chest. that felt better

peace out!

Spiritual gifts that I possess

it was a good well-spent saturday with the loccw people in the house of God, especially when it's the official day of our personality test, and the attendance was great, though it could be even better. there was only one point we must really emphasize, and that is time management. if punctuality was emphasized, then games session wouldn't be that long, allowing more time for the sharing session and everyone would head back home on time.

just abit of sidetracking, yao jun just posted my previous essay on facebook, gaining quite a few recognition from my fellow aerospace mates. it felt satisfying having to see so much positive comments and encouragement from them.

thank you arh hengtai. :)

so i was spending quite some time on attempting 184 questions for the first round of the spiritual personality test. you know, there are actually so many gifts and talents inside the bible, of course each of us possess some of them, but not all. God created each and everyone of us to be unique and special towards Him. not having all the gifts and talents allow us to need each other for support, be it in times of struggles or in team work. i thought about it and related this to the run we had yesterday - 7 runners, 1 race. and another food for thought would be our percussion team - different races, different cultures, 1 sound.

wow, i finally understood. we need each other, however we do need to remember to learn to guard our "strengths and uniqueness" while relating to people.

okay after the series of questions, here are the spiritual gifts that i possess:

*1. Encourager
2. Showing mercy
3. Teaching

*Starting from the highest.

point number 2 was seriously out of the point, but then again, i know God has His reasons for granting this gift to me. maybe i have too much hatred inside me that i couldn't express this gift and multiplying it to others. the rest of the points were definitely accurate. i like encouraging people and enjoy teaching. but whether it is both the good or bad, depends on what the learners feel about me.

now that i know i possess these spiritual gifts, i am going to learn to apply in my life with people and with God. it's really difficult given the situation in my family and in class where there are lots of politics. i do need to open up my heart and listen to people rather than to jump to conclusions and judge people.

next week would be another great one, and hopefully jin wan and marcus will come back to cell group in the pink of health and free of injuries. :)

till then, peace out. tomorrow there's church service!

Glory for the Aerospace Technology!

yesterday for the first time in history, both the school of engineering and the aerospace technology bagged down 2 golds in the runner's relay 2009.

7 runners, 1 ultimate race.

Glory to Aerospace Technology!

Team members: Norman Leow, Subaa (Year 1), Teng Yao Jun, Nicholas Ng, Poh Yi Cheng, Camille Harris, Alvin Tan.

2 aerospace teams signed up for race, leaving one team to put their names in history. both teams showed their passion and the attitude in running, and a time of a mini team bonding session too. especially when our team mates ran on the track, we would be beside them cheering and spurring them on. this team spirit which we had yesterday could never possibly be found in lectures or tutorial sessions. it was one of the best or maybe the best friday we could ever had. not forgetting those who never ran but stayed to support the teams, we dedicated this honor and glory to you guys too.

sadly both teams had been inflicted with sickness and injuries, but yet it's their heart of willingness that me wanted to give it all out in running this race. take for example my pal zhi yuan, he did not had lunch, and he ran the 1.2km route without hesitating. after completing the race, he sat without moving and became very weak. everyone was there to show care and concern for him, there was one girl in the other team who was sick, and yet she ran. it's really amazing how these people showed their faith and that fiery passion for running.

taking this moment, both teams would like to thank nicholas keith tam for doing all the backstage work, especially all the admistrative and contacting of people to join the team. there were time when clowns would be try to be funny with you, but at least we got back the cup for our course. and without all your work, i don't think anyone of us would take the initiative to sign up for the relay.

thank you...

to those that backed out from the team, i sincerely thank you because it's your lack of faith and full of lame excuses that led those who have it join the team. it's okay that you don't run, we won't despise you, just continue to live your life that way. once again, a big thank you to you.

today would be the first time that i would be taking the first personality test, the authentic one as compared to facebook. what type of personality will i possess???

P.S: liverpool are in singapore already! catch tomorrow's match live 7.00pm only on channel 5.

