today and yesterday was totally different to me. yesterday i stayed at home the whole day and chiong ivan's prison break vcds. wa liao i managed to stop at part 12th of season 1. then i went out during the evening and celebrated mother's day! haha lol went to a food court and my mom went crazy la. ordered so many food and a large cheese fries. then she sudd dun wanna eat. of course i had to finish all the cheese fries la. its so cheesy delicious! haha. then came the 'zi char' wa liao totally knocked out. bloated that whole night haha. after dinner i went home and then out again to meet wq joash and billy for dinner. standard de. =)
today was different la. woke up early in the morning and was late as usual. -.- i quickly prepared and rushed out to meet the guys. turns out that most of them was late too. headed down to toa payoh and played soccer with marcus they all. what makes everyone disappointed was the heavy rain that poured even before we were all exhausted la. si bei sian lo. haix i cant perform muuch. was quite happy that i scored some crucial goals, however, i do need to reflect on myself
too, cause i went for my own glory and did not passed the ball often wa liao sometimes i caused my team to lose. sorry teammates... i will improve on my co-ordination and more passsing...
okie la. gg out soon to study alr. byeeee. next weeek then blog. hahaha

today and yesterday was totally different to me. yesterday i stayed at home the whole day and chiong ivan's prison break vcds. wa liao i managed to stop at part 12th of season 1. then i went out during the evening and celebrated mother's day! haha lol went to a food court and my mom went crazy la. ordered so many food and a large cheese fries. then she sudd dun wanna eat. of course i had to finish all the cheese fries la. its so cheesy delicious! haha. then came the 'zi char' wa liao totally knocked out. bloated that whole night haha. after dinner i went home and then out again to meet wq joash and billy for dinner. standard de. =)
today was different la. woke up early in the morning and was late as usual. -.- i quickly prepared and rushed out to meet the guys. turns out that most of them was late too. headed down to toa payoh and played soccer with marcus they all. what makes everyone disappointed was the heavy rain that poured even before we were all exhausted la. si bei sian lo. haix i cant perform muuch. was quite happy that i scored some crucial goals, however, i do need to reflect on myself
too, cause i went for my own glory and did not passed the ball often wa liao sometimes i caused my team to lose. sorry teammates... i will improve on my co-ordination and more passsing...
okie la. gg out soon to study alr. byeeee. next weeek then blog. hahaha

another fun filled week i have been through. i miss those times in secondary school. i heard someone saying this phrase : ' nothing's compulsory in poly ' . well its true la. the lecturers will not chase us for our homework or tutorials. if we want to hand up then hand up lo. dun wan then expect a red big egg on our results slip lo. its that simple. wahahahas.
yesterday was fuuun. of course i started school at 1pm, supposedly i did not wanna come for the IS modules but hor there's a feeling telling me that i should attend the lesson no matter what. only qw and sui xiong know la. haha had to endure an hour writing an essay which was of alien language to me of course, i did not know what i was writing la. im expecting some marks for my language and grammar but i dun expect any for content. LOL
tml' s futsal ! heard there's going to be lots of running around the campus la. sian. hope i can tahan through. wq is coming too hahaha at least a partner in the cca team. so far all the cca that i crapped about joining was kinda disappointing la. cause there is no chio bu...
oh ya i met audrey today at the clementi bus stop there surprisingly and when we both boarded the bus she was telling that a girl in the bus was her classmate. OMG!!! THAT GIRL IS SUPER DUPER UBER HOT SIA!!! and then audrey said : ' she's not good de. ' meaning she's those sluttish types de lo. i dun mind actually LOLOL okie mei ting angry le. here she comes!!!

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with great power comes great responsibility. no matter what i do or how hard i try, the ones i loved will always be the ones who pay...
my dear laptop who crashed last week was finally brainwashed and repaired and here i am back to blog my junk. just wanna apologize for any inconvenience caused and i know that there are some people out there who misses my blog posts. fear not, i promised i will blog more and let you people read all my cool posts. LOL okay i was just joking...
i guess many of you guys have heard about the good news. me and meiting have officially patched on 28th april. applause! i don't wanna regret like last time so i asked her for a patch. i would not treat her like how i treat her last time. this time i hope i can be a more better boyfriend and a more understanding one. our 1 year anniversary is coming is in 2 weeks and i intend to bring her to the carnival near causeway point. im saving hard now just for those rides.
i heard it costs me two holes in my pockets and some holes in my briefs too. looks like im in on a diet week lo. for two weeks, must persevere...


lastest update: compro is easy, thermofluid is easy except for chpt 3 and 4, amp is easy, engineering drawing sucks, autocad is okay.

cycling trip might start next week. so members of the cycling club, please do all your preparations and repairs before the trip. don't find wq and repair your bike during the last min.
late bikers would not be entertained. thanks. i will informed you guys again.
if you guys have a problem with your bikes. please inform wq 4 working days before the cycling trip starts.
each member would be limited to 2 bottles of plain water sponsored by the admiralty cdc.
its our first trip next week, be prepared, our leader wq is planning the route and the time.
i know some people in our cycling group is not allowed to cycle during midnight. do not worry we will arrange it. just want all your participation in this fun - filled cycling trip. =D

played soccer at tekong court with the whole group ytd. well not exactly the entire group. but it was still fuuun. haha. today's labour day and everyone is at home resting as tonight will be impt for me and the liverpool fans. the semi final clash between chelsea and liverpool of the champions league! haha im gg to rest well and prepare for the match tonight. our cycling club will be starting this week too our first trip would be to esplanade or jalan kayu lo. there's so many things i wanna say and stuffs i wanna accomplish. siaaaan...

two things happened today. firstly i was suppose to be up from bed and reach np with wq at 9am. but that wq slept until so late and in the end we took a cab to np lo. cost me 4 plus dollars which is my lunch money la. sian nvm la at least these hard earned savings were paid off when me and wq got into the selection of round 1. haha! i was like very thrilled to be in the top 40 out of the top 80 candidates. well all thanks to fareezul's goal if not i would not have been into the top 40. seriously the next trial would be tougher cause they are gg to reduce it to 20 candidates. wa liao tough man. but i wil give in my 100% percent effort. =)
secondly me and dear dear got back tgt. =D i was really nervous when i asked her if she was willing to be my girl friend for the second time. and she agreed! omg tt feeling was like me scoring a penalty against argentina and sending the team into the world cup finals. hahaha i love you lao po! ~

missed the futsal trial yesterday which was kinda fcuked up for me. the person in charge told me the trial started at 5pm and when i reached the court the trial had already ended at 5pm. players who have been for the trial told me that it started at 3pm. i mean there are still some interested candidates who have not been dismiss from classes yet. -.- ahh fuck it la.
the last chance to get into the team is tomorrow. morning 9am at the np soccer court. i must prove that im worthy of place in the futsal team.
second week of poly life had already passed already and i think that i can adapt abit to the teaching system and those long break hours. though i still cant accept the fact that my class has only two female students. lol. heard from adam that there will be a sports camp coming up soon. i wanna join lei and hopefully my luck will come. i am kinda down on luck recently. sian lo. haha. ai ya dun think so much ba. i go sleep first nights.

okay today i had endure the adventure race challenge ice breaking games for almost like 2 hours? and why i have to endure with it? - its easy, the answer is the cca has alot of male candidates. -.- its like wtf man. i joined the adventure race challenge cause i know there were many girls joining this cca too. but it turns out to be a big disappointment. yes indeed there were a few girls. but the standard lei ish er... well i cant comment much on them. overall feeling for me is si bei sian lo. haix...
well just finish part of my homework, suppose to be sleeping now and then proceeding to joash house for the champs league semi-final clash- chelsea vs liverpool. well hopefully i can endure lo cause tonight's match is gg to exciting but i believe chelsea is gg to lose to liverpool by a 1 goal margin, then in the second leg chelsea will beat liverpool and go through the final where they either face ac milan or man utd.
the two words determination and optimism really spurred me on. im getting to get a grasp on my understanding of the aerospace lecture notes and everything related to aerospace. but it seems my brain is still rusty when it comes to math. long time really nv do my math. and suddenly when it comes back my mind begins to go blank. lol.
tomorrow would be my futsal trial at np. its either in or out for me. i cant imagine seeing myself in the team. its like so impossible man. i have to face against 180 candidates for the trial. however tml i would be facing 90 candidates. ( the other 90 on saturday) i will give in my full 100% effort and stamina. even if it means tearing my shoes apart...

im in campus now and im having my break now. i really hate break times cause it can really last up to about 2-3 hours la. its really bored man. i wanna go cycling again, this time to somewhere our group have never been before haha. okie think thats all i can blog byeeee...

