Poker Face

poke poke poke poke poke poke poke poker face~ mum mum um mum um~

if you don't know about it, kok chye torn his ligament and will be out of action from football for at least 4 months! looks like he's gonna get more palace treatment in the army, exempted from so many stuffs, i wonder what how our soldiers are going to fight a war next time. and soon enough, my time will come. to be honest, i am pretty anxious about army life and how i would be going through it with even stronger temptations. the result of the output would definitely differ than the input of the product. i hope i get nerdy and stupid bunkmates, hopefully.

okay another thing, i really suck at playing poker. i don't even know what's going on, i only three words to shout, "call", "raise" and "check". most of the time i either call or check, oh there's another word "fold". call, raise, check and fold. these four words sound like a procedure or something. but i sure had fun with the brothers, and it felt the good old days. just chilling... and chatting about whatever random stuffs we have.

attendance for official soccer gatherings is always full, but for saturday, its really disappointing. till now, the youth hub seems kinda empty. one reason i believe is the timing, most students often hang out in the afternoon either in town or places to chill. but school on a saturday afternoon playing sports ? no thanks, i got other better things to do. if that's the mindset we're facing from the younger generation, we need a change. or maybe that's just a bunch of excuses... mmm...

sermon shared by irene today left me dumbstruck, especially when she shared about porn. wow, its really what i am going through now. what she said really make sense, but of course, i can't listen and just feel guilty and pretend that 'hey tomorrow's gonna be better day!'. i need a miracle man, just one simple miracle will do. i wanna be a transformer!

4 things that can lead my spiritual mind to destruction:

1. proud

2. critical

3. lazy

4. doubtful

i am better than lionel messi, i scored all the above goals. and it isn't worth celebrating about. ):