The 5 men with that "asian accent"

Kok Chye, Choy, Noobthenick, Wei Qian, Wai Chong !

My Rayban's shades

Overweight Wei Qian !

Blur Kok and Chee Ko Peh !

Fighting-Park-our Champion !

星期三，我们五个人离开新加坡往着去吉隆坡去逛逛，反正我也是第一次到那里，也是第一次和我那般兄弟一起去。我想和他们一定很好玩，很过瘾， 不用怕，我们不是同心恋。

到了机场，我们就开始我们的路程，花了大概一个钟头多，我们终于找到宿舍！真的是要我们的命！我们终共走了20公里，简直就是神经病！

在吉隆坡，有好吃的食物，有好多路要走，但是，就是看不到美女！根本就没有一个我们看得上！还好我们有那些洋人的旅客呢，哈哈我只是开玩笑罢了。

在第一天的晚上，我们遇到了一个很惊讶的情况，那时候是大概十一点左右，当我们要回到宿舍，在开门的那杀那，我们旁边的门敲得很大力！我还以为是鬼呢！开了门之后，事情就是这样， 请看 VCR!

Angmoh: "Hey you were the few guys who locked me inside huh?"

Us: "No! No! We did not lock you inside the room! We just got back from dinner outside."

Angmoh: "I've heard people with asian accent walking past my room, and you guys are the only ones in this place. I am pretty f****** sure you guys locked the room."

Us: "Seriously, we didn't lock you inside. Besides we left the place at around 7 plus in the evening."

Angmoh: "I was locked up in there for about 4-5 hours!"

(Door Slammed!)

How bloody rude was that person! I could have sworn that it wasn't us who locked that bloody door! Unless someone among us did it, and he doesn't wanna admit. (Looks suspiciously at my brothers) It wasn't me of course.

Oh well we couldn't blame him for venting his frustration on us, but I was angry with one thing - He called us "men with asian accent"

How bloody racist is that? You can call us Chinese tofu or Chinese people. But men with asian accent? That's was super hilarious, yet abit offending at the same time.

Oh well, never mind about that.

If it was one of us who did it, admit la. We will not laugh, promise. HAHAHAHAHA

I am busy

Not now! I am busy chatting with my friends online! I am busy preparing for the final exams next week! I am busy with all the deadlines that I have to meet! I am busy spending time with my girlfriend! I am busy with... nothing.

Sometimes we are so busy with what we are doing, that we don't have time to focus on what we have. We are busy to achieve our goals and grades, and at the end of the day, slowly your friends and loved ones are leaving one by one from you. And then, you regret and fret about it, and this cycle goes on and forth.

Often we are so distracted by deadlines and the world that we don't even have time for God. There are 7 days in a week, and my weekends are burnt out with cell group and church service on Sunday. Notice when I used the word "burnt". How ironic, then what about the weekdays? How busy can the world be? Everyone is trying to keep themselves busy in order to compete and survive in this pathetic society.

One example would be during lectures. The moment I walked into it, I thought I was at Lim Chu Kang cemetery! What's even better is that the time now in Ngee Ann Polytechnic is almost up. Everyone seems to be cold and distant from each other. Especially after the lessons today, without a word of goodbye, some left, others are as good as dead.

Busy, busy, busy. Busy without any purpose in life, busy for the sake of being busy, and finally busy with nothing.

Even if you die, you will never stop being busy.

Lunar New Year

Distributing "ang baos" have been a permanent tradition for this festive period especially towards the youths. The distributor must be married to do so, otherwise he would just sit there and wait for his turn to come.

These mandarin oranges have never seemed to fail me whenever I feel alone on Lunar New Year. They would always be there for me no matter where they are placed. The only sad thing for them is, they don't last. Sooner or later, they are used in exchange with other people's oranges, or get stuck inside my stomach. I can't afford to watch them die, so might as well eat them.

Hey this is the best part during every reunion dinner, family members would get together and shout harmonious and prosperous cheers while doing the "yu sheng". It's a very intriguing process, but take note of some "yu sheng"s that taste bad.

Probably the most important event of them all. Family gatherings are very significant especially during the Chinese New Year Eve. Members would turn up and have dinner with the rest of the family including relatives and blah blah.

Looking at the above mentioned stuffs, I just wished that my cny would be like that too. But...I guess there's always another year.