whoa first week in my new campus is kinda fun.=) met some new friends and even found some old friends from my primary school. i recently signed for the futsal and the adventure race course cca. hopefully for the futsal trial i can get in. seems to me that i have to be the top 5% in a group of 90 candidates to enter into the team. its difficult for me cause i will feel very nervous if i play with opponents i don't know and this mentality would keep me out of this cca for sure. the trial is next thur 5pm. and i cant afford to miss it. also on wed i have training at the sports complex for the adventure race course. what the heck both days having a very tight schedule. not to mention the upcoming champions league, chelsea vs liverpool on wed morning. and i promised myself that i would watch the match at all cost. looks like tuesday i better rest alot, and tuesday is the day where i have to study til 5pm! plus homework i dun think i have the sufficient time to rest...
later in the morning i would be gg to school to play soccer with my fellow mates and bad news is there would not be many ppl gg for soccer, either they have to study or they just cant make it due to some stupid reasons ( cant get up from bed ). afternoon gg to meet mandy for revision at the library. night might be meeting joash they all again for dinner.
mmm surprisingly joash has shown quite an improvement in his attitude, and he's speaking english and seriously i cant get used to it. hopefully when his poly starts he will still stay contact with us. cause his class has too many distractions and it might lead him away from us. LOL.
met up with ivan at the library today with joash haha. old times... and then training with wq at joash blk. whoa trust me its tough... and tiring

im now at np currently playing with my laptop of course. there are so many things to do here like sight-seeing and walking and even playing soccer in the evenings. haha miss all my friends who are not here in np. well this morning i went to send mei ting to school and during the journey i saw ben low and we both chatted about our courses la. haha and dicussing the situation inside nyp and np respectively. sunday we're gg to meet up for soccer! tml i will be meeting billy for study time with wq and hopefully joash ong lo. haha. this helps us not to lose contact easily and stay united...

keep going on like this and im going to fail my common test maths and aerospace processes for sure. not to mention the stupid thermofluids. wa liao all my lecturers' english is really hopeless already and still i have to endure them for 3 years! wth! the way they tried to explain i really cant get a single clue and i still have to figure out what they are trying to speak before trying to concentrate on the lessons. i suddenly miss mr raj and mr toh's lessons... wonder if i can go back to school and get help from them... haix...

today was my second orientation at ngee ann poly. the first orientation i had with my new class in the aerospace technology section was super fun. though i had a very bad stomachache during the first day at orientation, my class was super wild and crappy la. haha oh yeah just to remind you my class has only 2 girls and there are 18 students in the class. so i shan't count the number of guys in my class. i'm afraid that i will become a full-time gay partner in my 3 years in polytechnic. to be exact its 5 years cause after i graduated i still have to serve national service. this time i confirm siao liao. i want to join a cca which has alot of hot chicks inside so that my mind is balanced all the time, if not after the 3 years i will be holding and kissing a guy the next time i hang out with my friends. i'm starting school next week and it will be a start of a new poly season. haha although my class is very competitive, in fact almost half of my class' aggregate score for their o lvls is around 6 to 12 points, which means i have alot of crap to compete man.
tml would be our school carnival and i'm so happy to go back to school cause i would be able to see all my friends whom i have not seen them for a long time. well b4 that i'm going to ngee ann again to purchase my lecture notes for the upcoming lessons on monday. sunday there will be a outing with the whole family so hopefully we can spend this one last time being together as one group...

wa liao !!! now staying up in the middle of the night trying to find somebody from another country to di siao!!! but from wad i can see i think its a failure la. cause we have been trying umpteen times. and right now i think i could use a cup of coffee. hahaha. i mean milo la whoa staying up the whole night trying playing yahoo pool and chatting with joash ben and wq. hahaha
today's tuesday and i dun think i have any activities to do today. except slping. hahaha well today is also my last day working at imm. saw many of my old customers who wished me farewell b4 i worked my last day in imm. hahaha. they had many rides with their kids to show their appreciation of me. hahaha! mmm tts y today i had 109 animal rides which broke the record for mondays. ( usually is 105 rides on mon ) wahahahas~
this week would be very packed for me. haha i've got orientation, sch carnival, and preparation for the start of the new poly hahaha.

jalan kayu. soccer. slacking at joash house with the same old kakis. dinner at 888. those were the times i had during this weekend. well hopefully next week i can er. enjoy myself with the gang before poly starts. im bored now. chatting online of course. tml i got work and i have nth to post abt. so ciaos. =D

stayed up the whole night trying to solve something which cropped up in the middle of the night. guess everything's alright now for the moment. mmm im gg to meet meiting to buy cy birthday present la. said she did not wanna shop alone. haha cool she just ask me out. haha im really very tired now but i cant slp cause i know if i did, i will wake up ard 3 in the afternoon again. which is very bad for my health la. so i have no choice but to persevere until midnight hopefully. cause tonight we might go long dist cycling to somewhere in spore. b4 tt we will confirm be cycling to jalan kayu to have our dinner. well its been a long time since we had been there to eat. thoughts of the delicious nasi briyani, murtabak, banana prata and milo godzilla really makes my mouth watering...
and guess who went to browse my friendster profile? mr nigel tan the fcuker, who is my ex-manager where i worked at this stupid company called kinetics vision. bloody hell to think tt he came and viewed my profile. well i think it is corrupted now tt he just went to view my profile. -.- siaaannn.
fortunately chelsea managed to scrape past through valencia at stamford bridge ytd with drogba equalising at the 2nd half of the match. overall the match was very exciting and i was intrigue into it. ( i dunno whether i use tt word correctly anot ) haha... kk think i stop until here ba. miss prison break alot. cause i cant load any stupid videos...

i really do have a bad day. mmm met louis at the control station and if i had known i would have left earlier with him if kimberly had told me that sui xiong,lionel and her were gg to dhoby ghuat to catch a movie. cause i tot they were gg to np with us la. -.-
after we reached np. me and louis had to trek up that tiring slope to our school of engineering b4 reaching our destinated room. almost forgot my student id until i called my bro and he gave me my id. gotta thank him for that. imagine me gg back home and memorising the id b4 coming back again to install the programs into my com.-.-
me and louis went into the com lab and installed our programs when this stupid indian guy kept insulting our thinkpad t6o. kept blabbering that our notebooks were slow and we should get a new notebook instead. lol. and he kept smiling at those students who were using the acer notebooks. well at that time louis and me were only ones holding on to the thinkpad t6o lol. the rest were acer. haha lets see how long their notebooks will last. man his attitude really sucks. it was just our luck to meet him-.-
during the it brief i wasnt really paying attention. in fact i was scanning ard for some good stuffs. lol! found a damm gorgeous old lady behind. and me, louis were giggling all the way sia. haha. lol in the end it was one of the student's mom. haa tot she had retained many yrs in her sec school lol. np's school of engineering has full of surprises..... heeeeee
finally we headed down to the canteen and louis observed that a guy beside us was watching po...wer rangers! lol we laughing hard la. haha. he was so near to his laptop as though he was watching porn like that. and the way he covered his ears and trying to listen to the show was even more funny la. haha his pattern really like joash. wahahahas. and his stupid pig face ( i mean the guy ) was so arrogant... hahahaha..

after ytd's hard work at imm, it finally paid off with a total of 109 animal rides. haha. im getting better at it. even better than my staffs la.
i have mailed all my documents and went to wq house the whole day to check whether my internet connection has a prob anot. turns out tt my wireless router has a problem. so i used his wireless connection to watch prison break 11 and 12. then headed to 888 for dinner b4 gg to joash house to slack. lol. tonight's is the champions league. i pray that liverpool lose tonight... wahahahahahahaa.

after ytd's hard work at imm, it finally paid off with a total of 109 animal rides. haha. im getting better at it. even better than my staffs la.
i have mailed all my documents and went to wq house the whole day to check whether my internet connection has a prob anot. turns out tt my wireless router has a problem. so i used his wireless connection to watch prison break 11 and 12. then headed to 888 for dinner b4 gg to joash house to slack. lol. tonight's is the champions league. i pray that liverpool lose tonight... wahahahahahahaa.

soccer swimming walking table tennis eating. those were the activities that me wq qw xiong billy joash and louis did today and trust me, unless you have the stamina like us, dun ever do all these activities in a day. it can tire you out like an ass. lol i miss her noooowwww. haixxxxx
tml i have work until 10 pm sian. nvm have to work i've got no money le. haha. next week gg out with her. i must go out with her... i must go with her...

ps: me louis ivan xiao long had a 11 match undefeated winning streak =DDDD

whoa whoa today went out to have another group gathering with the guys and ladies to celebrate cm and adam' s belated birthday =). well i mean i woke up at 3 pm again which set another record for myself for waking up at this time la. wthhh. prepared myself and met wq and we went bugis to meet the guys la. firstly we discussed whether we should like catch a movie or something but unfortunately due to some money problems we ended up playing pool, as we think that it is more cheaper in a sense that all of us can share money to play pool. its much cheaper than catching a movie i guess...
before playing pool me ben and wq went to meet louis and tgt the 4 of us went shopping, me and wq bought a ear ring of the same design la. haha. then treat ben louis and wq fruit juices. coool... after that went to play pool alr...
we ended ard 7 plus and we proceeded to the restaurant and we had our dinner there lo after which leong and ivan came to join us too for dinner. but sadly wei liang and cleon did not join us for dinner...

