yesterday went for the workshop at church, then down to paya lebar at night to have dinner with cm's dad and the gang. haha, then headed down to houe long house for a drink and chatted till 2 plus in the morning. haha, head was spinning but i was not drunk. drives away all the sorrow in me.

today woke up in the morning and went to school, haha before that i went to vista point to have tea to refresh my mind and stomach. haha met pastor joseph there having breakfast with his kids, lol then went to school and play abit of soccer. haha cant believe i scored 3 goals. one own goal and two goals that kept the hopes of winning alive for my team. hee and i dedicated my two goals to mei ting! steady de. not the own goal of course. then helped krishna to move those heavy stuffs, and our rewards were jerseys! haha the next time we go to cycle we will not need to worry le. haha got the free jerseys.

just realize i got a few competitors, haha okay i anyhow talk liao. gtg er bye bye!! =)

yesterday was singapore's birthday, and trust me it was super funn cycling to marina bay there. haha alright!~ me wq billy joash dexter leong and louis set off ard 5 plus from 888 to bukit timah where we had our dinner there first. yup just the 7 of us but still very noisy and fuun. haha after that it was already 7pm liao, wq said if we wanna catch the fireworks at marina bay we still had 1okm away from our destination. so wq said we must chiong 1km 5 min, at that time dexter was cycling with his gt, and we thought it was impossible to cycle there on time. but surprisingly we did, and it was below expectation! haha supposedly we were supposed to reach there around 45 mins, but we did it in 39 mins! haha its all because of our discipline. haha and i must really praise dex la, he improved alot from last time. haha the way he choing with gt really like siao la. haha

after we reached marina there, we watched the fireworks shooting up into the sky and it was simply magnificent! haha steady la and then we took pictures there to show that we have completed the mission for our cycling club and it was the second successful trip once again. although i almost freaked out during one incident during the trip, it was alright though no one got hurt, well maybe la, which was on the way back home, joash and leong was singing loudly until two dogs appeared and chased. then we all panicked la! billy was like very shocked and i was at the last -.- suddenly two cars came by and the dogs went back to their area liao. phew must really thank the drivers.

then we reached joash house ard 1 plus and chatted til 3 plus then we got home. haha long time also nv chat with leong and dex liao. haha LOL alright!~ looking forward to the next trip. =)

alright i just finished my compro practical test la, and the mcq was kinda disappointing. i got 49/75 for it. but the practical questions were totally easy :) as i practice like siao the day before the exam. haha so no worries for that. and im left with 3 modules! haha must chiong arh!

okay headed to the library to play cs after the exam. then watched some futsal videos, and i asked ivan they all whether wanna play soccer ma, and they agreed. so just now we went to play soccer at tekong park there ard 8 plus. haha wei liang cleon and xiong were there too, and so long nv see wei liang liao. plus boon chye too, haha those times sia. okay back to soccer, i did not played like myself, instead i played for glory and cause my own team countless defeats. :( i must work harder! haha

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

okay i believe tml we guys will be cycling to marina bay to catch the fireworks during night time, and its gonna be spectacular! haha, first time we will be cycling down on national day! hee :)
okay im going to sleep now le, nights ppl.

today was entertaining!~ reached school around 11.55am to prepare for lessons and headed for lunch after 12.3opm, went back to slack during math lessons and then revision during thermofluid. time passes very fast and me tiger trey headed to library to study after that, mmm something happened to trey and i hope he gets over it quickly. if not he will not concentrate well on his exams. seems like my class are starting to chiong their studies liao, wow tough tough, haha. left campus at 5.23pm.

reached home and finished my math tutorials, as tml i need to stay in school until very late for lessons so i need my mp3 with me again haha, to accompany me home if no one wanna stay until night falls. haha gyming on wed so if anyone is interested can join me :)

wow thermofluid and amp just two weeks away, i can afford to relax one more day. haha during national day and friday. miss her so much. damn!~

just went to cm's house to catch the community shield match. its man utd vs chelsea, and guess what the game was super boring la, between two good teams and luckily we were crapping like hell la to keep ourselves entertained. soon wq kok chye and sophia met us and had supper with us, then we went home. :)

alright!~ monday today, im gg to school to study my compro mcq first, after which i will practise some questions to prepare myself for the practical. haha, mmm, and my compro project haven finish yet!~ siao liao la, must finish before national day, as that day i will be cycling with the group haha.

