to my brothers who are going through a very rough period, regardless of whether you are in the army, school or even at work. here's one advice to you, go and read christina's wordpress. read what God is doing for her life right now, and be inspired to put back your focus on God. right now, even i myself cannot provide the right solution to spur you back on the right track.

it's okay if you are hurling crude words or pointing the middle finger towards someone, but at the end of the day, it's not that person you are accountable to. your behavior, words, thoughts reflects your attitude and the relationship between you and God. God allows us to do so, because it's a choice. don't blame Him just because your life is screwed upside down, instead be thankful, because the next thing you might know, you would be sharing another great testimony at church. of course, that comes with a focus, a spiritual focus.

oh man, i don't even know what i am blabbering. if you want to experience the feeling of happyness, come join me this weekend at __________.