man i keep wondering whether things would go right for me... well certainly not as well as michael scoffield trying to save his brother from foxriver. mmm. i shouldnt think too much afterall...

i just had a fuun day today! wahahaha well well start off the day waking up late again. haha. wq kept giving me lots of missed calls and i kept rejecting it for a hour until joash called and i picked it up. LOL sorry la wq. quickly mop the whole house and prepared myself to meet joash at the control station. on the way i met sui xiong who was sending his bro to school and aloysius who was gg to work...
finally we met up and together we both board the bus while wq was still taking his own sweet time to walk from his home to the 969 bus stop. joash called wq telling him that he had onli about 2 mins to reach the bus stop and board the 969 bus that we were inside and wq ran like 1 km plus before he finally he boarded the bus hahahahaha. he was sweating like mad la. lol part 1 of the journey. during the bus journey we were talking lots of men's stuffs...heeeeeeee
after we reached the destination the 3 of us walked to the khatib's swimming complex and crapped alot along the way. soon the skies began to darken and we were starting to worry that if we paid 5o cents to go in and it suddenly rains, the lifeguards would not allow us to swim. nevertheless we were willing to risk our lives and swim if there was rain. we entered the complex and wq was talking abt his childhood memories of how he learnt swimming with joash at the baby pool lo. lol then after that we keep debating whether we should rent the locker and finally we found out we did not have coins on us. so we did not rent the locker... -.-
notice that when we reached the swimming complex we kept wasting alot of time talking alot and debating and walking around lo. so the 3 of us got changed and wanted to jump into the pool when suddenly 'BOOM! SSSSSSSSSSSSS...' it RAINED SO HEAVILY and me, wq, joash stood there motionlessly staring at the pool. we were unable to swim due to the heavy rain and so we just chatted lo haha. chatted about an hour plus b4 the rain got abit lighter and we were about to jumped in when ' BEEP BEEP BEEEP! ' goes the whistle... the lifeguard warned us that unless the rain stopped, we were not allow to swim. in the end we were back to our chatting place and played arm wrestling. and crapped lo.
finally the rain stopped and we jumped into the pool and shout for joy like small kids sia. haha. and i went for 3 laps of training and then went to taught wq how to thread in the deep pool. if we did not waste time that time we would still be able to swim for about half an hour b4 the rain came. lol p.s : joash looks sexy when he swims... hahahahahahahahahahaha
we headed down khatib for lunch after swiiming b4 gg to gym to train our hand muscles. i ate ban mian pancakes and fries. like me, wq and joash ate quite alot la. and we were dead full. so we decided not to go gym anymore. haha. we walked to yishun gym and we rent the table tennis table la. haha we set up the nets and got the the two bats. as we were about to start... joash asked ' where's the pingpong ball ? ' i looked at wq and we laughed!!! lol all the preparations set up but no pingpong ball!!! haha wad a joke man. but we managed to get the balls and started playing. but its really interesting playing man haha i did some smacks with the ball. haa and we had lots of shit and crap while playing table tennis.
it was indeed a fuuuun day today. and a tiring one too... lol

wow must really thank ivan and wq for their links and music. without them my com would be a very bored one. haha. watched the first 4 epidsodes of the first season of prison break la. im getting obsess with the tv serial. haha currently on chpt 5 now. today's mandy birthday! haha later will be gg down to vista kitchen to cele hers, cm, adam, and wei liang birthdays! haha wow so many march babies celebrating tgt. haha. well this sunday might be gg out with her. no intentions just wanna ask her out for dinner lo. haha. k la thats all lo. nth much to post anyway...

wahaha im so happy that i have just received the thinkpad t60 from my dad. haha finally my appeal had been approved haha. i also wanna thank those who have been talking to me and giving me advices and those cheer-up messages. thanks. i will not think too much ba. i guess i have to start all over again i wanna try and know her as a fren lo. haha then i will have more confidence trying to woo her back. but right now i wanna customize my laptop until it has all the programs that i want. haha. k la went to play soccer in the morning for abt like 45 mins and we went to vista kitchen to have our lunch lo. im gg to wq house le. haha to install some programs from him. kk gtg byeeeeee.

23 march o7 - she broke up with me in the afternoon while i was on my way to my workplace to get my pay. i had many conflicts with her since that day i just kept it in my heart not wanting to say it out. in the end i argued with her again on the bus and i believed i must have made her cried so badly that she asked for a break up. and i agreed.
so wad are exactly the problems that caused such a shocking break-up to end my relationship between me and her? well of course both parties must share the responsibilities in a relationship la. but in this break-up i get to accept all the blame and i am the one who caused her to break up with me. the problem does not lie in her it lies in me entirely.
i always give her attitude when im in a bad mood. i tend to make empty promises and break them anytime. many bad things that i have done to her. the good ones mmm i dun think so lo. quite lil to me though. but i still like her and my feelings for her nv drop a single bit. but after every quarrel i tend to pick myself up everytime. but not that time. i was only acting in front of her. hiding those feelings inside me.
well right now i just wanna be in singlehood for awhile. i wanna start knowing her as a fren again getting to understand her more better and talk to her more often lo. haha.
i just wanna thank my bros and frens who gave me the advices, who cheered me up when im down and confused, and those silly jokes to keep me smiling. haha... thanks... im really touched man thanks for really being there. thats the meaning of true frens. to me...

i feel so fcuuuuk up now. reached home and a scolding from my dad cause i was late. told me i could not get the thinkpadt6o but instead to get a cheaper one. what the fcuuuuk? everything also cheap den dun buy better. -.- also i mailed the form e ard night time on 22 march when the mailbox closes ard 5pm. hahahahaha im dead... so dead... fcuuuuking dead
i feel so pissed off. i needa find a place and cool myself down. poly life. new faces new campus new feeling everything is gg to be new. wa lao im really keen to get my hands on the thinkpadt60. and for fcukkk i have to choose another one. cannot i have to appeeeal to my dad...


im missing something in my life. something that can take away all these troubles.
i was thinking to myself. why does one bother to do something in front of the crowd when one doesnt like doin it? it pleases the crowd but it doesnt to someone. its freaking pissed off.
im really in a bad mood now. i kinda feel uncomfortable inside.
1o pointer so wad? big fcuk? i dun even feel happy inside. no more alr. its just plain acting. mmm. i nid a psychologist now. desperate to find an ans to all these qns.
im just entertaining ppl onli. sticking to all their decisions. and at the end of the day there's just emptyness inside me. kinda stupid to type out all these shit i know. but thats wad inside of me.
i always go back home. staring at the com then blog a lil and then slp. the next morning i head out with all my cliques. wad my mom said was true. im treating home like a hotel and parents like an atm machine. i keep reflecting and reflecting. and then i thought ' who cares? they just keep nagging at me. ' in fact im terribly ashamed of myself.
since i can find no one who understands me well enough. blogging my feelings out is still the best. listening to songs helps abit to cheer me up.but after a while my smile fades away just like that. or maybe i dun even have a smile on my face. frens always nick me ' ak nich '. but wad for? for the fun of it?or do they really wanna tease me? im okie with that joke. but does it help me to change who i am? wild thoughts are running around in my mind. lost.
well honestly i like my group of frens. thats one thing to cheer me up. in this group we have different characteristics, personalities, hairstyles, or even laughing techniques. but we also have common interests like ogling at girls, playing the same sports,cycling and talking men's stuffs.
but i gotta say our group has coordination and team spirit. and we are united as one. sad to say we do have conflicts in our group too. its inconvenient to say here but some of you might know it.
did i mention that you can make frens in poly but its difficult to find true frens? thats my thinking but if anyone disagrees den i have nothing to say. of course im studying in the school of engineering in np and i have frens whom i have been with for more than 4 years who are also in that school. im very glad as we stil can get along tgt and not losing contact with them.
well i guess thats the end of part one. some might find it boring. i apologize for that. the next chpt of my life would be mine love journey...

went dinner with ivan and wq at 888. but still cracked many silly jokes ard the table la. but soon we will be having less time meeting tgt for dinner i guess. cause poly life is gg to start soon. but fret not! we will be having a bag packing trip at the end of the year followed by group gathering chalet la. haha. not bad not bad. been settling all my payments and mailing documents to get myself ready to enrol into np. wahahas. i think the first day im gg to do is to play soccer there and then use the library!