life in poly is getting more interesting. i just wish my class got more girls. oh man please help me. just add more colours to my class and this aerospace course. :)

yesterday celebrated billy's birthday with the gang. in the afternoon i met the gang and we went to church to attend the workshop before going to tampinese to have our dinner there. surprisingly samantha turned up too, haha asked her along too. thanks for coming samantha! :) had funn during the buffet, haha eat and eat and eat non-stop. overall the day was funn.
today woke up in the morning and played soccer in school, slept around 3.3opm like that. was training cs and doing my project.
i feeling very lonely, i miss her. :(

okay firstly... there is something i wanna declare:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLY LOO!!!

i was late for school again for the fifth time this week, damn! keep this up and i confirm cannot take my exam on wed. oh ya i must go for make-up compro lessons this week, well hopefully there is if not im going to be so dead la. haha reached school and helped tiger and trey with their mol, fortunately all of us managed to finish up everything la. haha, then tiger wanted to have breakfast, and he suggested roti prata at canteen 3, cause i got emphasize on the roti prata la. haha, okay so me trey and tiger ordered total of 2 cheese 2 egg and 1 plain prata. haha, guess wad, tiger trey and me had problems finishing up the pratas~ haha it looked as if we got owed by few pieces of pratas! haha, damn 1 egg prata is enough to owe us liao, let alone the cheese prata or the plain prata. alright~! but its worth it, cause its budget, bloated and beri song! :)

haha after school i went to find wei qian, he told me there was a fire in one of a van and imagine if the firemen did not arrive in time, i dunno what will happen to wei qian, as he was having his test near the scene of the incident. haha LOL, went home after that, wq wanted to have his hair cut and so we travelled to sophia's house where he got tortured by sophia la. haha, then cm came along and the 3 of us had lunch after wq had his haircut. haha its absolutely free for him!

in the evening i went to gym alone, but when i reached the 969 bus stop, i saw joash and the gang there, haha, damn!~ i did not know they were there la. but its okay la, at least i got accompany ma, cant expect me to go there alone de. very sian ma, haha crapped with ivan la, for so long also nv talk with him liao. talked about our stuffs la. haha, i believe tml will be a very fun day, cause almost all the guys will gather to cock ! haha alright! played soccer after gym lesson, and billy birthday! haha he will be dead tml i guess, after our birthday bash!!!

better watch out arh billy loo. hee hee hee

today was a short day in school, supposedly wanted to go for compro make-up but in the end it was cancelled because i was late and yao jun still had to wait for me. damn~ must apologize to him man. anyway the two of us was slacking there and talking lo about girls and stuffs, haha then jun long came along and met us too. we all sat there and crap again lo. haha then i headed for lunch alone and sui xiong came to accompany me at canteen 3. we were already late for our IS lessons and qing wen met us too and had his lunch, we 3 were already late for our IS lesson. haha fortunately ms ng temper was good today and she even talked to us nicely and took our attendance la. lol weird. anyway i got a c+ grade for my IS module. damn~ could have been better.

after school i went to the library with qw and i finished up my iac assignment which i was suppose to hand in last week, damn! but nevertheless i still did it and handed it up via email. haha hardworking is the essence to score well in my exams, but right now im still slacking around still day-dreaming. haha oh ya anyone got this song by avril lavigne called ' daydream '?
if yes please send it to me, i want it desperately, been looking for it all over the net trying to download. haha opps. damn!~

went to the gym alone during the evening and hell yea there alot of ppl using the machines and weights and stuffs. had to wait for a long time before i can finally use it sia. haha trained until 9 plus before leaving the place to find wq they all, mmm had dinner liao then went home le lo. haha today im feeling abit better liao. haha, feeling lighter inside myself, and i feel like playing soccer now. ! right now~!

im beginning to get used to poly life liao, haha like today i woke up late again! damn!~ haha took my own sweet time to travel to ngee ann again, then met tiger and gang at library again. haha crapped as usual la. wa liao we even played cs during the last hour before our autocad exam starts. haha, was playing halfway when this stunning and gorgeous girl walked past us and i got shot dead immediately while playing cs. damn!~ then this player in the game whom i dunno told me not to use that pretty girl as an excuse after being shot in the game. haha lol funny sia.