Taking it for granted

sitting in front of my laptop, thoughts began running through my mind. looking back the mission trip i went, it's as if it was just yesterday, and i have returned back to singapore not long ago. after the attachment with tiger airways, i would be embarking on a journey to another province in china, a study trip with all my classmates to chengdu. i hope to use this opportunity to get out of town with full of distractions surrounding me, i really need to take a breather and refreshen myself during the 6 weeks period.

i just watched an episode of 'stars changing hearts' on channel u. the artiste mindee ong travelled to some random mountainside area in china to provide voluntarily work, to simplify it, it was a sort of mission trip which lasts for about a week there. there were many different tribes of the different languages, mindee went to the 'baoyu' tribe area where she laid her focus on a population mostly made up of elderly and abandoned children. fortunately the people there were all people of God, they have a church there too! this programme brought me back many memories and some reflecting points while i was in china last year doing my first ever serious missionary work.

i felt quite disappointed with myself, ever since i came back and all the way till now, i am back in my old self, taking whatever i have in possession for granted. looking at those children who have lost their parents at such a young age, i wonder why my 2nd brother would behave in this manner, showing disrespect and worst still, cursing my mother right in front of her face. yes we humans have feelings, it's fine that we feel frustrated at times, but not to the extent that we let our feelings take control of our mind and words. it is not the outside that makes a man sin, it is what comes out from our heart that makes him/her sin.

i am living in a society full of temptations and different types of people. everyday i see people getting what they've always wanted, doing what they liked without a heck in the world, but they only realize their regrets after something disastrous takes place. why is it that when things happened, people realize their mistakes? why can't they just take precautions and prevent it? the question is why?

i hope the upcoming china trip would be a series of different tests for different people. for me, it would be a test of patience, faith, love and trust. it's mushy i know, but all these i have been lacking ever since at the beginning of attachment...

peace out

This week the trend

i thought my boss was demanding enough, my boss's superior was even awesome! on monday and tuesday i had to work overtime because of the task he had assigned me with, and i wanted to break down just like that, because he did not offer any guidance at all. his objective is very simple, get the job done and that's it, if there are changes to be made he will request upon seeing the final results. in total i had 4 attempts on this task, and i survived it. adelene wanted to help me, but she has enough worries from her workload, no point trying to suffocate her any further.

i really suck at excel, but on the other hand, it's really satisfying to produce something i had never done before on this software. credits to God, without Him during the two days i guess i might just go back to berserk mode.

today i reach the office at 10 plus in the morning, and in private sectors, people wouldn't probe you too much on why you are late. as long as you have done your work, whatever time you want to go home, it's really up to you. after yesterday night supper with wei qian, i felt so much better, i even did some minor household chores before leaving for work. (that explains why i was late for work)

i have not been updating myself in the football world, in the past i would get first hand information on the club transfers around the world! right now, i am losing the passion for such interest in these kind of news. however, it doesn't mean i will stop playing football!

i should start equipping myself with more creative ideas on games and reading more news around the globe to keep myself aware of what's going on. being cooped in the office for the entire 5 days isn't really fun at all. there isn't much thoughts to blog about, especially during this period of the year. well apart from my 'being late for church service', there's one more coming up, the personality test which would be starting this saturday. i am looking forward to it! and organizing games for an estimated number of 40 isn't relaxing, its a new challenge for both me and jin wan.

i hope this weekend would be an awesome one. cheers.

my 2nd brother is getting from bad to worst. let me give you an brief account of what happened few hours ago. he wore my levi's button tee to school for a presentation, i wasn't unhappy about that, because i wore his tee to work. so here's the best part: he came back home and when i running some minor checks through the shirt, i spotted several missing buttons on the sleeves. when being asked, my brother denied immediately that he wasn't the culprit.

so the question is: who did it?

it was obviously him! and he made a big hoo ha out of it, my mom was angry at his reaction and the entire family went haywire again. it may seemed that i was the starter of all things. given my brother's pattern, if i did not check the tee now, in the future i wouldn't have anymore evidence against him. indeed i am trying to learn to share clothes with him, but there must be a responsibility to care for my tee, like how i cared for his.

i wanted him to be dead. but how?

wei qian drove me out for supper at random places, and i appreciated it a lot, even though i had work later for the day. shared many personal feelings on family matters, and met ya ting along the journey too.

