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4.02.2010

a blog expresses an individual's feelings or emotions about a person. it allows one to share his happiness and vent his frustration in this online space where everybody can know what's going on in your daily activities.

a few brothers of mine are recently being played out by women, and they're local. these brothers unfortunately are nice and decent chaps, only to find out that these women are either putting their friends and passion ahead of them, or have already found someone else. i have not suffered from a broken heart for almost more than 3 years already, so i can't really empathize with them. what i can afford are my ears and personal time with them, and it has been on-going for several days. you know who you guys are.

i was walking around town today, and not surprisingly i saw many young couples, same age as me or even younger! ranging from holding hands to many new kinds of 'hanky-panky', this is our new youth generation. i don't envy, nor do i get jealous that easily, but i am still single!

i feel for my brother now who's being played out by this random person. yet, i cannot teach the wrong methods to him, i gotta play the 'big brother' role model towards him. it's difficult to pretend in front of him and say things that doesn't make sense. in fact, i feel for all my brothers who are going through the same shit in relationships.

they are good men, but because of the hurt you caused them. they become the fallen, doing things that aren't themselves, causing them to harbor thoughts that aren't healthy to the mind and blaming themselves for allowing this to happen. and you women get away scot-free.

i am not trying to be sexist. sometimes it's not all about us, you are part of it too.

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