Always look on the bright side of life.

Starting from last Thursday onwards, I screwed up. Drinking almost made me insane, obviously getting drunk is equal to sinning against God. But at the point before getting drunk, that's the stage where most people wouldn't feel themselves at all. That's where we will fall into temptations, and you will open yourself up to the devil. That's where I experienced it, for the very first time. I was not in my clear thoughts, not sense of pain when I fell to the ground, and laughing. My body was numb to the effect of alcohol, a grave mistake. I lost my self-discipline, but I was thankful to those who took great care of me though I was running frantically around the dance floor(If I'm not wrong?)

Immediately got a hangover the next day, late for lessons. Misunderstanding between those who travelled by car to Vivo city and those who did not want to travel there by bus. Had a good talk with Jun Long, but still he wasn't serious in his reflection. Maybe I did not phrase myself properly, received a wake-up call from Nick about myself.

Cellgroup on Saturday morning, before that had private math tuition with my students, apparently they waited an hour as I couldn't get out of bed. Another wake-up call from God as He spoke through Joseph regarding about "Me, myself and I" (Wei Qian mentioned it before).

Missed church service yesterday morning. Stoned at home for the whole day trying to configure my new phone. Dinner at 888 plaza with Wei Qian, talked to him regarding things that happened this week.

If you ever noticed anything optimistic inside this post please tell me. I can't seem to find any.

I pray that I will be able to find my focus and self back this week.