well then of course... ogling at girls...................lol =D heeeeeeeeeeee

its been such a long time since i posted lolol. well i had a very busy week la. of course gg out with the cliques was coooool and fun. hahaha. i went to the zoo to celebrate mandy's bday which i had promised her tt time. and guess wad it turned out to be a success la cause she had lots of fun and most surprisingly samantha came too! haha. but firstly i had to apologize to the group cause i was v late tt time...-.- ( ivan was the latest LOL )
and then after that i kept going out almost everyday cause i was bored at home and i had forgotten to put my schedule at rtc. so im currently scrimping on my daily expenses to allow me to have more money to go out. i have also promised dear dear that i will go out on a movie date with her. i cant break that promise i made so i have to stick with it. =D
right now gg to enrol into np le. still have to deal with many documents man. i must quickly settle it and get over with it. haha. went back to school today and visited many of my teachers. chatted with them la. haha. brings back the memories during my life in chr. haha. even mr ang still remembers me. shows how influential i am to the sch. i mean through those bad records i had in school last time. haha. wonder if i will become ambassador in np. wow imagine me, putting on the badge and walking ard in np. cooool. wahahas. okie crap...-.-

many times she cried over those stupid mistakes i've done and i felt so useless at that moment. did not console her and all i did was shut my mouth when i could console her with my arms and cheer her up. i thought to myself ' was it gg to end soon? ' i knew i could not lose her and if i did i would really regret like last time. cant afford to make a second mistake. you guys might know who im talking about. yea right now im feeling very confused and moody. went to work today and fortunately today was the busiest day for me. had to take care of many kids and those worries seemed to brush off my mind. but after that it all came like the wind just after i had knocked off from work. damn it man. wandered ard imm thinking about lots of stuffs. but im learning from my mistakes and trying to improve myself. but how? i like her but i dunno how to express it. damn...
thanks mandy... lend me your listening ear for just a few moments but i really appreciated that. =)

finally the chalet was successful and i had lots of fun. haha. we rocked the the chalet upside down. haha. although we did had some conflicts but everything turned out well. we resolve the problems through singing which is a v good way of cooling ppl down. you should have seen it la. haha. totally exhilarating exhausting yet exciting chalet. the next time we gather again would be ard dec like that alr. cause thats the time when everyone is free and has money to book another chalet =D. sleeping time was always the most noisiest one cause there would be some jokers who would made us laugh like siao then we can slp well. haha. in the morning we would be greeted by a loud ' good morning ' by ivaan. lol. smelllly sia...
okie. when i came back from the chalet my mom told me we must go down to my grandfather's funeral. i received the sms ytd la during midnight like that. mmm today ish sunday and i have to cancel my work schedule lo. mmm sian. i no money alr. lionel had been asking me to return the money i owe him and and the chalet has like cost me quite a sum of money from my salary. mmm. have to work harder now and repay all my debts la. oh yea and i wanna get my hands on the puma sweater.

wahahas finally today would be our chalet! had some minor problems but managed to settle it peacefully. haha. wow just finished packing mine bagpack and stuffs and im waiting for ang wei qian to wake up and acc me to joash house for soccer. lol. cant slp now cause i want arsenal to qualify for the champs league quarter finals mmm. hopefully the chalet would be very memorable and exciting for all of us. haha. our final gathering as a whole grp... wow...
had some chats with my lao po just now at her blk. haha. long time nv chat with her that long liao haha. miss those times. muackx next week would be our 1oth mth le. i cant wait for that to happen wahahas. gg to cele with her. regardless of work. outiings or even being sacked if i nv report to work. because i nv cele our 8th and 9th mth le. which im guilty abt it and disappointed la. haiz sian so have to make amendments liao. no more delaying.
i think i will stick with the course that i chose and i will work hard to reach my goal. to study in a university. haha. have to aim high if i wanna compete with the ppl in aerospace. lol it will be tough but i had did the impossible before- scoring a perfect 1o for my results. determination and perseverance would be much needed if i wanna aim high...


everybody nids a little high~!~!

the season ends here... nichnichnichnich

im now at joash house watching football. champions league liverpool vs barca. cool! i think not slping le ba. me and wq and ivan now stil awake... joash now pestering me. next time den blog bye.

oh great. got out of my sweetest dreams with a few phone calls in the morning. lol went online to check the course im gg into. aerospace technology...ngee ann polytechnic... lol. i think im appealing to go into chemical engineering. which i might go down on wed. tonight's work would be more easy cuz ang wq is coming down to help me out. haha. steady. then treat him dinner again lo.



chalet countdown : 2 days

today ish a very fun filled sunday. had soccer first start in the early morning. soccer training! can you believe it? omg. finally our own soccer training. although it did not turned out the way it shud be. but we stil had fun overall. soon in the afternoon i went down to marina to take a peek at the saf exhibit with the gang and guess wad? jade seah was there. omg she sang she danced and she spiced up the whole stage with the seductive dance moves and looks. wa... now i know why she was crowned... runner up of the miss universe 2oo6. wahahahas
next week i would be packed man. but i dun mind cause its chalet time for us! haha. gg for a movie treat with mei ting lao po tml after work! whoo hoo! song song man! haha oh yea today also went to her house for visiting with the guys haha. had lots of crap and fun and we boomed her house with our laughter la. haha. i like this kind of gathering its brings our bond closely tgt
mmm too bad ivan wasnt there. he missed out on so much. but he had to do his dnt so he could not come. nvm we stil got wed. our final showdown...

woke up early saturday afternoon to find myself in just trousers. funny heee. k k watched pimp my ride for an hour and a half. later evening have to go and visit my grandpa death anni at the temple. den follow by a family dinner at a seafood restaurant. its kinda relaxing knowing that you have no work on weekends. oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIA. =D went to her house and cele that night. did i mention that in the previous post. i think i did lei lol. getting old already haha i mean her not me. super seventeen liao. not like me still at sweet sixteen.
tonight liverpool face off man utd at anfield! if man utd win chelsea chances of winning the title would be diminished. tonight i support liverpool. wahaha! onli for that night nia. haha. tml soccer match again at chr field. have to buck up buck up and def properly... haizz nth to post again.
oh ya stil got one more thing. i've got no money!!!

late as usual today gg to imm and work. ate 5 curry puffs on the way to fill my stomach if not i cant endure the 9 hours standing at imm. cause its boring. well i brought a book along with me which is interesting reading it. its called the ' purpose driven life ' most christians would have it. but im not. i just wanna find out more about their religion by reading the book. its really a very un-crapped book. it is diff from those kind of inspirational or success kind of books. i just dunno how to describe la. haha. kk monday im finally gg for a movie with lao po after all the workload on me this week. sian man. tml dun nid to work as i have to visit my grandpa. its his death anni and i completely forgotten abt it. -.-
soccer again this sunday with the guys and im prepare to put in more effort and not disappoint the whole defense. i promised. haha. after that have to head down to the saf careers centre to have attend a talk la. and finally in the evening gg to mt house for the first time for visiting. haha. steady see my in- laws. lol heeee

started the day being later for work at rtc. i had to postpone the time of my working hours from 12-6 pm. but i was kinda pissed off when they told me to go off at 3pm. -.- in the end i went to town and look for books lo. came across this book which seems interesting to me. even the assistant at the bookstore agreed that this book is interesting. well eventually i did not purchase it as sophia has the book =) wahahas. ended up buying this book called ' the kite runner ' read the first 3 chpts quite cool haha.
oh yea tml would be sophia's bday ! haha wonder if she's celebrating it la but i got work tml until 1o pm -.- boring yea i noe. but wad to do now. did some math and realise i've got no money for this week liao. ppl out there who owes me money try to return asap. im not gg to threaten or what it is just a gentle reminder. haha.chalet would be due in just a few days and i cant wait for it to happen. oh... this sunday there will be a buffet at lao po's house. haha anything pls sms her or me if you wanna come. haha

mmm. its a same shit different day for me la. everything is getting duller as the day goes by. working life sucks and having no money to spend sucks even more too. quite a torture la. this week would be very hectic for me la. tue thur fri sat sun working! omg! dunno how la. wa liao sian lei. im suppose to head down to the saf careers centre for a talk on mar 2nd to 4th. so my schedule this week very tight sia. cant wait for the chalet to happen haha. very excited hahahaha. this chalet would be twice as fun. twice as mean haha twice the excitement. lol. bored just sms lao po and found out she cracked her hp screen all cause of me. haix... wad a great week to start -.-

im coming around again. =) haha wad a shocker man today there were like less than about 15o customers at rtc la. lol i was so bored that i kept running into the kitchen and ate fries and chiken wing. haha that gerard damn bloody gay sia ai yo im getting all the gooseberries again. me qw and wq have planned for the chalet activities. haha hopefully everything goes right. if not everyone would be disappointed and i wun allow that la. so must have early planning first haha. work today was easy. but tml i have to tahan for 9 hours of work at imm. just lied to my boss that i sprained my ankle for a week. so tml have to start working there again. miss my lao po very much. must bring her to zooooo...... ooooooo.... wahahahahas

went for visitig the past 2 days at cleon's and qing wen's house. haha before that i also went to ivan's and sophia's house too. haha gong xi fa cai! also gambled la. but overall i lost 3 bucks. which is quite good alr cause some even lost more la shant say later i kena then siao liao. haha but its been fun having so much gathering. the next upcoming event would be our guys chalet le. steady cant wait for that to happen. so many things to do yet so lil time. mmm. poly life for me would be quite hard to adapt. hopefully everything does go smoothly for me =)
lao po and i have alr reached our 9th month anniversary on 18th of feb which i am so happy for our relationship. i mean for me it is a miracle that i have a relationship that is so strong that nth can break it. well actually can la depends on the situation. lol. watched a movie ' the guardian ' at ivan's house ytd. a very touching movie based on a true story almost cried la. i like the quote from the movie ' i won't let go '... very touching la you shud watch it if you haven start watching yet. haha. =D

a fun, losing, bad, talkative, moody day ytd...... hopefully all this wun affect meself for the upcoming chalet. haha.