finally exam time! all of us were like panicking once we reached the computer lab la, haha last minute revision and memorisation. when i got my paper i was like ' thank god man '. cause the standard of the paper was not that of a threat, while the standard of trey and tiger's papers were like' shit~! '. haha helped them by editing their first question. haha fortunately i memorised the all the components hard la, and i did not need to draw extra stuffs. haha, soon time was up and we handed up our work and scripts. haha we quickly headed down to library and chiong cs again! haha but this time was not that lucky le, me trey tiger and tzr got thrashed by a grp of guys la, damn!~ i think they are good la, in terms of coordination. haha though we managed to fight back, it was time for dinner! haha :) saw trey's older sister today for the first time. haha honestly she is kinda good looking man, and trey seems to look older than her. LOL haha

i promised myself i would go to gym and train. haha in the end i got home ard 8 plus la, haha, sophia asked me to go dinner with the guys. nah i think i eat at home better. haha, tml going to campus again sia. haha, make up compro lesson with tan kim lan! haha hopefully another miracle happens :) pray pray! haha LOL. i think i have to finish up my iac and hand up tml. who knows i might go to gym tml. but i cant guarantee that as i have to hand up my compro project this sun. damn~!


i am one
i am one
but i am one
i cant do everything
but i can do something
what i can do
i ought to do
and what i ought to do by the grace of God~~!!

haha

today woke up late as usual at 11pm. took my time as the next lesson starts at 1pm. haha bathed and prepared myself, and at the same time had my breakfast at home la. i was lazy to walk to school so i took a bus instead. haha crapped with tiger trey and the gang during lecture and compro lessons. went to canteen 3 and had my lunch alone while we were given a 5 mins break from the lecture. i just realized that the roti prata at canteen 3 is super delicious! damn! crispy and very nice! haha i think better than jalan kayu liao. headed back to lecture hall and told trey they all about the roti prata i had, its so hard to describe the taste and the portion was big la! haha wanna use autocad draw out the prata also hard sia. LOL then they burst laughing. funny:)

after school me tiger yao jun and the gang went to library to revise on our autocad as tml would be our autocad exam la. i think im prepared for it la. discussed many things with them about autocad man. understand abit liao. haha still not sure about the first angle and third angle projection. haha alright!~ haha shit.

to some people when i wanna talk about things, they think its funny. mind you to me it isnt funny at all. i feel kinda pissed off, like just now i wanted to throw the whole bowl at his face but i control my temper la. i also have a limit to my patience. fcuk it. -.-

childish...

today was fairly a good day for me cause i skipped my amp lessons and headed straight for math lesson at 1pm. haha, kinda bored during the math lessons so i taught my friend tiger sim the method to understand matrices lo. turned out that i too understand alot while teaching him. sooner or later im going to discuss with my classmates on the modules thermofluid and amp. haha, been talking alot to trey and tiger lately about relationships and girls. haha cause they also got girlfriends so they will understand my situation. haha

stayed up the whole day in campus just to study the methods for autocad and learning how to draw them with my laptop. turns out im still not quite sure of my first and third angle orthographic. haha this saturday would be billy's birthday! haha turning 17th in just a few more days la! have to save so that we can go sakura and i can pay for the chalet fund.

i did not went to the gym today but i will head down on wed alone, provided there are ppl who wanna join me, meanwhile these few days i would like to be alone for awhile. cause there are somethings tt i have received and being critcised for. so i wanna reflect on myself and hopefully change myself. its hard but i will try...

it was a beautiful sunday morning, then all of a sudden rain came pouring down heavily and i started playing soccer with them in the parade square at christ church secondary school. it was super fun yet freezing while playing under the rain. haha, after that i went up to the hall and started playing soccer takraw with wq ben joash and then leong kiat. haha it was overall a fun day for me luh, i guess so...
i kept thinking of her ytd night, even dreamt about her too. well it was a bad dream of course, but its all over le between me and her. it takes time, yea it takes time...
next week is billy birthday le, i guess next week i will have to cut off all activities and cooped myself at home, as the final exams are coming near. and recently things happened, and i feel pissed off. just fcuk off man. -.-
oh great i forgot to do my iac again, i kept thinking of too many things, things that are non-relevant to me yet they keep occupying my head. haix hope things go smoothly for me.
alright!~ i must cheer up !~ im alone now all by myself. i need someone or something to spur me on in my 3 years in ngee ann and in everything i do. :)