I Think

"I think... I am right!"

"I think... you are wrong!"

"I think... I'm in love"

"I think... God is not here"

"I think... the relationship should end here."

"I think... your presentation was wrong."

"I think... I am better than you."

"I think... you look great but I'm better."

After enduring this terrible week with projects, tests and presentations, the phrase "I think" really is a powerful one. It can totally change your mood for the whole day. If it doesn't change yours, well it did for me. Not once or twice, but many times throughout the week! Thanks to that, I am starting to feel sick on Lunar New Year.

Oh yes I forgot, a happy GONG XI FA CAI to you! And to all the lovey-dovey couples out there, have a great Valentine's day. Try not to appear in town or else I would be very disappointed. I am still single and will be going to shop for my Ipod Nano's cover, so don't piss me off. Just kidding (:

How similar can both celebrations be. Let us talk about the color themes. Red represents luck, prosperity and angbaos for Lunar New Year, on the other hand, it represents love, roses and kisses on Valentine's Day. Oh if you don't know about it, Friendship day falls on the same day with Valentine's!

At least that comforted me... (:

Argh, back to the "I think" topic.

Wait wait, maybe next time la. I am very tired liao.

Mandarin Oranges

If I had to count between my relatives and mandarin oranges, I would say the winner would be the mandarin oranges! Yay! Okay that sounded quite disappointing, because the mandarin oranges can't give me ang baos, which has always been the tradition for Chinese New Year.

Every year, I have friends telling me their increasing cash flow from their red packets, and I cannot compete with them. A smile sometimes can take away my misery.

This year's Lunar my mandarin oranges and Ipod Nano is going to be my companion throughout the festive period, except that the oranges won't last.

Rainbow after the storms

The week is finally coming to an end. Another few more hours to the submission of my final project of the year. Looks like the rainbow has finally come out after the storms.

Unfortunately, Wednesday happened to be the rupture of my spiritual and physical life. I broke down in tears during the night when mom and dad fought over minor issues - hygiene. Mom got so violent that she threw stuffs and hit my dad, of course along with crude words that I never heard before. Words that might end the family into pieces. Before that, the presentation was a factor that lead to the build-up of my stress level. Some disputes and arguments among teammate led me to my disappointment and frustration.

"I am always wrong and you were right."

(That concluded the morning incident)

Even the arrival of the Ipod Nano failed to lighten up my mood. Everything was in a mess.

Dad's patience and determination were awesome. I think most dads would retaliate if their wives hit him. Mom has been struggling with us since young and till now my brothers still hasn't learnt the meaning of responsibility and cleanliness.

When you shit, clean it up, don't expect mom to do it for you. I still cannot believe my ears when my brother left house with his key stuck to the door slot. How easy is it for that lucky thief!

The characteristics and personalities in my future spouse has been changed after yesterday's incident at home.

Sickness and fatigue got into the way. Friends were there, literally through Facebook (How nice). Some were rushing through reports, others trying to add salt into wounds. Everything just went 'smack' right into my face.

Honestly, I always wanted to find someone to drink with me whenever I feel like shit. Everyone's too busy with life, sometimes too busy till they neglect people around them, or trying to be nice while their minds are stuck to their academic grades (Throwing sarcasm). A listening ear would be nice too. (Why not a girlfriend?)

At the end of the day, God saved my life.

Just 4 more days.

I can't imagine I am actually going to be out of Ngee Ann Polytechnic in another 4 days, unofficially. Yes it's going to be an awesome week, without any sleep at all.

How great is that.

Currently, everyone's online struggling to get through what seemed to be devouring away their sleeping time, the projects' deadline. Those who suffered from sunburns prior to last Friday's Airshow, good luck to them.

My supervisor once told me that regardless of where you are in the working society, the higher management people prefers results/products over processes. I thought to myself: "Okay that sounds reasonable. Moreover, time is money. Processes are indeed important, but results/products are the better."

Some people don't seem to reckon that same idea, instead they 'put' ( No no, waste) their energy and time on the processes, and at the end of the day, shit happens. Okay, let's not argue over whose to blame, but rather sympathize with the one who is in the team. Yes yes, I'm not judging, just simply trying to find a way to console myself from all that piling pressure and stress. Unfortunately, I spent a bomb trying to feed my stomach to divert my attention away from shit.