hey hey wads up god of fortune? i've been expecting your arrival. haha okie today went to work in the morning until 4 pm. broke a plate and had some misunderstandings with a customer. but in the end he laughed and went off with a smile.b4 that i had hell from him. guess wad his daughter came up to me and told me cheer up. lol. boosted my morale back again. had a busy afternoon due to the new year celebrations and had to attend to many customers. but i got no ang baos from them. wa liao i kept wishing them gong xi fa cai but they just smile onli. later im gg to have dinner with the guys again haha hopefully tml would be a better day for me. wed i have to work again. at imm handing with the kids haha. then night having dinner at qw house. tml our big grp can finally gather at cleon's house tml. haha hope to play some soccer there. haha. steady. and hope some ppl dun shoot their mouth off without thinking. they know who they are...=)

hahaha chinese new year is just half an hour away! gong xi gong xi gong xi ni arh! gong xi fa cai!

after tonight would be a new lunar year for us. and it would be a very special year for many chinese peeps. haha. for me and lao po would be unbelievable cause our relationship have gone to a higher level. we have made it til this chinese new year eve. and guess wad? the first day of cny is actually our 9th month!!! check that out. =D...
everyone tml will be wishing for more ang baos. more and more of them! but for me i would rather use those ang baos and save it up for rainy days. i just realise that too much shopping for me is madness and i need a cure for it. and that is too save save save! i would be packed for the whole week so wun be gg out too often as i have to go for visiting. actually the angbaos we get overall ish the same amount as our parents giving out angbaos to the relatives too. so i think im gg to give 3/4 my angbaos back to my parents and the rest i save it. =) steady...
i miss soccer for a long time and lots lots of stuffs we did during sec sch times. haix fortunately the sun youth games is a good time for us peeps to gather ard and kick some balls! haha that would also train up our friendship bond and not separate when we go into our desired courses in polys next time...
think the next chalet maybe the last time for us to gather as a group again. recently our grp has some lil prob against each other. some of you guys might noe but i will find a solution to solve it and bring the grp back together. and all of us must stay united and focus. i was thinking whether we shud all go to sentosa again. haha. i dun mind cause we did that b4 and we were all together in the sea that time and we had happy memories. mmm okie okie i think i know wad to do le.


til then : to all the chinese people and non halal ppl. happi chinese new year
gong xi fa cai
tong tong qiang tong tong qiang
wish you guys earn money get more
money and spend wisely and luck in everything you guys do. haha zhu ni men xue ye jing bu...

heeee had a wonderful time walking ard orchard town today with the guys to do their last min shopping for new year. cm got his snowcap finally while ivan could not find his colour to the shoe that he wanted to buy. adam me and billy tagged along la. haha after that headed down to bugis where we were supposed to meet sophia and her church frens for dinner at the restaurant ' chilli padi '. b4 that me and oli went to find lao po. heard oli got a nike shoes for abt 1oo plus bucks which i could use that amount of money and get 3 pairs of nike sneakers at city square. haha.
well speaking of that place. we were supposed to go down today but due to the many problems we faced we had to cancel it. haha. but nvm there is always a next time for us guys right? haha...
during dinner time i kept eating and eating la. cause the food is so delicious yet sour and spicy la. lol. after that went shoppng with yu jie and billy and then went to send mt home la. thats my day. but now later in the morning i have to go and work. -.- noob but no choice i already have no money liao. stil got ppl owe me money... wahahas. i like that kind of feeling...

ytd was supposed to shop alone. in the end met up with qw and adam in which we head down to vista kitchen to have our dinner. haha. den sophia joined us and chatted along. soon i had to send lao po home la. you know her place quite unsafe in the night. haha. after that went down to find the gang again and we chatted non stop until 6 am! of course got to know this guy called william. a friendly guy haha. we chatted about many topics and we did not care about the time. hopefully the guys can wake up cause its shopping today! =D
later in the evening would be attending the dinner at the restaurant ' chilli padi ' organise by sophia' church friends. haha hey its cheap you know. onli 75o cents! =D lol...

super wow on valentine's day ytd! haha went out with lao po to town and had dinner at seoul garden. of course there were many couples on the street la. the guys were carrying stuffs while the ladies holding onto those bouquet of fresh roses roaming ard orchard. haha for me and lao po we had nth but a large stalk of rose in laopo's hand =D she kept using that to hit me whenever i said something wrong. haha sounds cute and loving. haha!
after dinner i felt uneasy.maybe i shud listen to lao po. i used the same chopsticks to eat and to grab the raw meat and cooked it. mmm maybe that caused the traffic jam in stomach. lol. but after that felt better already. headed down to esplanade and enjoyed a free v day concert specially for couples. so we sat at near the sinagpore and enjoyed the many romantic songs they played and sang. haha enjoyed myself ytd... =D i love you mei ting...

super wow again and cheers to our relationship. our relationship are not on the rocks but our feelings are as solid as a rock? no la make it sound better diamond? muackx these two months we must cherish the times we are tgt but after we are posted we may not see each other that often. so hor... i've planned many things this 2 mths already. haha. hope this bf did not disappoint you for these 8 months. and he is so blessed to know a gf so loving and understanding. wahahahahahaha... =)

finally tot of the course that im gg to while i was working my ass out ytd. aerospace technology...
yup im prepared to work hard and excel in that course. of course i must also compete with alot of ppl too... sian...
later qw would be comin over to my house for a hair cut then we would go for a hair cut b4 gg out later. cause today is valentine's day! haha. but lao po is sick and i dunno whether she can anot. haix better rest hor lao po. guess wad her mom just found out abt me ytd while i was workin la. shocked but excited cause i no nid to be so sneaky anymore la. my mom found out too but she stil kept quiet haha. think she allow me to have a relationship due to the results i produced for her. just woke up and have to wait for him to come over. but first i have to do my household chores...

im kinda pissed off now by the 2 choices i made ytd night. its either chemical engineering or aerospace technology. mmm these 2 courses have good career prospects but the prob is which one to choose. which one i can excel in. and in the future i would be able to make big money and support myself. both also requires hands-on approach on practical problems... its either today or tml im gg to register. haix hopefully i can get the course i want. the 1oth choices i've already made. onli the top 2 makes me wanna go mad already. i have already surveyed many ppl and their choices were either aero tech or maritime studies. well of course there were also banking and chemical engineering course that attracted these ppl too. im good in chemical sciences. but im also interested in the aerospace tech thingy.
went for the course counselling and found out that most the graduates actually received job offers from the attachment companies before they even graduated. lol. i better make up my mind b4 i register. man sometimes its hard to decide what course to take when u score good results. not trying to boast or what but its kinda irritating...
valentine's day is ard the corner. i mean just tml would be the day for many sweet couples to enjoy their day in finest restaurants. haha for me. i would be prefer something more cny-style like steamboat or buffet. haha im gg to bring lao po to somewhere we can eat non-stop and free flow of drinks. haha. you guys might already guess it. den after that to somewhere relaxing and soothing in the night......heeeeeeeee

that was a day of happiness and sadness for the o lvl students in the hall... there was a tears of joy and sadness. but i knew at that time some of my close frens gave me lots of support and encouragement. then it was my turn to receive the results. i went bonkers after receiving it. i mean i could not believe wad i got. a perfect 1o pointer for me to enrol into any course of the 5 polytechnics. the feeling beneath me was un-describable but i knew some of my frens were devastated by their results. but what is done is already done one cannot change anything. but i know that they will stay positive and move on to overcome their obstacles in their long and tiring journey...=)

after the results me ivan adam and cm went to m'sia the next day to celebrate. mom gave me shopping money as a reward for my results. i couldnt ask for more as they have to sponsor me for the diploma and school fees in the polytechnic plus a laptop too. so im really thankful to my mom and dad. went for a shopping spree as i could not stop my hands on all those clothes. kept buying and buying and ate many things there la. was so happy and i spent around 2oo plus. it was indeed a enjoyable day for me...

