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Illegally officially 19 A person who inspires to find himself through the journey with God, with a sense of humor.

5.06.2009

I dribble, I shoot & I score

I had a great soccer fellowship yesterday at Jalan Rajah soccer court, though there were absentees, everyone held their temper and enjoyed themselves. I scored thrice with my left foot, winning 3 games in a row for the first time, and I lead the team to victory. I am training hard to humble myself and be a team player in the court, and yesterday was both mentally and physically good for me.

You know as a blogger, I will also browse my friends' blogs everyday. Sometimes not seeing them updating on their blogs can be a disappointment for me. I love to read blogs, to understand what's going on in these readers' life. It somehow captures their mood and I am able to feel them over the internet. I make it a point to type a post everyday before I am get off from work.

Not everyone of us are having the best time of their life at this point of moment. Some struggling with work, some worrying about their pockets, some might be affected with relationships - friends, families or loved ones, all these worries and struggles, its a waste of time fretting over them.

Indeed I am struggling with overcoming my problem of not voicing out my actual feelings towards some close friends of mine. Somehow I wanted to vent out the frustration and disappointment when I was not part of the outing, perhaps its easier to organize within their attachment groups. Yao Jun and I so far hasn't received any updates on ATFKERS' lives. Nick and I are in the midst of planning one at the Esplanade, some random famous jazz singer concert or something. At least he makes the effort to plan, I don't mind spending a little as long as we must all get together la. But... disappointment piling up as the days goes by...

I've heard people ranting about "getting a life!", "let's club!", or "let's find something thrilling to do!". At the end of the day, what do you actually get out of all these? For just that few seconds of thrill, do you think its worth it?

Think I should start updating photos in this blog. Too much words can sometimes bore you out right?

Wonder what this world is turning into these days, even homosexuality is allowed among couples. I'm so glad its the final year in campus, and I haven't even turned gay yet! :) Something good to share about... HAHA

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