Frozen

i woke up late in the morning, but it was still a good start on monday. work kept me occupied throughout the whole time, in order to divert my emo-ness away. also, it was my first time getting scolded by a job seeker over a phone conversation. instead of being frustrated, i actually felt helpless and disappointed. there are still many unemployed people out there who are unable to feed their families, and are in the brink of desperation. we never thought that this could happen to us, but this is real. unemployment can really lead a person to do desperate things in order to feed his wife and children.

i thank God for the financial stability in my family, i really do...

and while browsing through facebook and seeing some of you whining over school and other matters, it really bothers me. come on, we should be appreciative of where we are right now, be it in school, internship, or even mugging for your Os' and As'. yes keep complaining and whining now. someday if you are in the working society, and you say: "how i wish i was back in school."

i would look at you and reply: "fuck you" (:

yes i am a temp admin office boy, but i treat my work seriously and deliver them at the best quality and efficiently. though it's still a government sector, i never fail to complete my work before 6 in the evening. however, i am disappointed by the fact that my brother is gonna quit his job soon. yes i understand what you are going through at work, but eventually, excuses are excuses. we are more than conquerors of this world, what can scoldings and persecution do to us? just like what elaine said, never be a quitter. and i will never become one.

but still, i respect the decision you made and wish you all the best. i will still be there bro.

i am not a quitter, and i will never become a quitter. i fell, but i will pick myself up and improve on the areas which is stopping me from becoming who i want to be. i will fight on, because i am a fighter, and a warrior.

i will fight on, and sooner or later i will melt this ice.