sooner or later i must choose a course that im interested and i cant make big money in the future. went for course counselling today at sp and np and i met one lecturer from sp who was quite a comedian. kept blabbering about the courses in engineering but i was quite influenced into gg the aerospace techonology course. or either the mechanical engineering or aerospace electronics. haha then i will put molecular and biochemical engineering as my 5th choice. i think im gg to register online tml. dad just got me a printer cooool. haha. okie i think its nap time for me already okie nitey nite. swt dreams. =D

work ytd was kinda tough esp when there were very few ppl in imm. nonetheless i manage to sell 52 rides. i got cheated from a foreigner who gave me a hong kong coin which bloody hell resembles a 1 dollar coin. -.- well fortunately the boss did not wanna find out who that culprit was. in the end he had to use his 1 dollar coin and 'dao tiap'...
after that i went to find cm ben and yu jie at vista point. talked about the chalet thing and the financial stuffs. as we were talking leong came out from no where. den he too accompanied us for just awhile. as he and cm went to eric's bday at his house. that was how i ended my day ytd la...
this friday 9th would be the release of the 2oo7 gce o lvl results. i think many of us would be worrying for the results. but like ben said ' whats done is done, cannot be undone.' LOL! haha.
in fact he himself. like everybody else is worried abt the results. hope that day the hall would not be flooded with tears from the students. mmm i have been having dreams some good some bad.
for e.g i had this nightmare where i scored 15 pts. but i got a e8 for english. the second one was promising as i scored a perfect 1o for my results. i woke up with a thud on my head as i fall off the bed. lol it rhymes! haha...
i've been listening to simon webbe songs. addicted already and one more song ' just so you know' by jesse mccartney. haha coool songs. anyone got simon webbe new album songs? pls msn or sms me if you have thanks!!!


friday: guys gg to chalet pls note that you are required to bring 25 bucks and pay to ben via cash
during our gathering. he nids to book it asap so guys try to make quick.
following who have paid: qw cm ben nich yujie...

the family tree of dear dear...


today would be the family reunion but im really sorry cause i cannot go with dear dear to the outing. i have to work and if i cancel the schedule i would get sack cause it would be my second time. im really sorry to the family members and hope you all accept my apology. maybe the next time perhaps...

had been kinda sick since monday but im on the way to recovery so no nid to worry guys i will soon be back with lots of nonsense. lol but i will keep that for the chalet =D. its been a tiring week for me esp i have to work from mon to sun excluding tue which i took off on that day. but the money i earned does not tally with the expected money im supposed to get. maybe the reason is i always spend on my food. mmm. i think i have to change that already cause i have to save to dye my hair green! this colour is quite uncommon in spore but me and adam are ready to start a new trend! haha. there ish nth much to say cause im working unless you wanna listen to how i had to stand those noisy yet cute lil children lol. they are so cute. so cute that i wanna take the animal and run them down =D haha! jkjk onli im not that bad okie...

update: chalet dates will be postpone due to sec 5 'o' lvls orals. each person would onli nid to pay ard 25... thanks...

wad a day for me to relax...=D ahhh... the breezy weather and the palm trees...

huh? work again... -.- wad the hell...

haha today went to work again at imm. this time with my ipod the time seems to pass so smoothly la. to brighten my day more. my dear dear went down to imm to acc me! haha so happy and touched... after work we went to have dinner at pepper lunch. cool man den after that went home. listening to SHE songs now. my dear dear send to me de. their songs are very nice haha. i think im gg into the chinese music industry. not bad not bad cheers!
latest update: ivan scored the equaliser against the yishun giants! haha but hopefully he can get well fast...=D
wow i've been to many restaurants with dear dear le. stil counting. haha. hoping to give my dear dear a more better life la. making her feel more elegant and classy haha. she ish my wife lei of course i shud give her the best la. well not fully the best. haha my wallet you know... needs a break sometimes. haha.
i think qw now shud feel more lighter now. after that break-up which i fully support la. well im not the only who agrees to that.
kk sunday activity: hey guys if you all interested in playin soccer pls go back to chr for more info pls sms stella or sophia. thankx =)

wad a dramatic fight back by the chr soccer players. =D they put up a fierce battle against the yishun giants and the final score ish 3-3. haha congrats to them but hope ivan ish okie now. he got an injury from his own teammate which was funny yet stupid. ivan got bitten on his head and he has to put 6 stitches on his forehead. wish him a speedy recovery =). oh ya. heard that something happened recently on school and a very bad one. our school ish getting more and more rowdy and violent after we left the school. haiz its totally havoc everywhere. well nvm hopefully these students know wad they are doing and not being stupid.
well i went back to school with the guys and played soccer with manfred and his cliques. haha it feels so ' school' if you get wad i mean. haha i mean its been long since we played in the soccer court la. haha i got abit obsessed with the playing tt i played very rough all the way. sorry guys.
den also met sophia and samantha along in school. we had dinner at vista point. chatted alot abt korea. lol quite bored lei esp for me im not kinda into korean lifestyle. i onli know bae yong jun and rain. lol. tml will a miserable day for me cause i have to work i tot i could slack at the library tml. well fortunately dear dear will be accompanying me. =D muackxx haha. so if you guys wanna find me i will be at imm but i doubt none of you guys will come down la. haha. lol kk i gg to slp le. vry tired k nitex guys...

super sub van persie and inspirational henry


well arsenal beat man utd 2-1 at the emirates stadium few days ago. haha which means the top 4 have a title chance... which would also means chelsea stil have a chance of claiming the title. but the bad news ish on the second leg of the league cup. roman would not be present again at stamford bridge to catch chelsea live against wycombe =( which means the team would be down on their morale again...


ytd i went to find the job that jia min introduced to me. went all the way to imm just to find out the job that im doing is very slack lol. met this colleague ken whose punctuality sucks. made me waited for about half hour when i could actually get off work at 7 -.- after work i wen to find my dear dear haha =D miss her for days and she said wanted treat me to pasta mania haha. after that i suggested gg to swensen for dessert. no choice i have to train my dear dear to eat more la. im not trying to inflate her just want her to be more steady when it comes to eating. you know...
its good to eat cause you will get very happy la. its a feeling inside me. i dun mind spending on good food if it makes you very happy and bloated. its as if you dun hv any stress or any problems in you. haha. okie im talkin alot again. okie im thinking of organising the nyp trip on saturday. thats the day where everyone ish free ma. cuz ivan and cm got school on friday. i also got work la. but if the majority vote for friday den i have no choice lo. =(
oh my aching legs. oh ya heard that ben's father's team wanna have a match against winters. im suggesting our group forming a team and playing against them la. wun it be cool? besides our group has more communication compared to winters. no offence but its true that team winters does not train or play with each other often. due to that our cpt boon chye has already defected to our rivals fever XI. wish him all the best there lo.
its a sad thing. everyone ish out there working so hard just to earn money and spend on their stuffs. i also wanna do that. but i can't i still cannot find a proper job. im doing alot of crap jobs besides rtc. i think that ish the most stable job im gg to get. im looking for cathay tml. haha hopefully there ish some vacancies left for me. =)
today christ church sec will host against their opponents. im gg for a win in chr and im gg down to support. so guys pls come down and support them!!! =)

haha well well went for soccer this morning with the gang again. this time with new guests appearances by warren and cleon... lol! kk had fun playing with them. im now aching all over and very tired... i need my osim right now...
you guys might wonder why chelsea lost to liverpool ytd. its not because they are strong but because chelsea have a string of injuries and even midfielder michael essien had to hold the centre defence but could not produce a clean sheet for goalkeeper petr cech. right back ferreira could not adapt the centre back position and he was the reason to which liverpool scored the first la. damn it. well the second goal from liverpool was abit fortunate. i mean you dun see jermaine pennant scoring goals from that range la. its quite unbelievable and captain john terry ish so disappointed with the team and mourinho looked calm and unworried. i think he already expected chelsea to lose ytd. given the absence of john terry and speculations over mourinho's future at stamford bridge... its not suprising that the team ish not playing to their best...
im kinda tired now so i will type until here...
wahaha finally 8 months with my ai ai... so fortunate so blessed...
i love you lao po.... wahahahaa

yup today i headed down to ngee ann poly for the second time with the gang again. =D haha
everything was cool man. the free stuffs were attractive but guess wad i almost gt caught by the ambassadors there. they knew i came for the goodie bags the second time la. luckily sophia rescued me from the embarassment. thanks sophia. heard she wanted to get the handphone strap so i got it and wanted to give it to her de. maybe next time when we meet again i will give her? haha. i will keep that temporaily lo. been to the schools again but this time with diff tour guides. this tour guide by the name of stephanie was quite good lookin la and she brought us ard the school of film, media and sound. she had given a very brief explanation on what ish gg ard the school and we all understood very clearly.
soon it was already ard 4 in the afternoon. louis and adam had to leave due to their working schedule so we headed the cca fiesta to catch the band electrico live! its was darn cool la to see them perform. i really wanna get their album but i think it ish not out yet. is it? okie nvm. then qw went to played this cycling game where he almost could not walk and that was very funny of him la. had so much fun with the guys today... but im not gay...
so as i was saying... wait wait... there ish a problem now. huh? wad? teck yi and joash held hostage? wad the heck and tonight ish the big game between my fav club chelsea and liverpool la. omg it ish so troublesome la well nvm suppose to have dinner with my ai ai sian la. damn it...