hello everybody!~ hows life?!~ well everyone knows i've been down these few days lately
but all that have been solved cause i got brothers and even church members to lighten up
my spirit. although i know it takes time to heal everything and i know its hard for her too.
but i hope that i have learnt something out from our relationship, and meiting will learn something from it too. :)

last week i have to apologize for not posting anything, i assure i will bring you the latest gossips and many events that happened cause right now, i do not have the mood to type a wonderful post for you guys to read, i just wanna let you guys im alright, and i wanna thank pastor joseph la, he talked to me about my broken relationship and i feel so light after hearing what he had said to me. thanks. :)

okay i enjoyed myself in campus like for today only lo, haha reached school early and
met qw at the library to do out presentation and draft up all our powerpoint slides. then
went for lesson, turned out that our lecturer wanted us to do the presentation next week
since sui xiong is not back in singapore. haha, and guess wad? me billy and wq saw him
today at causeway point, he must be tired after the long trip to indonesia.
saw louis after lesson and its been a long time since i saw him already, time flies huh, lol
fortunately most of us guys get to study in ngee ann, imagine everyone of us separates into
various polytechnics. life is going to be tough for me, haha, cause i cant socialise well and
i dun mix with alot of people in campus. went to library with louis and wq to search for ppl
to play cs and we played till evening la LOL i met 3 guys on lan and they totally were
hackers lo, they kept owning me like 43-60? i was so fcuk up la, 3 guys against me sia.

reached woodlands ard 8 plus, me and wq went to find billly and again i went to catch
harry potter. LOL seriously retarded, but i was explaining to wq about the story as he had
little knowledge about harry potter, i hope he understands the whole show lo. haha its nice
compared to the goblet of fire. tomorrow would be a better day for me, i will be having
lessons til evening due to make up compro lesson, LOL sian man, wanna go gym after that
and workout! haha

hi there just wanna post something tts all. today i was for my lesson but my teacher
still took my attendance :) which is something good for me, well today i went to catch
harry potter and the order of pheonix, and i finally understand why the book is better
than the movie, cause the book has more facts than the movie, oh well but i think the
movie is good lo, however not as good as transformers. that movie is much more cooler
haha. oh yea just wanna blog out my anniversary with laopo. nothing much happened
we just went to catch a movie then had dinner at blk 515. then wq and the gang saw me
there and too joined me tgt for dinner, haha then we chatted til 11 plus before sending her
home. HAPPY 14TH ANNIVERSARY MEI TING LAOPO! HAHA

i studied for this particularly test and i was stunned by the test paper. there were two
questions, one which was done in class so i fairly memorised it while the other i had to
think for quite a while, but still i managed to finish the whole paper. im having a stupid
presentation tml and guess what im short with a project-mate, sui xiong, he had to fly
back to indonesia to attend his grandma funeral. sorry about that. so im left with qw and
indian ladies. wtf -.- i dun quite like the two of them, esp 1 of them, the sight of them irks
me. well this is my blog im happy to type what i like. lol let them see la.

tml im gg to catch harry potter again with billy, and i have 3 coupons for the movie. haha
i think tts all for today. haha yawn... night

im right back in the water, i tot i was free like a bird, in the end i back on track to
the endless road. i will be damn busy these few days until thur and sat i will free la,
can enjoy again, until tues which is my final exam part 1, comprogramming, written test
somemore lo, haix.
nothing else le, night.

