Quietness

Shhhhh...

My house is never a house of peace and quiet. I hear a lot of noises and arguments especially from my mom.

Noises about hygiene, this dirty that dirty. Sometimes, I just wanna get out of my house and live on my own. Fuck, I can't even feed myself, really I can just shoot myself and die.

I want to come back home from work and stay still in the quietness, and be still.

But, shit always happen. And it happens everyday. ):