damn bored sia at home with nothing to do. just hate it when my parents nag at me abt money
can't they just piss off for a moment... damn i nid a headphone to surround my ears with music. not irritating noises...
went to temasek poly today with the gang again. ya guess who i saw. a fcuker panda with is stupid attitude. teck yi the pilot. he loves to fly the planes. hopefully i can shoot him down with my desert eagle. -.- stil cannot stand it when he left dear dear alone at ngee ann poly ytd. luckily i waited for her at the mrt station if not she will be lost again. lets not talk abt unhappy stuffs alright? well went to find out abt the new courses there la. its quite interesting though tt temasek has a very nice campus with alot of friendly ppl la. well not to mention the ' you-know-who'... but overall the poly stil lose to ngee ann la. in terms of the ppl there and the free stuffs. you noe popcorn candy floss and blah blah oh ya swensens ice cream! but if my results turns out satisfying i would go to np!
tml our gang would be heading down to np again. this time with the inclusion of more brothers la. haha good good the more the merrier.. haha my mrt card has no money again sian lo have to top up my card again. guess wad just got the news today tt tml would be the big game! chelsea vs liverpool! haha cool lo. i had taken a day off from work just to watch the match. haha i called the rtc ppl there. hopefully i dun get sabo i nid to clarify with mary may tml la. if not later i get sacked cuz i nv go to work.like that i got no money le. sian lo. k la. i go slp le. haha very tired le. haha k nites guyss...

wtf... i just got sacked again... damn unlucky la i tried to work hard and not to argue with my superior and he just sacked me like nobody business... -.- bloody hell well hack care la at least i got my pay. my manager tried to plead for me but to no avail my stupid superior stil refuse la... fcuk him off... now im onli left with the RTC job lei. i nid to earn more money lei to my debts and bills. oh ya and shopping too.
today went to np with louis and adam and BAM! there was this hot ambassador la who briefed us the the activitites in np la. haha she was super hot man. but i was nt affected by it. i have a loving girlfren le. if not later she pull my ear off la. k so when we reached the place it was like cool la. toured ard the whole campus to explore their facilities. it was way cool la. also np campus has 5 canteens! so u dun hv to worry abt starving or squeeze into a pathetic canteen. haha np also has free popcorn and candy floss! absolutely free guys! haha i took many packets of popcorn and files my stomach la. and ice cream as a dessert for you guys as well also free. haha!
we also took pics with the band SAW LOSER. haha cool lo. haha u can see the pics at adam's blog la. haha.
now im currently jobless le. i nid to find a job haha. besides RTC... anyone help? i no ihad not blog for a long time. oh yea A HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNI LAO PO!!! yea wad a miracle right?
some may think wa liao how come can last long when im such a flirt... haha well ish because my gf ish a loving gf and i noe i cannot let her down. i must be a loving bf too la. haha. im gg to hit a 1 year anniversary with my dear. haha. i really love her and i wun leave her de. yup =D smiles!

well if he did not quit the job i wouldn't be worrying so much now. damn it... now im confused its like my job ish in danger now. if i get sacked again i might now get my pay this time. the first example ish lionel la. omg he had worked for 2 weeks and now he gets nth but a sacking from the advertising supervisor la. i better buck up now if i wanna keep the job and the money...
went to school for a visiting lo haiz those memories...=( come to think of it i also very sad haiz. miss all my teachers and the school life and frens...

this pattern looks like a heart-shaped man.=D yep the two of us have been through together for about 7 mth plus already. haha and guess wad today ish lao po birthday! haha tts y i specially blog on this special day man. well i will be gg out to cele her birthday and i had to take a leave off. of course the manager knew wad i was doin la. actually my manager was very good to me and lionel la. but the supervisor was fcuked up man he did not like me and lionel at all. bloody attitude man. well the manager had to stand up for us for many times. and i did felt guilty not tryin my best to push all my products too the ppl out there. everyday i have to see the many diff faces and euduring their attitudes and some were nice who even wanted to treat me lunch haa.
well its was my third day ytd and it was quite tough when i first took up the job everything was new to me. the environment the ppl and my colleagues ya. haha. and guess wad the workin place was actually the place where i went for my first interview. so it was no surprising that the receptionist stil knew me la. haha. thanks to lionel i could immediately start my work and it was persevering for me to do the job. but end of the day was the best i could relax myself and go home to rest myself...
doing this job ish not really my passsion. i heard from lionel many ppl who did this job could not endure for a day. im the only one who could pass the interview and training and endure up to 3 days which im quite satisfied with myself. i wanted to gain experience from this job and learn skills like interacting and presentation skills which im doing quite fine now. last time i dun even know how to talk confidently or speak fluently when i faced a large no. of ppl la. but right now im gettin a grasp of it =D
i will be taking up 2 jobs temporaily. one at raffles town club and the other which im doin now haha. yes tough i know but i will persevere on and push myself all the way. haha. but after one month i will quit the advertising company and stick on to the cafe job =D. after that i will find other jobs which i can gain other skillls again. good for me when i enrol into a poly if its possible. lol. haha.
i really miss my friends and loved ones. really want a gathering where all of us can come together and kpkb just like old times. memories flashed when i think of them and all of this memories came from our outings and durin sch times la haha. really happy and touched that i met them they made me become more better and mature. okie okie and a lil more pervert =D
alright i better go prepare myself for this special day haha

ai ai :

i wanna wish you a dearest and loveliest happy birthday !! muackxx i love you and also happy advanced 8th month anniversary too !! haha ..
we have been through many craps and overcoming all of them makes me very 3oo% confident of our confident. =D.. loving you...

well well happy new year to u guys! haha at least today's not raining. well bad countdown ytd. scary la must blog here man. its was nightmare before countdown.

after i left the group ytd i went to attend deardear mco's performance. it was simply amazing to hear them play la. haha. den saw kimbo shi tong daph and lin en too at the spore conference hall.
after the concert had ended which some ppl were quite excited i waited for deardear to change her clothes in the male toilet as the female toilet was under maintenance. lol. quite scary u noe.
den we headed down to raffles city mrt station and i realised i took the wrong station. it was supposed to be city hall station. well i tot i was able to walk from uob plaza to esplanade where cm the gang was there. but i was wrong when i emerge from the plaza i saw many...

the place filled with bangalas! omg! they were there shouting and makin monkey noises and it was hell. i had to escort deardear carefully lest they anyhow molest her. cuz i cannot take them all down due the population there and finally we reached to a place where we could see the fireworks clearly la. haha. we were near the merlion there and saw esplanade on the opp end. lol.
while waiting we heard those bangalas chanting and shouting which were quite irritating la. soon the it was finally 2oo7! the fireworks performance were very intriguing and very spectacular! haha deardear loved it so much haha. we kissed under the fireworks and the couple in front also did. copycats haha.

then the nightmare came as soon as the performance ended all the bangalas began to run ard like mad and pushed many ppl la. then i heard 2 ladies shouting crude languages at them but they were luaghing away ignoring them. then a chinese man ask the bangalas to go fcuk off la. haha. but those bangalas never cared and whistled so loudly that my ears could not tahan. i was huggin my deardear all along nv letting go of her haha. bo bian hv to protect her sia if not sure kena molest de. finally reached the mrt station. called adam to find out that they were at lau pa sat. but i could not meet them as i know it would be tough to find them la. haha.

finally reached marsiling and send deardear home. haha. tiring day for me man.

happy new year to u guys again and have a blessed year ahead! haha. =D

its quite saddening that we have to say good bye to 2oo6. =( many wonderful memories and times with close friends. those times in school and getting detentions from teachers... im gg to miss them.

this year had been a great year for me. well many things had happened in school and between friends too. i dunno wad to say but its really sad to leave christ church sec school cuz i had many memories there with all my frens and teachers. i really have to thank my teachers for all the nonsense they have to tahan. haha. had many ionic bonds with my frens. hopefully we will not separate with them. im gg to visit cm ivan leong they all in sch next week. if we dun we might even lost contact with them la. i still rmb the time before the o lvls when we had many plans to accomplish but it turns out everyone was working and had no time for gatherings. onli xmas and new year's eve and the spore trip were the ones that we could stil be together. not to mention our outing during me and ben bday celebration. right now. the year 2oo7 ish approaching. i wonder wad i will expect during the new year. but i will be expecting more cool movies next yr. and the best thing ish i have been through with dear dear for so long which ish a good sign for me . haha very happy with myself did not change targets like clothes. instead tryin to improve myself in being a good boy fren towards my dear dear. haha.
after tml i will have to find a new job already. hopefully i can get a good working environment. haha. muackxx.
thats all already.. tml wil be gg out to cele the countdown..! haha

winters united..



water boyz..



bus times.



one family..

soccer times

cycling..

at jalan kayu

at the esplanade....

cute times..

church times..

during school times..

when we were young..

those times..

to be continued..

wahaha! happy 7th month anni liao! im so blessed to be with her la. i love you dear dear! haha

went out today with her. initially wanted to go zoo with her but the weather was hell raining cats and dogs so ended up gg to cineleisure to catch the movie flyboys! at first she was fine to watch the movie but later she had so much compliments for the movie la. its hell cool! =D a must-see movie haha den acc her to eat jap food. haha simply delicious la. dunno how to describe but she's back from m'sia la. and had fun spending time with her .hee. muack muack

flyboys omg! so nice. haha i love my lao po darling. im getting her xmas present ! well wonder what it will be..

