Yesterday, I worked on my WISP presentation power point slides till 6am. I prepared my speech on paper, designed the outlook of the slides, customized the animations on them and I was so confident of scoring a good impression on the class. Because it's the final presentation of this semester, and I wanted to make my last shot the best shot.
At the same time, I was expecting this from my lecturer:
So came the presentation and it lasted for an hour. And...
I am damn shocked after hearing what my lecturer commented on my individual presentation.
"Not structured enough" (Okay I admitted to that, because I was damn nervous.)
"The first part of the presentation was good, except for the last part" (I did the last part...)
"The power point design could have been simpler, black and white should do the job" (???)
"A lot of irrelevant details" ("But sir, you said you wanted to look at the creativity skills?")
"Wordy slides should do the trick" (What the...)
"Your teammates did well in their respective slides" (...*clenching my fists tightly)
Two words floated around my mind during that time: Disappointment and Discrimination.
I admit I am always absent from classes but all the work I produced are all tip-top quality conditions!
It's very hurting to my working morale and moreover I sacrificed one night of sleep to ensure no screw-ups would happen...
It's very frustrating to see my work being discriminated when it's actually my own work instead of... Argh! Forget about it.
Next week.... I will definitely challenge for my marks!
WISP is a module where I put my 100% effort into it and all the essays that I have written have undergone research materials and lots and lots of reading and reflecting. I will definitely aim for AD. If someone were to get better grades than me, I am prepared to challenge him and make sure he/she doesn't seek external help or girlfriends/boyfriends to write any shit for him/her.
Mood: Confused, discouraged, frustrated and disappointed. (That's why I was kept ramming the soccer ball during the evening.)
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