Lost in direction, once again.

So determined to find that focus back, I thought to myself what were the priorities I had to set in order for me to maintain concious. Friday was fun, especially the part of class outing where I met up with Kok Chye and spent quality fun time with him, then supper with Sharity and Wei Qian. Thank you Kok Chye for the cab fare :) Class outing was rather dull, but I like the part where everyone talked during the bus trip to town. At least these 8 classmates of mine resolved some of the conflicts, thank God for that. For that moment I almost thought the meeting would see the end of this group gathering, but it turned out vice versa. :)

Cell group and percussion as usual last Saturday, but problems once again. I shall not mention what happened, but good to see us trying to salvage the situation as a cell. Percussion ministry is facing quite a few setbacks, supposedly a morale-booster for my bro Wei Qian, I will try my best to stay in the ministry and contribute as much as I can.

Sunday was worst after morning service. Wilfred offered to give me a ride to Zhi Yuan's house. I tried to wait for him, but an hour plus kept me quite impatient, ended up received a shouting from him. So here's what happened, I was at Zhi Yuan's house with Louis and Wilfred, and Wilfred suddenly commented on last Friday's outing, about how disorganized was the whole thing. So I argued back and he became more and more agressive. I had to step back and cooled down, of course he thought he won the "discussion". After that he continued back in his conversation involving girls and cars, again.

I am so glad my attachment is accompanied with Yao Jun, and the encouragement received from Zhi Yuan. Nick talked some sense into my stupid head, while Trey sent me some leadership powerpoint slides as tutorials.

讲钱伤感情。

For my class it would be: "讲车伤感情。"

Jealous? Or envy? About someone who "owns" his own transport? Okay that's hilarious.

"Owns" = taking from parents' pocket to obtain what he wants, without giving a damn to his own life.

"Circle of friends or so-called buddies" = chilling out the night life with strangers with "chio" ah lians and huis and having a confirmation that they are fun people to be with, "steady" people with cool beng cars and claiming to be pals or buddies.

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Thank you and have a pleasant evening.

Wake up your idea.