anyway, i don't wish to talk much regarding this matter. working overtime for 2 days has already taken half of my life away. i need to regain my posture and stamina back.

i need to be sick now!

i am being super random now, don't feel like working tomorrow. help me please

i am currently resting after watching the first half of harry potter and the goblet of fire. its been a week of harry potter madness! yesterday caught the chapter on the half blood prince at marina square, followed by channel 5's prisoner of azkaban.

participated in the singapore heritage trail race, with marcus, stella and sharlene. well we did not win anything, but i am proud to walk a distance of more than 5km! good job guys. too bad my knee injury affected my walking, if not i will run throughout the entire race.

today i was late for church service again, this time by a margin of 10 mins. no excuses for me, i need to wake up my idea. took jumpshots for youth camp advertisment this year, hahaha.

less than a month before attachment ends...

fuck fuck fuck. fuck everything.

we are halfway through the year 2009, looking back at the times in school with my classmates were simply the best. i still remember how we struggled together with this engineering design module, and my partner trey and i argued over our project due to personal reasons. indeed those were the times when we stuck together like glue and this bond was significantly strong. yes it was obvious that some of us stuck together to gain academic benefits, but i don't mind, at least we could chill together and leave some good old memories behind...

tomorrow's the big day for the registration of the standard chartered marathon! i have thought seriously, and will be attempting for my first 42.195km. also, obtaining the finisher tee would be my best birthday gift ever. in this race, its not about me running alone, its about running with God. and when all things fail, God never fails.

i have just finished screwing the proposal upside down. damn tired and shag, just wished i could just close my eyes and let tomorrow come.

alright then people, peace out.

i am aiming for my first finisher tee for the standard chartered marathon on 6th december, and yes it will be the full marathon that i am attempting this year. it was a sudden decision, because i was initially thinking of going for the 21km, but i knew i would'nt be satisified with myself, thus the decision made to conquer this new challenge. yes it's a little ambitious of me after the 10km run for the nike human race, but winning the finisher tee would act as a gift before my 19th birthday.

another week left before the final report is to be endorsed, i am feeling very lazy again, especially i have no work for today. sometimes i love it, sometime i do not. imagine you have to be on guard when you surf the net during office hours, and i am expose to an open area where my colleagues can actually see what i am doing. heng there was no one to sabotage me, or you can see me washing air planes at my aerospace hub. i have course mates whom are already kicked out from their attachments. it is disappointing when your lecturer has to undergo so many trouble to provide a place for us in various airline companies and yet countless of times we screw things up.

swine flu is a very common thing among people in our land, to me it is like a cool thing. getting the virus allows you to have this a lot of benefits, such as being absent from work, doctors and nurses will take great care of you. its up to you to decide whether it can be good or bad, to me i think it's good thing to get the swine. but of course you will be a burden to your entire family, and to the people around you. that's why the need for responsibility is so important, being negligence about the virus could actually lead to unthinkable consequences.

alright i am tired, i need to catch a break. see you people.

saturday was awesome to the max! especially when Heartbeatz gather together as one for the dragon boat competition. we realize we needed more team bonding after obtaining second place for the race, but i am glad that we all had fun! one particular stupid thing i did was bathing inside the toilet, using the basin to wash my face and hair, and the hose for my body. i got caught by someone shouting from the outside about wasting water and wetting the entire place. i can't help it, being clean is me. imagine the whole day of dragon boating and sweating, not bathing could grow fungus around parts of my body man!

stayed out till midnight where wei qian took us out for a ride to geylang for supper with kok chye and billy. it's been a long time since we chilled like that, everyone were busy with their own lives, so i appreciated that night with them, except for the part i knocked out straight in his van while on the way home. expect more outings like that to come! and pictures would start coming in soon!

sunday was another part 2, and it was lan time! collected my heritage race kit with marcus and eugene. unexpected things popped along the way, and finally we got our hands on the mouse! i played killing floor, the latest lan game which was awesome to the max! 6 people getting together to survive among mutants and bosses. for me personally i think its a great game, cause its tactical and you need to think instead of firing those bullets away. effects weren't as great as L4D, but not having the crosshair makes the game even realistic, it trains your accuracy.