deardear ur the first to cele my bday xmas and new year eve! haha

love you lots

stupid blog finally okie le. i just got sacked. =D currently jobless now.

ytd went to orchard with ong jia min. i was damn bored at home. xiong and billy was watchhin movie den the rest of my bros were working . hmmm. went with her to get yue min's bday present la. was quite okie la. wa liao shop with her my legs can nua de lei. she can shop. i can't but luckily the workin experience had made me knew how tough it was to stand for hours and working at the same time. haha. manage to tahan her la. lol! den later met up with louis and dex then we went home together lo. haha.

today i will be gg to the gym with those bitched ones. i must train up now that im free. haha oh ya ask ang wei qian whether he wanna go mai. bye.

missing dear dear very much. she's comin back next monday!

haiz damn tired sia. work whole day like siao like that all i wan ish to get my pay and scram!

today i had to put the chargers and batteries. easy as it seems. i had lots of small cuts and it hurts like shit la. oh yea sam's back in spore! haha. wa liao she went to korea for dunno how long la. haha. damn tired now. i think i will post til here ba.

i miss my dear dear very much now i really wanna see her liao haiz. stil gt until next monday den she comes back . =( sobx....

hihi im back from work whoa adam's asleep haha! he's so tired after folding about let me see. 5ooo plus boxes? haha. he did non stop while me and xiong stil gt rest time. haah oh ya i saw the photos mandy took ! very cool! haha

ytd workin was fun! i knew this colleague of mine. willie he's damn kp la. haha keep on crapping alot but lose to cm of course haha. crap about our studies soccer and den we sang many songs. the other china workers were so moved to our singing jkjk! haha. that kept me awake la. oso i had support from someone. someone who ish currently now in johore. ben ish stilll in korea! wonder if he dump his sis there he will be so glad la. hmmm miss him and dear dear and samantha neo. she's stil in korea right now! wa liao hopefully she stil rmbs me and buys me a gift haha! my dear ask me to blog everyday and i promise her i will do it. i dun care whether im sick anot or tired have to do wad i have to do . muackxx dear dear i miss you so much. oh yea dear i quittin the job soon . i wanna spend more time with you. holidays i nv go out often with you sia. u must be disappotinted with me la . hah nvm i will repent myself. kk tts all i hv to slp liao nitex!

dear dear i really miss you sia. faster come back from malaysia. i love you =(

ytd was a very fun day with the guys at sentosa. we played beach soccer at first den we kept shoutin not because we score its because the sand was too hot for us to tahan! we ended up many blisters at the foot and small bleeding la. sian. den we jumped into the sea to relax. i realized i just bought my towel la. haha. i dint bother at all lo.wa liao non stop of crappin la the cm they all haha. played til evening den we had dinner at marina after tt went home liao. haha. i was too tired ytd. now just woke up onli. ben already flew to korea liao i wish him bon voyage . haha

toda stil hv to work.. wonder how the boss will react today after missing from work ytd haha.

haha! happy sweet 16 already man! so cool!

as u all noe 9th december was mine bday and many ppl wished me sincerely and i am very touched to the ppl out there. i wanna thank my family friends bros and my lao po! wahahaha! seriously i am thankful to you guys for remembering my bday and sending me your wishes via testimonials smses and even e-mails! haha

but the most memorable thing on 9th dec was my dear celebrating together with me la. haha. i really love you =)

we met up at first at the interchange. well she was late and i was quite unhappy la. but tt ended very fast and we began chatting on the bus all the way to vivo city. our butts gt numb during the journey. imagine me gg there to work everyday. well wanted to catch casino royale with her. but the queue was simply too long for me to wait. our stomachs were grumbling since we gotten down from the bus la. eventually we cancelled the movie plan and had dinner at one of the restaurants. had pasta pizza and appetizers which were simply delicious! haha. i gt my bday money from parents tts why im able to afford such a good meal. =D

whoa finally full. burp! excuse me. we walked up to the sky garden which was wow! haha. sat down to digest our food. k now here ish the best moment liao. dear dear ask me to close my eyes. it was dark ( of course stupid im closing my eyes ) den i heard the lighter flicking and when i opened my eyes. i saw a my bday cake! haha. dear was so sweet la. she burnt her fingers tryin to light tt candle. she sang a bday song for me too. den later a bday kiss went smack into my lips. whoa! i was er er er. stunned? i was very touched la that dear had through all that just to surprise me. it was a moment worth remembering and a very happy memory. =D

i dunno why but dear dear was my first girlfren who had been together with me for so long and the first! to cele my bday with me. sobx im really touched la. i wanna bring her to sentosa with my bros on monday which ish today but she's gg to overseas on sunday =( im really gonna miss her lots. haiz. but i can still rmb the day she celebrated with me la. hee. very happy.

well today im gg to sentosa with my bros and friends. gg to cele me and ben's bday if im nt wrong haha. wonder wad are we gg to do there la haha. but without dear dear i will be damn sian la. haha. lol


thank you guys for wish me happy birthday / belated birthday =D

im really touched......

wow wow finally can blog le. sorry guys for not blogging. dun worry i will try to write a long one for you guys. haha =D

last week was quite fun for me. went for a trip with lionel and leonard to kota tinggi. kept listening to the both arguing at each other for every problems. haha. reminds me of manfred and louis. haha. kota tinggi ish quite run down la. and the ppl ther were poor man. but guess wad the food ish cheap and d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s=D. we chiong the food ther as ther was little shopping for us. unfortunately the cheapest shopping centre which sells all the cool clothes had closed due to all the huge debts tt it could not afford to pay la. sian sia. but i really like the chendol ther! wa liao. so special lo. better than spore and it just a rinngit! haha check it out!

we were always the first customers wherever we go. cuz many ppl ther could not afford to eat those places or shop for good stuffs. the feeling ish cool man. haha. ther was a time where we went to game shop and rented ps2 for 5 ringgit per hr. we played for almost 4 hrs la. other malay kids went in for an hr den they went home liao. why? cuz they had to save for another 1 mth b4 cumin here to play again. lol jkjk. but night time at kota tinggi was quite unsafe la. alot of those strange ppl would come out and wander ard the area. some were bangalas the rest were malays lo. sian sia i see and see until very sian lo. some more ther no teens of our age. well onli 1- we went to a shop wher the cashier was as same age as us. haha.

oh yea the hotel stay ther ish very cheap man but i must say it has no stars for few of the hotels in kota tinggi. we stayed at this ' hotel ' wher for onli 2 nights, its onli 2o dollars for a person . its cheap la. haha. the trip with lionel and leonard was fun la. keep on crappin. haha.

on the last day we headed down to city square to shop and spent all our money on clothes and shoes. haha. steady man. maybe gg ther again some time lo. oh no! i hv no money liao haiz. hv to find a job liao =(

man utd and chelsea. 1-1 i knew it . my prediction was corrected. haha. just lucky

okie man. today i wil be gg for my first interview. haha. steady k guys i hv to go alr. tc guys during these holidays and adios!

its every little thing you do
makes me fall in love with you.
we've had come so far through thick and thin
all i wanna say ish.
i love you.............................


HAPPY 6TH MTH ANNIVERSARY~!~!~!~!

to my beloved lao po:

after reading the letter i felt touched la and decided to reply you thru blog cuz i gt no more paper or hp to sms you la. yup its true that we've been thru thick and thin. and many memories too! we had shared sadness laughter and joy. but i think wad ish the most impt that i 've change cuz of you. i learnt many things and u made me become more mature. i hv proven to the ppl out ther that im not as wad they think. u will always be one of the leading figures in my life. girl fren or good fren we will always stick together no matter wad happens. this o lvl period i 've not been proving myself as ur boy fren. but after the o's i promise you we will do many things u hv not done b4 in ur life. haha =D..

i love you and wo ai ni.

lilnich=D

go head be bold with it. im bringing sexy back. those mother **** onli noe how to act . =D

wahahas im back and this time ish no mercy for o lvls. wa liao speakin of tt i hv lost contact with u guys for a long time! i mean on the blog la. haha. kk update news. i gt a ipod! haha 30 G! cool eh? haha. and for other news. i 've been playin we4 at adam's house without realising chem paper and physics paper ish actually next week. wa liao lo! haha sian la anw i did repent and studied alot today with the peeps again. oh yea guess i wun cycling for the time being. my bike got stolen la. by dunno which **** in my block or maybe somewhere else la. hmmm. im gonna get him with my test tubes and poke it up into his nostrils.-.- haiz..

hopefully i can scrape past this o lvls and get a new life. finding a job to settle down with my lao po. you will get wad i mean. hmmm. gg to the zoo! haha with her. tts the first objective of my goal of the exams. haha. im just gonna do wad i hv to do =D haha. cute lo my lao po. er. ( *** ) wahahas.