not seeing my kakis for the whole day seems uneasy, lol joash went for church camp!
it means trouble for his campmates! haha okay just joking only la, went to my grandma
house for dinner and it turns out my uncle surprise us by with his birthday cake. lol surprise
it was my favourite - blueberry cake! we celebrated for him with wine and alcohol and beer
cool drank alot though but i control my limit, haha then went to meet the cm they all at 888
to chat lo, haha
okay today i wanna discuss about my favourite taste-blueberry. why blueberry? cause i
would go to joash house to buy this packet of biscuit which is blueberry flavour and i would not
fail to go there everytime. then i got addicted to it, then that time at 888 sophia brought this
blueberry cheesecake which was so delicious that the cake melted in my mouth la. haha simply perfect-to! haha, then the addiction got even worst when i started buying blueberry milk tea and blueberry milkshake and smoothies in campus. and today my uncle brought a blueberry
cake for his birthday la, super cool and i finish almost half the cake as my family could not
finish the whole thing. haha
something happened while i was walking home with cm and sophia, cm told me that the chalet
might be canceled due to some ppl in our grp who might not be interested. haix, cumon guys
and girls, its just 5o dollars, ask yourself, is it really hard to fork out 5o bucks, or you do not
have the heart to go? if you really have the heart to go, you will definitely find ways to raise
the money and not complaining about how expensive it is lo, haix i mean this kind of chalet
gathering seldom come by and not participating in it really is disappointing.

think about it people... haix

~ooo ~ooo ~ooo ~ooo, hi again im here today cause i wanna do a presentation on customer
service standards. right now, having a good customer service standards helps to attract
more customers, multi-national companies and guests-of-honours to our country for events,
exhibitions, or even tourism.
okay okay stop stop, sorry guys im kinda stress up for next week's presentation la, haha oh
no man, i will get really nervous whenever im in front of a crowd. lol but last thur i had done
a presentation in class which i managed to put a good show and made the class laugh with
some jokes i made. lucky me, phew. alright!~ and i really wanna thank yao jun, a classmate
from my class, who reminded me that there would be a thermofluid test next wed, and my stupid advisor did not even bother to tell us that there was a test. haix with this kind of
lecturer and being a advisor to our class, its really disappointing. i mean you should do
your job as a lecturer, in this way you can earn our respect man.
tomorrow i would be having family gathering at my grandma's house located around siglap.
steamboat!~ would be the theme for tml's gathering, haha, same as usual i would charge my hp properly and i will bring my laptop to play cs lo. if not i would be bored to death. haha

everybody how is life?! well im feeling organized today, alright!~ okay!~
sometimes shouting out something makes you feel very good inside, im listening to the band
secondhand serenade, their music is very smooth lo like the beancurd ' tofu '. haha
listening to them makes me wanna fly high and be free, lol and i wanna learn guitar, especially
acoustic guitar cause i wanna write songs, do you guys know whenever i bake in the toilet
i used to create music as time passes by, and sometimes i create music and sing my lyrics
in the toilet, after coming out from there, i would lose all the music and the lyrics
created, wa damn sian man, and my inspiration! lol
next week i would be celebrating with mei ting lao po our 14th anni, i better hope either
one of us doesnt get sick, i really hate it getting sick, saw the dengue fever poster today i
was so damn scared la, dengue fever causes profused bleeding from eyes, nose, mouth,
gums, and inflicting muscles and joints pain, and etc.
to all singaporeans, please pour all the unwanted water clear all your chutes and overturn
pails in toilets, on the roofs you can put those anti-mosquito insecticide, and etc
we can all do a part, together we can prevent dengue fever. =)

after weeks of rushing through my projects, i can finally take a lil break from all this crap.
haha went to gym yesterday with only cm and billy, after which we had our dinner at 888.
two weeks from now, i have a written compro test coming up and autocad test, haix...
things couldnt get better than this, i have so much things in my mind, pressure and stress.
wonder how i can take all this pressure by myself, friends beside me also feel the stress.
zhang meng birthday is on 9th july, and i told myself i would celebrate for her with everyone
but i was busy and i could not make it, well i think im gg to ask her out for a movie treat.
i just lend my calculator to a stranger, and she haven return me yet, wth i need to revise math
so much for being a gentlemen, and i cant find my thermometer, tml have to check temp.
i dunno what i am typing now, i think talking to teck yi also relieve some of my stress
he has that kind ' build sandcastles in the air ' mind, and sometimes i wish i was like him

true friend, who exactly is a true friend to me? i keep asking myself. and being a true friend
towards others is very tough, and sometimes saying their bad points would cause many conflict between both parties. im not saying i have alot of good points, i myself, have alot to reflect on
flirtatious, stingy, boastful and many things to describe me, haha, yea yea, tts all i am gg to
type, nth else, cause i cant think of any topic to talk or type liao, im getting tired and restless.
cant expect to go on anymore...