flight simulator training was great! heard from yao jun that some classmates actually missed me while i was away. don't worry i will be back this friday! spent 5 hours inside the simulator, and the total cost was around US$4000! luckily it wasn't from my pockets, and i gotta thank my supervisor for the arrangement. if i am not wrong i would be expecting one more to come, this time on a real trip to padang in malaysia!!!

we cherish those only when they aren't here with us, dear michael, your songs have brought joy and change to the entire world. rest in peace my brother, now the world will leave you alone in peace...

a phrase in this song struck me real hard: "smile though your heart is aching.".

in my life, i took my friends, my family, the ones i loved for granted. it is only when i lose them, i start to reminisce the times when we were together. i often told myself, if i had a time machine, i would make sure everything would be in the right place at the right time. God takes control of our lives, who are we to determine our fate? we cannot even predict when the color of our hair would turn white, God is in control of it. who are we to judge people when we ourselves are imperfect?

i was very touched by the speech from paris jackson at the memorial concert for mj last night, just when the world thought they needed him back, God needed him even more. everything happens for a reason, rest in peace mj.

till now, i have the habit of criticizing people, and judging them for their flaws. when i look at myself and reflected, actually i am just like one of them. i am looking at my reflection through this people, at least i know about it.

characteristics and personalities of people often change, due to their problems in life. some change because they seek self-identity, some change because they want to feel self-assured, some change to blend into the group so that they will not feel outkast. at the end of day, their hearts are still filled with emptiness. some resort to violence, some resort to temporary fulfilment such as smoking, clubbing, fighting, or even prosituting. hey i remember mentioning this once, but somehow it just came across my mind again.

i want to lend people a listening ear. i picked this phrase from somewhere which i found very interesting: knowledge speaks, wisdom listens.

instead of providing solutions to people whom might not heed or listen, why not just spend time listening to their woes and troubles? it helps actually, i have a lot of friends who loved sharing problems with me. rather than giving them solutions, i try to create jokes, or munch power pack snacks with them, and spend time with them. this is a much better idea right? you should try it sometime...

flight simulator's training tomorrow. wish me luck.

after the internship with tiger airways i thought i could bring in more aerospace students for the next semester. apparently this idea of mine failed terribly, when my supervisor told me that he would not be taking in any more interns already, as of now. reflecting on this issue, i am the cause of this. i admit that the past few months i was slack and being a laze in the office, and not delivering work which is up to my supervisor's expectations. right now, lecturers in my course would start to change their impression on me.

my supervisor's point of view was that since he has been posted to the finance department, there was no point bringing in more engineering interns to do finance tasks since it was new to their working field. if he were still in the engineering sector, he might bring them in. the second reason was that tiger airways are currently trying to cut costs, and using an illustration of using the $400 to pay for the water supply was much more worth it. i am not sure whether this was an insult, but i was totally disappointed. too bad, i am not a good worker, what's the point of being a top student in ngee ann when i can't impress the company...

i apologize for this boring post, but i just don't know who to talk to, except God.

another month to go, nicholas you can do it. give it all you have. :)

Black eye bags

monday was Alan's farewell dinner before he prepares himself for the first two weeks
of serving the country. dear brother Kok Chye has indeed lost around 4 kilograms
after about 4 weeks of physical training at pulau tekong. another brother going away,
how i wished i could also serve the army right now, beats better than working in the
office. one of my colleague told me that i should appreciate the environment i am
working in, because often i do not get opportunities like this to work under a good
supervisor, so i should cherish it while i can because in the future i might not get a
chance like that anymore.

so what happened yesterday? after dinner, the guys proceeded ahead with their plans
while i went along with the rest of the ladies. shan't mentioned the rest of the part
lest some of the younger ones might come here and read about the second half of the
night. to sum it all, we had a great time for the farewell dinner. especially during the
phototaking session and praying as a whole for Alan. Stella's appearance was a surprise
for some of us, but i was glad, because i have not seen her for a very long time.

