Feeling helpless, once again...

God has been speaking to me these past few days regarding temptations and worries, through "Our Daily Bread" on Facebook. I can't say it is a coincidence, it struck me 3 days in a row so far. I kept worrying about whether I could apply for leave during the church camp, whether the debts I owe could be paid back in time, and other nonsensical stuffs which kept me going in circles around my head. Just so you know, my pay slip has already come for this month, and not reaching the month of May I had already withdrawn $110 bucks, to return Yao Jun's debt. I am left penniless, once again. *Not literally...

I once mentioned that I was tired of planning for ATFKER's group outings, and wanted to pass down this responsibility to those whom I thought might give it a shot. Turns out that there were actually outings going on, but without the presence of some of us, including me. I was very disappointed, and I don't wish to emphasize on the word "very", because I can't think of any other word to replace this at the moment. I have a feeling that when the term starts, everyone would be in their smaller cliques, and having their own type of conversations. But feelings are gay, and I will find a way to salvage this situation, I can't just sit there and pretend nothing has happened.

China study trip, mission trip, church camp, new spectacles... All these requires lots of cash. Another problem which in the first place, I shouldn't worry about. Damn

Let's talk about the good things that happened so far:

Chelsea scrapped past Barcelona with a score of 0-0.
Celebrated Pastor Joseph's birthday with style, finally caught him on surprise.
Mr. Calvin, my supervisor, treated me during tea session.
Not much work to do this week, once again.
Gym-ing session last Monday with pal Yao Jun.

.....*I'm trying to think of other things that is good.

3 wins in a row in random teams during L4D session, unbeatable.
Improving dribbling skills, communication with Wq, and lasting stamina to keep me in the game.
Paid back the debt of $100 to Yao Jun.
Renewed my IC card.
Finished planning for this Saturday's Alpha game!


That's about it! Which brings my post to about 17 for this month! A high record!