God told me that all is well for this week, someone told me that God wouldn't make life difficult for me, since He threw all these deadlines in this final week. And true enough, I received His blessings and He's showing me the impossible that men themselves can't do it.

God gave me a lifeline, but He also gave me difficult people to deal with.

This... I felt frustrated, lost, disappointed and most importantly, it made me humbled.

Being a team player isn't an easy task, communication is very important.

I love to hear compliments from my teammates, I love to see teammates doing their part, I love to hear meaningful discussions, I love teammates who can come up with creative ideas.

I dislike teammates whose actions aren't louder than their words, I dislike them trying to treat me like a work-slave rather as a teammate, blah blah blah. Go on further and I might just shut-off my laptop and forget about work.

Leadership means getting respect from each teammate and being able to make good and decisive actions/ideas for the team, even if its last minute work, if the team is co-operative, it can be of good quality. Panic and worrying doesn't bring you further or drive your teammate to work, it drives them crazy. You only panic when your teammate happens to be a passenger.*

Just 4 more days... My red nano and freedom is here to claim!

Dead...lines

I just received bad news from my classmates that there are 3 online tests next week! Major killer modules! I've got 2 on Monday and 1 on Thursday. How awesome is that, and I have yet to hit those books or power point slides. Shit. Fortunately, I am not the only one facing the shit, I've got all my brothers and sisters in with me for the whole month. It sounds evil, but blame our education system. So much for that piece of document to get me out of Ngee Ann - the diploma. Another bad news - I am spending early Valentine's alone again, for the second time. Shit.

Anyway, if you are wondering who would be your Valentine, or thinking that you will be alone on Valentine's, do not hesitate to ask me out! Of course, preferably a lady. I cannot date a boy/guy/gay on that special day. I might consider hanging out with my brothers, with the emphasis on the 's'. (:

2 projects - the first deadline on Wednesday and the other on Friday. Please give me hope God.

3 online tests.

1 upcoming Friendship Day event celebration.

Medical Checkup on Monday.

Rather than FML, please... Give me hope.

Recently, I came across a phrase on Facebook, 'Falling for someone you never thought you would fall for'. Sorry for the randomness.

The Singapore Airshow 2010!

I am going to attend this prestigious event this Friday! Whoo hoo! Expect stunning aircraft performances and latest technologies and gadgets from the exhibition! And hopefully, I will be able to meet the Boeing 787 Dream-liner! Picture time babies!

Here's what going to happen on my timetable for Friday:

1. Reach Ngee Ann Polytechnic at 6am.

2. Reach Changi Exhibition Hall by 8.45am.

3. Explore and experience the Airshow till 3.30pm.

4. Head back to campus to prepare for upcoming finals in the Aerospace football competition

5. BBQ session with the Aerospace students.

6. Head home and knocked out to prepare for upcoming Friendship Day.

I am expecting a very tight weekend as the time is ticking real fast on my watch (I don't even own one!) Time management is my best friend for this month before I start screwing my life from scratch again.

P.S: I still cannot do pull-ups, and starting to become pole-phobic.

What goes around, comes around.

6th February 2010: Friendship Day celebration.

Venue: Christ Church Secondary School

Time: 1.30pm - 4.30pm

Theme: Geek style

Lunch is provided and its free!

Contact: Nicholas Ng (83220563)

Counting down to this weekend celebration, I don't feel particularly excited about it. A problematic situation.

What goes around, comes around. It's a total contradiction to feel excited for the upcoming event, and being frustrated over some political issues in classes. I need some proper and rightful guidance in this situation I am facing now.

Matthew 7 reminds me not to be judgmental of people around me, for I will be judged in the same way. It's very hard to pretend nothing's happening especially after looking at the results from the presentation. I wanted to spill the beans to my lecturer about the entire presentation; who's got the most contribution and blah blah. In the end, I did not. Was it the right thing?

In Luke 10, Martha did a lot of things in order to please the Lord, I believed she was a perfectionist. However, she was doing the preparations by herself. Mary, on the other hand, was sitting at the feet of our Lord Jesus Christ and listening to his teaching.

I was Martha, but my teammates weren't Mary! Yes I've gotten the desired results, but I was super super stunned when I saw the same results on their grades...

Any kind advice?

I don't have a license, but I drove almost all my teammates to secure an A grade for the presentation.