football later in the evening, i have finally recovered from all those injuries, and thank God
for His blessings and protection. the first step to obtain fruitfulness is to start by being
punctual for church service, cell group gatherings and lessons in school, and lastly for
work. all this i am doing is not for my own sake, but for God alone.

if i do my part and give my everything in whatever i do, i believe that God will reward me in terms of
grades and other alternate blessings. but i know i would not be that heng all the time,
often i will face rejections, but this also shows my test of faith. if things goes to well,
i would be led back to that previous self. i want experience change and healing in my
present life. and it starts by being punctual...

i can't imagine i am actually sitting awake and doing my ISO project in the early midst of the morning. such a good time for sleep, okay yao jun is reading this blog too, i better get going with the case study. but before that, let me just go random for awhile.

you know, my dad is great and understanding. though he doesn't know how to show his love, he actually does cares for us. he lend me a huge amount of dang to pay up for my china trip first, if not my application would be terminated from the list. i will definitely pay him after PSEA has issued the reimbursement claims back.

secondly, around 6 plus in the morning, my second brother as usual made the entire house tremble with his non-stop blowing and sneezing of his nose (it has been part of his life since young), and sounds of the Niagara falls in the toilet. my mom and dad has to play a part in seriously reminding him that my 3rd brother has school, and he's late because of his 45 minutes bathing session.

so here comes the scary part, i had this dream, or a nightmare if you called it. but before i had this dream, i was very frustrated with my 2nd brother while lying on the bed. i didn't want to shout or find trouble, i kept it inside my heart, lots of frustration inside. then here comes the nightmare:

Nightmare

i was driving a evolution 9 on the highway back home, automatic transmission of course, and suddenly a horde of racing cars just surrounded me. i entirely lost my front view in front, but fortunately not my life. okay, so i went around telling people that i drove and managed to survive that illegal race scare. marcus, billy, choy, my two brothers were somehow inside the scene, wei qian and i had a big quarrel over some issue which i have forgotten. the two of us walked away and from that moment onwards, we weren't friends or brothers anymore.

now the scary moment: marcus and choy had something on, and they left my house straight away informing me they will be back shortly. the door bell rang, an old lady stood right at the door, i opened the door and let her in, she told me she was in charge of taking care of my two brothers. so she continued with her business and managed to coax my two brother to bed! that was pretty amazing from that old woman, so i went to find a dvd to relax at the living room. while searching for the dvd, i dropped a disc and it showed a devil's picture feasting on human flesh, very gory indeed.

and i heard something, some sort of snorting and chewing, and i tip-toed past the hall and took a peek into the room. oh shit, that lady turned into that devil that was on the disc and eating the crap out of my brother! it was very gory la, and she turned to me and said : "once i am done with your 2nd brother, you are next."

i have never been so scared in my nightmares before, i quickly type an sms to marcus asking him to come home quickly, but my stupid samsung pda phone played a prank on me. i couldn't possibly stay inside the house, i ran out to take the lift down... * blackout. the lift door opened, and she stood right in front of me with those bloody razor sharp teeth and eyes. and...

i quickly open my eyes, got out from my bed, and here i am...

it was really frightening, especially when i saw my two brother being eaten with my own eyes. though i get pissed off with my brothers at times, but to die in this manner made me feel very guilty and disappointed. afterall they are my blood brothers, i should be more mature and think far, not just for my own sake.

Lord, help me on this...amen.

Bipolar disorder? Dear readers, I am fine actually, I just felt the need to vent out my anger through the power of blogging. Unless I have one of those punching bags that Ivan has, it was damn hilarious when he shot that video of his unorthodox fighting moves in his room with Cleon and Buddy. It was really inspirational to me, and there might be a chance that Wei Qian and I are going to do our own comedy video too, no worries the both of us are not doing anything obscene or wrong, just so you know.

As the day passes in Tiger Airways, I am learning to build passion in my working attitude so that I wouldn't complain about time being passing very slowly during office hours. You know what? Tiger Airways' managing director was on news today! It was very surprising when I switched channel and saw her being interviewed at Terminal 3. They should have interviewed an intern like me, I have much to share with them, especially the cabin crew training and the upcoming flight simulator training next Friday. Whoo hooo~

Project time!